Chapter 143 Disturbed Memory
According to Cai Hua, this copy is a joint copy, and the hospital may have the ability to interfere with memory. He Sitong was infected, so she behaved like this. The difficulty of this copy is that it is a joint copy, but most of the anchors have forgotten their own situation and think they are just ordinary people in this world.
Lin Xi not only has to deal with ghosts, but also has to identify which hosts have had their memories disturbed.
Another question is whether there is any problem with my memory.
Lin Xi took Shen Sangning back to her ward, changed back into a blue and white striped hospital gown, sat on the bed, and pulled Shen Sangning together to sort out her memories. She believed that Shen Sangning was very strong. Shen Sangning was so strong that she could ignore He Sitong's talent of "affinity with all things", so her resistance to the hospital must be very strong.
His own memory might be changed, but Shen Sang Ning’s memory would not be changed.
So the two of them began to discuss some details, especially the love story between Lin Xi and Shen Sang Ning. From knowing each other to falling in love, there were no problems. Lin Xi reached out and patted her head. Could it be that she was also a special case, or because she was protected by Shen Sang Ning, her memory did not change at all?
As far as I can remember, there was nothing wrong with the two of them living together since they graduated from college. The only thing that hasn't been confirmed is... Shen Sangning's death.
When this question was mentioned, Lin Xi felt a faint pain in her heart. She didn't want to recall Shen Sang Ning's death, which was a thorn in her heart forever. But if it was wrong, she would have no way of knowing whether the hospital had tampered with her memory.
Lin Xi was going to bring it up first, she didn't want to see Shen Sang Ning feel bad. But Shen Sang Ning told her the cause of her death before Lin Xi brought it up. Just like Lin Xi didn't want to see Shen Sang Ning feel bad, Shen Sang Ning didn't have the heart to make Lin Xi feel bad.
Shen Sangning has always been a loyal believer in "a short pain is better than a long one". In the last instance, it was for this reason that she chose to take the lead in killing Lily and let Lin Xi and herself part. It is the same now. She will speak out the painful things first and let herself bear it.
"I died in a car accident. It was a very ordinary day. I was about to cross the road to take the subway after work, but a car lost control and ran a red light and hit me to death on the zebra crossing." Perhaps because he had turned into a ghost, Shen Sangning was very calm when he said this.
But as Shen Sangning spoke, a look of pain appeared on Lin Xi's face. Because what Shen Sangning said did not match her memory.
Her brain was shouting that it was not like this, that was not the case. Shen Sang Ning did not have a car accident, she died of an acute illness. It was too late when the cancer was discovered. She was in the hospital, and Lin Xi was by her side, watching her lose all her hair due to chemotherapy and become emaciated due to the pain of the disease.
In the end, she couldn't hold on and died during the blooming season of her favorite cornflowers.
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As Shen Sangning spoke, Lin Xi couldn't help but recall the scene of her car accident. She flew up like a kite and then fell heavily to the ground, staining her pristine white dress red. She also recalled the image of her sitting on the hospital bed and talking to him.
The two conflicting images made Lin Xi's mind a mess. At this moment, she felt seasick, and her internal organs were lifted up and dropped by the waves, shaking back and forth endlessly. This was the body's mechanism. The brain determined that Lin Xi had endured too much, and if she could vomit at this time, she would feel much better.
Her memory said that what Shen Sangning said was wrong, but her soul was leaning towards what Shen Sangning said.
Chen Sangning, her wife, Ningning, is much more powerful than herself. Even if she becomes a ghost, she is still powerful. Unlike herself, Chen Sangning's memory will never be problematic. She trusts Chen Sangning 100%, so the problem is definitely not Chen Sangning, but herself!
Lin Xi couldn't hold on any longer. The images in her mind were too intense and her mind was in a mess. In the end, Lin Xi didn't have time to say a word. She covered her mouth and rushed to the toilet, then vomited into the toilet.
I'm thankful that this ward is kept quite clean. I'm the only one living here now, otherwise Lin Xi would have to suffer the discomfort again after vomiting.
After vomiting everything out, Lin Xi's head was no longer so dizzy, and his mind was much clearer. This feeling was like vomiting out the dirt in his mind. Lin Xi felt completely comfortable, and the false memory was also driven out of his mind. In the end, the memory that his wife actually died in a car accident took over again.
Lin Xi vomited a lot, and her legs were weak and she was helped out by Shen Sang Ning. Shen Sang Ning's expression was full of heartache, and she reached out and touched Lin Xi's back, wanting to make her feel better. When Lin Xi sat on bed No. 3, Shen Sang Ning was like a young wife, busying around to get her a disposable plastic cup to pour boiling water, add cold water, and let Lin Xi rinse her mouth.
After Lin Xi recovered, she looked at Shen Sangning and her first words were: "Wife, it's a good thing you died in a car accident."
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Listen to what Lin Xi said, it's human language, no wonder Shen Sang Ning had a question mark on her forehead. Lin Xi took Shen Sang Ning's hand and began to explain: "Wife, you don't know, this hospital is sick, there is a serious disease, it's okay to replace the memory of your death in my brain, and insist that you died of illness!"
When she thought of Chen Sangning's haggard appearance, she couldn't help but burst into tears: "Wuwuwu, no, my dear, don't die of illness. It's too painful to die of illness!" Car accidents are only temporary, and the pain will only last for a few hours, but being sick is different.
The battle line is too long.
"You don't know how miserable you were in that memory." Lin Xi sobbed, tears falling like little pearls. Chen Sang Ning was anxious to see her like this, but now Chen Sang Ning was the "little fool" Chen Sang Ning, and she didn't know how to stop Lin Xi's tears, so she could only stupidly reach out her hand and catch Lin Xi's tears.
Lin Xi's tears fell on Shen Sang Ning's hands. Human tears were hotter than imagined, so hot that Shen Sang Ning couldn't help but want to curl up her hands, but because they were Lin Xi's tears, she didn't want to let them fall to the ground, so she just held them blankly.
Seeing her dazed like this, Lin Xi felt distressed and couldn't help but pull her over. He hugged Shen Sangning's waist and wiped his tears on Shen Sangning's body: "Wuwuwu, my wife, this hospital is so bad. They actually made up this kind of memory for me. I don't want to see my wife being tortured by illness!"
To be honest, in this memory comparison, Lin Xi sincerely felt that it was fortunate that his wife died in a car accident, not from illness. Illness was too torturous, and the memory made up by the hospital was too real, so that Lin Xi could still recall the sick look of Shen Sang Ning.
And the smell of disinfectant in the hospital...
Oh, there is no need to respond to this. After all, she is in the hospital now. It is normal for her nose to be filled with disinfectant and the unique smell of the hospital.
Shen Sangning stroked Lin Xi's hair. Even though she was a little fool now, she knew she couldn't say something like, "That's great! I died in a car accident." So she comforted Lin Xi to make her feel less upset.
When Lin Xi fully recovered, she heard the clattering sound of wheels rolling on the ground outside the door. While Lin Xi was still wondering how the nurse would push the cart over, she heard someone knock on the door and say, "Room 403, bed number 3, come and get your lunch."
Lin Xi then realized that it was time for lunch.
She jumped off the bed, walked to the door of the ward and opened it, and saw an old man in a blue work suit pushing a dining cart. Seeing Lin Xi coming out, he took out a meal, a dish and disposable chopsticks from the dining cart, and then went to the next ward.
Lin Xi took her lunch box and returned to her room. Shen Sang Ning had already helped her set up the tabletop on her bed. The tabletop in the hospital was hidden directly at the end of the bed and integrated with the footboard. When it was time to eat, you just had to pull it out and press a button to use it directly.
The food was placed on the table. Lin Xi looked at the meal and felt worried. There was really only one portion, enough for Lin Xi to eat.
But there are two of them, how can one portion be enough?
Although Shen Sangning was a ghost, in Lin Xi's eyes, she was no different from a living person. She had to eat with him. Shen Sangning saw that she was in a dilemma, so she used her little brain to figure out the reason and immediately smiled: "Lin Xi, you eat, I'm not hungry."
"How can that be?" Lin Xi sighed: "Then I'll eat first. Later I'll change into a nurse's uniform and take you to eat secretly." Shen Sang Ning nodded. Naturally, there was no reason to refuse.
Lin Xi opened the lunch box, broke open the disposable chopsticks, and prepared to eat. But the moment she opened the lunch box, Lin Xi lost her appetite. The food was really unappetizing and didn't look delicious.
There are two vegetarian dishes, one is zucchini slices and the other is stir-fried carrot cubes. The main meat dish is a large steak, and the side dish is scrambled eggs with tomatoes.
Honestly, it's hard not to have an appetite with this combination, especially with scrambled eggs with tomatoes. This dish is easy to make and it's always delicious. But when Lin Xi saw the scrambled eggs with tomatoes in front of her, she didn't even want to pick up her chopsticks.
Whose scrambled eggs with tomatoes can make both the tomatoes and eggs white?
People are made of iron and rice is made of steel. If you don't eat for a meal, you will be hungry. Adhering to this principle and the principle of not wasting food, Lin Xi still reached out and picked up a diced radish with chopsticks. The diced radish was quite hard, so hard that Lin Xi felt that the chef had not cooked it at all.
She picked up a piece and put it in her mouth, chewing it and feeling the crunch.
It was not cooked, not even half-cooked. Could it be that they were blanched and then taken out and mixed with seasonings and put in the bowl? But carrots can be eaten raw. Logically speaking, the result would not be bad if they were cooked according to Lin Xi's idea, but this half-cooked feeling is really worse than eating it raw.
Lin Xi finished chewing and switched to another dish: zucchini slices. The zucchini slices were cooked, but there was still a problem... they were too rotten, really too rotten, so rotten that Lin Xi could hardly pick them up.
Lin Xi took a deep breath, and then slowly let it out to calm the unpleasant feeling in her heart that the food was treated too badly. Finally, she stretched out her chopsticks to the pork chop. Lin Xi hadn't eaten it yet, but she knew that this pork chop was definitely not broken up by the back of the knife.
Is it really necessary to eat the pork chops that have not been loosened with the back of a knife?
Fortunately... Fortunately, Ningning was not allowed to eat it.
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