Chapter 94 Desire How about we give it a try?
Zhao Liangxu noticed that An He rarely seemed to do anything out of line.
Even if she held him, sat on his lap, showed Anhe the words "jade dildo," or even showed him erotic scenes.
Her actions deepened step by step, and An He only retreated little by little with Zhao Liangxu. The two were actually quite close, but he always had some concerns.
Zhao Liangxu sometimes couldn't figure out what An He was worried about.
He had even made it clear to Anhe that being a eunuch was irrelevant.
Anhe honestly agreed that he would learn.
But Zhao Liangxu could still tell that An He was worried about something.
As Songyu glue slid along Anhe's fingers on her back, Zhao Liangxu could see that Anhe's face was redder than usual.
Once the ointment on her back was completely absorbed by her skin and her skin had dried, Anhe pulled the clothes that had been lifted up on Zhao Liangxu's back back up.
Anhe had intended for Zhao Liangxu to put her nightgown back on so she could have a quiet nap.
Zhao Liangxu turned to face An He and grabbed An He's hand as he was about to withdraw.
Anhe was startled and clenched his fist. He looked at Zhao Liangxu with confusion.
When An He saw Zhao Liangxu facing him, the row of buttons on her front caught his eye.
His eyes darkened for a moment, but then he quickly looked away.
Anhe asked uneasily, "What are you doing?"
He said, "Alright, stop fooling around and go to sleep."
Zhao Liangxu, however, did not miss the emotion that flashed in An He's eyes. She stared at An He's eyes with curiosity for a while, which made him feel a little flustered.
I've heard that eunuchs rarely have such thoughts, but they do have them; perhaps they're just more likely to restrain themselves.
Zhao Liangxu had watched many TV dramas in modern times. In similar dramas, eunuchs were often portrayed as extremely twisted villains, and then other people were used to highlight this twistedness.
The woman who caught the eunuch's eye was a way of highlighting her.
While film and television dramas may exaggerate or embellish the story for artistic purposes, they inevitably showcase a certain aspect of the eunuch's character.
Zhao Liangxu didn't believe it; Anhe was the kind of person who was refined and elegant.
He is closer to the morbid and sinister type.
Ke Anhe was always very gentle with her. Aside from his sarcastic remarks, his hugs and kisses were always very gentle.
Zhao Liangxu had some ideas.
She sat up and pushed Anhe out of bed, saying, "Eunuch An used pine resin on his hands, so there's still some residue left. Go wash your hands quickly, and don't go to bed until they're clean."
After Anhe got out of bed, she quickly put on her nightgown and tied the ties tightly.
She said, "By the way, haven't you washed up yet? Go wash your face and brush your teeth in the small room before you come. There's everything over there. Go ahead, Grandpa An."
Zhao Liangxu gestured to An He to hurry up.
An He was still a little dazed after being pushed off the bed. He had just thought that Zhao Liangxu was looking at him like that because she wanted to do something...
But seeing that Zhao Liangxu was now wrapped up tightly, it was clear that she had no intention of doing anything, yet he was still alarmed.
It seems that Zhao Liangxu is getting more and more used to ordering him around. The pine resin on his hand was for her to apply, yet she still complains about him.
Zhao Liangxu didn't have the same tone and look of disgust that others had for eunuchs; she simply wanted to boss him around and have him ride on her head.
Therefore, An He glanced at Zhao Liangxu and then obeyed Zhao Liangxu's instructions to go to the small room to wash her hands and face before returning.
When Anhe returned to the bedside, Zhao Liangxu had already crawled into the quilt, which covered her completely up to her neck.
Zhao Liangxu said to An He, "Come, come, you can sleep outside."
He knows without you having to tell him.
Anhe got into bed and was about to pull the covers over herself when Zhao Liangxu squeezed in.
He then saw that Zhao Liangxu had taken off her nightgown again at some point, leaving her only in a green wutong leaf-patterned bodice.
Zhao Liangxu stood close to him, like a smooth, warm piece of jade, making An He afraid to move.
An He asked in a low voice, "Zhao Liangxu, why did you put your nightgown aside again?"
Instead of answering that question, Zhao Liangxu asked another one: "Eunuch An, don't you want to take off my clothes?"
Anhe remained silent; he didn't know how to answer.
Zhao Liangxu smiled faintly. She didn't care about An He's answer at the moment. She took An He's hand and said, "Eunuch An is a very particular person. He even trims his fingernails neatly and cleanly."
At this point, Zhao Liangxu seemed to remember something, and her face couldn't help but blush slightly.
She then said, "Eunuch An, I want to ask you something. Can you please answer me properly?"
Anhe said, "Just ask."
An He's voice was calm, but his heart was pounding. He didn't know what Zhao Liangxu was planning to do. Perhaps he could guess, but An He really didn't dare to think about it.
"Does Eunuch An also have desires in his heart?"
Zhao Liangxu tickled his palm.
She said to Anhe in a threatening tone, "If Eunuch An wants to speak, then speak the truth."
Anhe had no choice but to reply, "...Yes."
But he added, "Actually, it's nothing, it's like nothing at all, it doesn't affect me at all."
Zhao Liangxu then asked, "Then, Eunuch An must have seen other eunuchs and palace maids dining together in the palace, right? And they probably didn't just eat meals and exchange gifts, did they?"
Everyone in the palace has their own agenda; if they stayed together, everyone would know what was going on.
Ke Anhe couldn't tell Zhao Liangxu, because it would involve talking about those sordid things.
"Most of them are like that," Anhe said, which wasn't wrong.
If it's enough that we can find some solace in each other's hearts, then that's enough.
Zhao Liangxu continued to ask, "But Wang Laide had previously expressed a strong desire for Fangshi to live with him."
"And from what I can tell, Wang Laide doesn't seem to be completely carefree. He looks rather... well, he seems quite anxious." Zhao Liangxu used a more euphemistic description.
Zhao Liangxu, wearing only a thin layer of clothing, leaned against An He. Even An He would be at a loss for what to do.
His head was spinning, and when he heard Zhao Liangxu's words, An He gritted his teeth, preparing to say something even harsher: "Zhao Liangxu, you know that eunuchs are in such a hurry, they can't just let the other person come to their room and treat them like a flower, can they? The things involved are far more sordid than you think. If you don't know, don't ask too much."
If it were done out of kindness and the woman were put first, that would be fine, but there might be some shady dealings behind it all, and how could she possibly know?
Zhao Liangxu asked, "Does Eunuch An also have this idea?"
Upon hearing this, Anhe felt her hands and feet turn cold.
His earlier malicious thoughts were almost taken aback when Zhao Liangxu asked him about them, making him freeze in shock.
This idea is... and it can't possibly be an extremely mild one.
But Zhao Liangxu didn't explain it clearly, so Anhe said, "Our family? Our family wouldn't do that."
Zhao Liangxu was somewhat dissatisfied with this answer, so she asked more directly, "I mean, would Eunuch An also want to leave something on me? Like pinch marks or teeth marks?"
"Or rather, would Eunuch An want to hear crying or screaming?"
Zhao Liangxu's words made An He's face drain of color.
How could she know such things? How could she know so much about things happening in the palace?
Before Zhao Liangxu could finish speaking, she continued, "Or perhaps it is because people are good at using tools that they can make the most of everything?"
Anhe dared not answer these three questions in a row.
His usually hoarse and cold voice trembled as he asked, "Who told you these things? Even someone who has been in the palace for years wouldn't go out of their way to offend people's ears if they didn't deliberately try to find out. How did you know?"
"So, Eunuch An acknowledges that you yourself..."
"No! How could our family treat you like that!" An He quickly interrupted Zhao Liangxu, "It's just that such things did happen in the palace..."
Anhe hugged Zhao Liangxu even tighter, as if he could use his warmth to tell Zhao Liangxu to stop saying these things.
"Has Eunuch An forgotten my origins? These things are very easy to find out if one is willing to look into them."
Zhao Liangxu pressed An He down, then lifted the blanket and straddled An He, looking down at him.
“I can tell that Eunuch An wasn’t telling the truth.”
She leaned down and pressed down on Anhe, then lowered her head and said in a gentle voice, "Tell me properly. I knew about these things from the very beginning. Since I chose Eunuch An, I naturally considered everything."
"But I don't accept everything from Eunuch An, so tell me your true thoughts first. Don't tell me how you're going to treat me well. Everyone knows you're not a good person, so you can't suddenly become tender and gentle just because of things in the bedroom."
When a person reserves all their warmth for one person or one thing, it is enough to show that that person or thing is so important and precious that it can suppress everything in a person's heart and only bring out their tenderness.
Zhao Liangxu could understand and agree with An He, but she could not accept An He's behavior.
She needs Anhe to show her both the good and the bad.
Upon hearing Zhao Liangxu's words, Anhe regretted ever coming to Zhao Liangxu's place today.
He had originally planned to get a good night's sleep at Zhao Liangxu's place, and with Zhao Liangxu by his side, he felt more at ease.
She didn't know when she had failed to hide her emotions, which allowed Zhao Liangxu to notice.
If I had known this would happen, I really shouldn't have come.
Now the two of them are saying strange things.
But listening to Zhao Liangxu's description, it all felt like a dream.
How could anyone accept such a vile aspect of a eunuch?
He could even tell that Zhao Liangxu was deliberately using soft words for him to hear.
Not a good person?
Even if Zhao Liangxu bluntly stated that he was a vicious and twisted eunuch, he would still tolerate it.
Seeing that An He was pursing his lips and not speaking, Zhao Liangxu made another "Hmm?" sound.
Anhe could only say, "Yes... I have thought about it."
Teeth marks, red and purple pinch marks—these are the kinds of things that men like them can rarely leave on a woman.
Can......
Anhe said, "I've thought about it, but I really don't want to make you feel bad."
Anhe hesitated and raised his hand. Zhao Liangxu sat on his lap, wearing only a thin waistband. Anhe didn't know where to put his hand.
He could only gather the black hair that had fallen around Zhao Liangxu's waist and brush a few stray strands onto her arm.
"What have you thought about?" Zhao Liangxu pressed on relentlessly.
She leaned down again, placed Anhe's hand on her cheek, and said softly, "Eunuch An, please explain more clearly."
“...I don’t want you to feel bad.” An He repeated, his hand following Zhao Liangxu’s lead, his fingertips brushing against her delicate eyelashes. The ticklish sensation from her eyelashes made Zhao Liangxu blink involuntarily.
His own thoughts were another matter, but Zhao Liangxu was probably the only person in his life he would cherish dearly.
He couldn't possibly make this person, who had finally escaped suffering, been reborn, and was such a wonderful person, bear the burden of his ugly inner self for his own selfish desires.
Zhao Liangxu then took Anhe's hand and intertwined their fingers.
“But if Eunuch An can do it, I will allow it.”
There's a saying, something like that, Anhe thought.
By the way, the ten fingers are connected to the heart.
It might seem inappropriate, but Anhe felt that his heart, pounding in his chest, pumping blood, was transmitting its beat to his fingertips.
His fingertips rested on the back of Zhao Liangxu's hand, and he wondered if she could feel his own frantic beating.
Zhao Liangxu then took An He's hand and placed it on her button.
She asked, "Eunuch An, perhaps..."
"Shall we give it a try?"
Anhe looked at Zhao Liangxu with a blank expression, managing to squeeze out only one word.
"......good."
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Author's note: Actually, the three of us—An Gonggong, Zhao Liangxu, and I—are all perverts (I'm so afraid of scaring you all away).
Let me think about it and figure out how to write the next chapter, hmm...
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