Chapter 60 Beiyang County Jinrong School 04
"After you finish reading each book, put it back in its original place immediately, and then look for other clues in other books."
"There were very few books, and you finished reading them in no time."
"Then you turned your attention to the desk drawer."
"If I have something important, I'll choose to keep it in a less conspicuous place."
"There are three small drawers, one of which is locked."
"Take out the little magic hammer and smash the lock with one blow."
"You open the drawer, and inside is a blue notebook and a red pen."
"You're guessing, maybe your older sister Ning Zhaodi was bullied at school."
"You're trying to find other evidence of your sister being bullied at school; the damaged textbooks aren't conclusive proof."
Take a deep breath and pick up your notebook.
"You are completely unconscious; you are dead."
"Current eerie value: 65 points; simulation duration: 2 hours and 3 minutes."
Wen Qi: ? ? ?
What?! Now I can't even watch it?
Wen Qi got excited and decided to work her way up to this notebook.
If Grandma won't let me touch my sister's things, then I'll just become Grandma.
"Load forward!"
"You put on the ghost mask and turned into Grandma's appearance."
"You cheered yourself up and then picked up your diary."
"This time, no rules were broken."
"Look through the diary; there are entries written by your older sister."
"The diary is very simple. There is no time, no weather, no mood, only a record of events."
"Diary page three: Today is the first day of school. My classmates heard about my family situation and they all laughed at me. They said I don't have a mom or dad, so I must be a wild child."
"Every time the teacher calls my name, they ask me if I've had a baby brother, or if my mom couldn't have a baby brother and abandoned me."
"Diary page five: Fan Ye heard that I only have an elderly grandmother and a younger sister at home, and that my family is very poor. He deliberately stole my meal card, so I went hungry all day."
When I got home, I didn't dare tell my grandma what happened. She's old, and I didn't want her to know about these disgusting things.
"I helped Fan Ye with his homework ten times before he returned my meal card. Luckily, I had some pocket money left, so I bought some steamed buns to tide me over."
"Diary page seven: The classmates are getting more and more outrageous. They've started isolating me. It's all the work of Fan Ye and Fan Xian, but I haven't offended them."
"Diary page eight: Today, Fan Xian dragged me to the toilet, stripped me of my school uniform and clothes, and took nude photos of me looking malnourished. A group of them grabbed my hair, forced me to kneel on the ground and bark like a dog, and made me polish her little leather shoes."
"Diary page eleven: Someone is spreading rumors about me at school. This is the most intolerable thing I've seen in a year. They say my mother is divorced and is having affairs, and that she's leaving us with my grandmother because she's afraid my sister and I will affect her business."
"Some people even wrote me notes asking who my father is. Do they think I don't even know my own father's last name?"
"Diary page 13: I moved out of the dormitory today. I can't stay at school anymore. I'll just have to get up half an hour earlier every morning to go to school."
"They always throw away my personal belongings, and even deliberately soil my freshly washed clothes and menstrual items."
"They said my belongings were so cheap that I didn't deserve to share a dorm room with them."
"Diary page sixteen: There are many school activities, and everyone attends them dressed up and accompanied by their parents. I'm so happy that my grandma was able to take the time to come see me."
"But those people always talk about my grandma with such disdain. I don't want her to go to school anymore. I don't want her to be unhappy."
"They said my grandmother was just a farmer and should stay in the fields instead of showing up at school."
"Diary page 19: I heard from my homeroom teacher that if I can maintain my grades until the high school entrance exam, I'll definitely get into a top high school in the city."
"I don't know if Grandma can afford the tuition. Maybe we can find a solution after the high school entrance exam."
"Diary page 21: Today, I don't know who tore up my homework during morning exercises, and also poured red ink on my seat. My schoolbag is also gone; it was a new one my grandma bought for me. Although it wasn't expensive, I really liked it."
"During evening self-study, they dragged me into the bathroom again. After I came out, they pushed me down the stairs. My lip still hurts a lot. I only managed to find my backpack in the trash can after school."
"I just want to study hard, leave the countryside, escape poverty, and live a happy life."
"Should I transfer schools? Where should I go? Without money, I can't move an inch. Should I change my name? Will my grandma agree?"
"Diary page 30: There are many ways to commit suicide and murder, but at the last moment, my cowardice and fear prevented me from doing anything foolish."
"Diary page 35: Over the weekend, while I was searching for methods of murder on my phone, my grandmother cried and apologized to me. I don't know what's wrong with her, how long she stood behind me, or whether she saw what was on my phone at the time."
"After I die, will anyone remember that I ever existed? At the moment of my death, will people save me first or take pictures first? Will people gossip about those people who die?"
"Is it only when someone dies that they receive pity and care, while no one lends a helping hand when one is alive and suffering humiliation? I know they have no obligation, but am I just destined to be bullied?"
"How can I save myself?"
"The diary entries end abruptly here, and the records appear discontinuous with inconsistent page numbers."
"Some entries in the diary appear to be missing, rather than torn out."
"You don't know whether your sister's disappearance was due to her finding a corner to commit suicide, or whether she killed someone and went into hiding."
"Grandma probably already knew about what happened to my sister, which is why she told us not to touch her things."
"The contents of your diary make you sad."
"Some children have such vicious and unrestrained tongues."
"But throughout the entire diary, my sister did not show any negative emotions, nor was she extremely sad or angry. She silently digested those useless emotions in her heart."
"My sister suffered so much bullying, but I didn't see a single sentence in her diary about her going to the teacher to resolve the issue or asking her grandmother for help."
"Do the teachers at school know what my sister has been through?"
"Or perhaps they knew, but did nothing, and were powerless to do anything about it."
"Now you understand why Grandma wanted you to watch more TV."
"The Silent Ludowson" seems to be a movie about school bullying, even though you weren't really listening to it clearly while you were cooking in the kitchen.
"You don't understand what kind of person my sister is, what kind of personality she has."
"But everyone should be treated seriously and receive respect from others."
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