Chapter 185 Desire
Lin Jiu doesn't understand many emotions, but he can express many kinds of emotions naturally.
However, not understanding is not understanding.
Imitation according to one's own memory is ultimately just imitation, not ownership.
So this time, knowing that the death of Hao Chengyue and the others was just a game setting and that their death as data would not affect them in the strange world, Lin Jiu didn't know how to react.
He knew how to be sad, but when faced with separation and death, he really didn't know how to express the appropriate sadness.
But fortunately, the unusually calm silence is also an answer.
In fact, sometimes Lin Jiu feels that he has the same emotions and ability to perceive emotions as ordinary people.
However, the fact is, deep down in his heart he always knew clearly that it was just his illusion.
If it weren't for his extremely keen perception of other people's kindness and malice, Lin Jiu wouldn't even be able to accurately judge the emotions of people like Qin Chuan and Ying Shuyun who had received special training, or who were born to rarely show their emotions.
Perhaps it is because we do not understand other people’s emotions and cannot resonate with them that after a long time, even we cannot see through ourselves.
[Does the master wish to have emotions? ]
Faced with the prompt question, Lin Jiu was silent for a long time, and replied sullenly: "I don't know."
He has been constantly imitating and learning how to express emotions, as well as trying to understand emotions, all in order to make himself look more normal and more like a human being.
At least the original Lin Jiu did not have the intention of "wanting to have emotions".
The young Lin Jiu in his memory didn’t even know how different he was from other children. He just vaguely felt that he was a little different.
That's all.
"You should know the answer to this question better than I do." Lin Jiu suddenly thought of something and looked up.
In this world, besides Zhang Songyang, Zhixu is the one who knows him best.
Lin Jiu firmly believes this.
Hint answer: [But the master also knows himself very well (*^▽^*)]
All right....
Lin Jiu was silent.
To be honest, it would be a lie to say that I don’t desire it.
After all, what Lin Jiu desires most is to live freely in the outside world like a normal person.
Therefore, it is not wrong to say that he longs to have the same emotions as ordinary people.
But whether it was Lin Jiu himself, Zhang Songyang, or Hint, they all knew that it was impossible.
It is true that Lin Jiu is free now, but the most important thing is that he has not become a normal person.
In fact, this should be enough.
After all, Lin Jiu can control himself and not satisfy the evil in his heart, because the rules and ghost stories can make up for it.
but....
"And then?"
"After I clear all the game copies, will I be locked up again?"
The prompt was not answered.
But Lin Jiu knew that the hint must reveal the answer.
But it didn't answer, and Lin Jiu didn't want to guess what the answer was.
He thought about it and made the prompt disappear.
In the bathroom, amid the sound of running water, a barely perceptible sigh was heard.
.....
The fifteenth round of rule talk ended, and the players once again had four days of rest.
This time, the number of people eliminated was far less than the first C-level copy.
After taking a shower, Lin Jiu curled up on the sofa holding a chocolate and glanced at the remaining number of players in the group.
Lin Jiu had previously given Charles a group management position, and he had kicked out the eliminated players from the main group as usual.
As for the secondary group, all the eliminated player accounts are in it so far, none of them have moved, and it is much more active than the main group.
It’s as if all the players inside are still there.
This proposal was put forward by Lin Jiu. Although the players who were eliminated in the first few games were not there, they were all brought in.
Of course, the one who contributed the most here is Ying Shuyun.
Lin Jiu just mentioned it casually at the time, but he didn't expect that the sister had arranged it that day.
Lin Jiu peeked at the screen for a while, and when he saw everyone suddenly start to sigh that many people survived this time, he couldn't help but raise his eyebrows.
【Lin Jiu:? 】
[Lin Jiu: You think too little of yourself after playing over a dozen games. Be more confident.]
After sending these two messages, Lin Jiu exited the chat interface and went to use the video software.
Accompanied by explanations of various murder cases, Lin Jiu felt that the cake tasted better and better the more he ate it.
Delicious, love to eat!
And you can eat a lot today!
Lin Jiu: Great!
Lin Jiu did not forget to take a photo and post a status.
The fans who received the notification were relieved to see that Lin Jiu seemed to be in the same good mood as usual.
However, there are still many people leaving messages, either patting the head or giving a hug.
The first review of [Sing for Nine], in which people took the opportunity to kiss crazily, is still as conspicuous as ever.
Lin Jiu didn't explain too much. He liked the three comments with the most likes one by one and replied with an emoticon package, then continued to play by himself.
However, he was still affected a little bit and felt bored after playing for a while.
He put down his phone, stroked Chocolate's head with one hand, and ate chocolate cake with the other.
Ying Shuyun put down his phone at this moment and said tentatively: "Master Jiu, it seems that Doctor Zhang will be coming over today."
Hearing this, Lin Jiu paused slightly.
He didn't say anything, but picked up his phone again, clicked into the chat app and started reading messages.
Many people sent him private messages, and Zhang Songyang's message was pinned at the top, so Lin Jiu saw it at a glance.
The latest news was half an hour ago, but Lin Jiu was still taking a shower at that time, so he didn't see it.
After taking a shower, he didn't click in to watch...
"Um....."
Lin Jiu lowered his eyes, bit his fork, tapped the keyboard, and sent a message.
After a while, the somewhat uneasy Ying Shuyun heard Lin Jiu's voice with a slight smile.
"Then I'll have to trouble Brother Qin to make two more dishes tonight ^▽^."
Qin Chuan, who was peeling an orange for Lin Jiu, paused slightly, then nodded and responded.
"good."
Lin Jiu looked like a person who was in a bad mood and suddenly recovered. Ying Shuyun didn't know if her feeling was right. Qin Chuan on the side signaled her not to think about it anymore and continued to peel the orange.
Ying Shuyun sighed silently and joined in.
Lin Jiu didn't care about anything. He held the chocolate and lay down with his back to the two of them.
Zhang Songyang won't come until after get off work, so he has to find something to kill time during this time.
But there was nothing to play with on the phone, so Lin Jiu simply closed his eyes and rested.
At first, Lin Jiu just relaxed his brain and thought about nothing, but this was boring, so his consciousness came to the system space.
He hasn't checked the details of this reward yet.
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