"Yang Qu, I miss you so much."
The moment Chi Mu's hand touched "Yang Qu", tears welled up in his eyes.
Although the touch felt very real, he was also very clear that Yang Qu in front of him was just an illusion.
He is still undergoing treatment to eliminate negative emotions. The appearance of Yang Qu was also caused by negative emotions.
It seems that his biggest negative emotion now is Yang Qu's death and his self-blame for not being strong enough.
"But I don't miss you."
"You clearly have two identities of 'unspeakable' figurative existences, but you are unable to fully utilize their abilities. You even made me transfer the identity of the Rain God to you at the cost of my life."
"You said you would try to revive me, but such a long time has passed and you haven't found any solution. You are really useless, Chi Mu."
Yang Qu looked at Chi Mu, and although there was no anger on his face, every word he said was heart-wrenching.
Hearing Yang Qu's words, Chi Mu's facial expression twitched. These were the words he was most reluctant to face in his heart.
Now, Yang Qu actually said it in person in front of him.
"I'm sorry, Yang Qu. I know I'm not strong enough, which is why you lost your life... But I'm really trying, please don't deny me like this..."
Yang Qu knocked away Chi Mu's hand that was on her face, and her expression gradually turned cold.
"Effort? Are you really trying hard?"
"From the beginning you said you were working hard and showing your efforts to the entire Dragon Nation, but every time you participate in a dungeon, you must get my help to complete the task."
"Is your effort just an effort to get my help? If I'm not there, what will be the result of your efforts?"
Yang Qu kept saying hurtful things, and Chi Mu was on the verge of collapse.
Every word she said was what he could not face in his heart.
Now, he finally understood why the female psychologist asked him to sign the agreement.
I also know the meaning of the contents in the agreement.
[Protocol 2: After the psychological counseling, any abnormal changes are within the control of the psychological counselor. Please do not panic. The abnormal changes will disappear quickly. If you have a poor tolerance, please do not accept psychological counseling.]
[Agreement 3: When receiving psychological counseling, you must complete the entire treatment course without interruption.]
Now, he had to face Yang Qu, who had been saying hurtful words, and he couldn't interrupt him in any way.
Of course, the method to interrupt is also very simple, it is in the rule sequence three obtained earlier.
[1: Don't take too many medicines, otherwise you will not be able to distinguish reality. Please try to stay awake, no matter what method you use. ]
"It seems that this rule is not telling me that I can't distinguish reality because I have taken too many drugs, or it is telling me that I can't distinguish reality in any situation. I just need to use other means to stay awake..."
Chi Mu murmured.
The best way to stay awake is pain.
This point had already been verified in front of him by the crazy woman before.
At that time, the woman was squatting on the ground, pulling her hair frantically, exposing her scalp. She immediately realized that Chi Mu had lied to her when he said there was no medicine at home.
Before she pulled out her hair, she was completely unaware of this and didn't think Chi Mu was lying.
So, when she pulled out her hair and felt the pain, she immediately came to her senses.
Now if pain is used to interrupt a treatment session, this would amount to a violation of protocol three.
But Chi Mu had no intention of interrupting the treatment. Even though Yang Qu kept saying things that hurt him, he didn't want to leave at all.
He really wanted to see Yang Qu more, even if it was just an illusion.
"The result of my efforts... the result of my efforts is to stay by your side and be with you forever."
Chi Mu answered Yang Qu softly.
But Yang Qu was unmoved, her expression remained cold: "I don't need you to stay with me, and I don't want to be with you forever. I would rather die than be with you."
"It doesn't matter. You used to run towards me, but now you don't want to run towards me anymore. I will just shamelessly stick to you."
Chi Mu smiled slightly. No matter what Yang Qu said, he didn't care.
He even opened his arms and hugged Yang Qu in front of him.
Although Yang Qu is an illusion, the touch now is no different from the real thing.
However, after Chi Mu hugged Yang Qu, she suddenly had a knife in her hand and stabbed him directly in the abdomen.
"Let me go, I don't want you to hold me."
"No, I won't let you go."
Feeling the severe pain in his abdomen, Chi Mu remained calm and continued to hug Yang Qu tightly with a smile.
But in return, she thrust harder and deeper.
"Hehe, even if you know I'm an illusion, you must have sensed it, right? The vision and touch are real, so... the pain is real too. If you can't bear it, you will die in pain in the illusion."
Yang Qu's voice was very cold, and the strength in his hands kept increasing, as if he wanted to stab the entire knife into Chi Mu's body.
Now, Chi Mu finally understood what the "panic" in Protocol 2 meant.
That is, all perceptions within the illusion are real.
Just like Yang Qu said, he might die from the pain in the illusion.
But so what?
"It doesn't matter. If it's you, it doesn't matter what you want. The heartache hurts much more than stabbing me in the abdomen."
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