"No, no, it's not." Lu Yun heard Xu Xi say this and was a little flustered. He immediately looked at Xu Xi and said, "I'm not different from you. Even if there is a difference between heaven and earth, I am the mud and you are the cloud in the sky. Madam Xu, you are like the bright moon, cold and arrogant. You should have been hanging high in the sky, but because of some things in the past, you were pulled into the ground. But this is not the moon's fault, so these things must have nothing to do with you. Instead, the interests of the Wei family are involved. I am sorry for what I did before, Madam Xu, and I feel guilty. Even if Madam Xu doesn't want to contact me and forgive me, I am willing to accept it, but I still want you to know my feelings. Mother really doesn't want to accept you, so I would rather not be the great lord of Nanxiang, and I also want to be with you. Since he doesn't accept you, then I will leave the Lu family. This time I also made it clear to my mother that as long as I pass the imperial examination and become an official, I will have nothing to do with the Lu family. He has no say in who I marry. You may understand my feelings."
As Lu Yun said this, he took a step forward anxiously. Xu Xi was still a little surprised when he heard this.
The former Mr. Lu, who was loyal and righteous, was willing to give up his reputation as the Great Mr. of Nanxiang and continue to be the pride of the Lu family for him. Just to be with him, how could Xu Xi not be moved by this?
Hearing these words, Xu Xi almost burst into tears, but he still held back, clasping his fingers tightly together. Seeing Lu Yun take a step forward, Xu Xi immediately took a step back. Seeing Xu Xi's defensive action, Lu Yun immediately explained: "Madam Xu, please don't blame me, I'm just a little anxious. I know that I was not firm enough before, so I hurt your heart, but don't worry, I will definitely work hard to prove your feelings in the future. I will never let you down again. Please give me a chance, Madam Xu."
It is undeniable that what Lu Yun said was very touching, and Xu Xi was indeed somewhat moved by it.
The look in her eyes when she looked at Lu Yun was also a little more spiritual. After all, he was the first person she fell in love with, and Xu Xi didn't want to break off contact with him. But if she did, she would be trapped in the same place twice. Xu Xi felt a little entangled for a while, so she could only look at Lu Yun and ask tentatively: "How can I wait for you?"
Hearing him say this, Lu Yun knew there was a glimmer of hope. He immediately looked at Xu Xi and continued, "Please wait for me, Madam Xu. After I pass the imperial examination and become an official, I will come to marry you immediately. I will ride the tallest horse and bring the most solemn etiquette so that you can marry me in a grand manner. No matter if you have been married before or not, I believe that I will only marry you in this life."
These words sounded very nice. If he really passed the imperial examination and became an official, but he only married herself, it would be a great honor for Xu Xi. However, Xu Xi suddenly remembered the scene with Song Weiwei in his mind. He had once promised someone to wait for him, but now Song Weiwei had waited through spring, summer, and winter, but the person she was going to meet had not come back. After finally coming back, it was for some shameful things. Xu Xi couldn't help but hesitate again.
Seeing his hesitation, Lu Yun had to express his heart again: "I, Lu Yun, swear here that I will not marry anyone other than Xu Xi in this life. You only need to wait for me for another three months, just three months, and I will definitely come to marry you."
"What if you don't pass the imperial examination and get married in three months?" Xu Xi's words were very realistic. If he didn't pass the imperial examination and get married, wouldn't he come to marry her? This is what Xu Xi wanted to ask.
Understanding Xu Xi's meaning, Lu Yun spoke up and said, "If I don't pass the imperial examination and become an official, I will wait until the next time. If you are not married before the next time, I will continue to marry you. If I have not passed the imperial examination and become an official, and you are already married, then I will never marry. Anyway, I only have you in my life, and there will never be other women."
"Why must I wait until I pass the imperial examination?"
Xu Xi looked at Lu Yun with some confusion and said that if he really had this intention, the worst that could happen was that he would go to the Song Mansion to propose marriage now.
Xu Miaomiao loved her so much, and the Song family never lacked money. If Lu Yun really had that intention, Xu Miaomiao would not refuse. However, Lu Yun looked at him and really spoke, saying, "To be honest, after leaving the Lu family, I am just an ordinary person. The money I earned in the capital was earned by writing calligraphy and painting for people these days, so I can't guarantee you whether I really have a good future. If I really don't pass the imperial examination and get married, I can't bear you to suffer with me. I must marry you on the condition that I can give you a good future. But if you are already married at that time, I will never disturb you and will give you the most decent and most decent gift. I wish you a happy marriage in advance. Please give me a chance, Madam Xu."
When Lu Yun said this, he took a step back solemnly and bowed to Xu Xi. Seeing how serious he was, Xu Xi's cold heart gradually softened, and she asked Lu Yun again, "Do you really not despise my past?"
"Of course not." Lu Yun looked at him and said, "Since you have already chosen a person, since you already like a person, then you must like all of him and understand all of him. I only like you. No matter what you have done in the past, I just like you now, and I only want you in this life."
Lu Yun has said this three times today, but it is undeniable that Xu Xi is willing to hear him say this. He is willing to listen to the promises Lu Yun made to him, and he is happy in his heart to listen to his words. Although his mood did make him sad and made him cry for a long time, and Madam Jiang's words were also unpleasant to hear, he is willing to believe it again for Lu Yun. Now, Xu Xi finally understands Song Weiwei's feelings. It is because of their promise and the deep affection in their eyes that she is willing to wait for him from winter to spring, and then from spring to summer.
No matter how long, no matter when, I am willing to wait for him. I remember that I once laughed at Song Weiwei, saying that she hadn't found someone to marry at her age. But now I think about it, am I not the same?
As long as she meets that person, she will only want him. If he is not that person, then no one else has any other intentions. After what happened to Xu Xi, since she can't marry Lu Yun, she will be alone for the rest of her life. Helping Xu Miaomiao in the Song Mansion is also a good choice. In short, she will not marry.
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