Chapter 107 Chapter 107 I love him.
Everything in front of him made Zhu Fu Jingguang firmly stand still.
When they were in the private art gallery in Europe, Morofushi Kagemitsu knew that Furuya Rei had learned to paint and was good at it. In fact, he had already had a clue as early as the day he moved into the apartment, when he saw the Siamese cat with skillful strokes next to the words "Welcome Hiro".
However, in the paintings in the art museum, Furutani Rei imitated the style of Morofushi Keimitsu, which did not have such a great impact on Morofushi Keimitsu. Perhaps for this reason, the focus of the paintings was on Morofushi Keimitsu's growth trajectory rather than expressing the painter's own emotions or thoughts.
But these paintings before us boldly display the painter's unique personal style.
Morofushi Kagemitsu, who was extremely familiar with Kotaniran, could tell at a glance that these paintings were all from Furuya Rei, even though he had never seen his official paintings before.
The dedication behind Fūya Rei's tremendous progress in painting had already shocked Zhufu Jingguang enough, but what made his heart beat even faster was the emotions in these paintings.
These are undoubtedly portraits, painted by Furuya Rei, and belong solely to Morofushi Kagemitsu.
Some are hidden behind other paintings, with immature brushstrokes and no facial features, while others are placed in the foreground, already capturing the delicate expression of Zhu Fu Jingguang...
But no matter how skilled or unskillful the painting is, the strong emotions expressed in it tell everyone who sees it one thing:
I love him.
Fūya Rei is deeply in love with Morofushi Kagemitsu.
This was the first time that Zhu Fujingguang was told this fact so intuitively and unavoidably.
As a person who is also good at painting and the object of the painter's love, Morofushi Jingguang feels that he is surrounded by love that is almost turning into substance - every stroke on the painting paper is flowing with Furuya Rei's love for him.
The love that I have longed for but never dared to be sure of, the love that came from childhood, is now finally pushed to face up to by the facts. The joy is like a bubble rising in the water, gradually getting bigger, and then turning into sourness and weakness at the moment of blooming, spreading from the bottom of my heart to my eyes.
A huge emotional torrent swept over him, leaving Zhu Fujingguang standing there almost at a loss.
After a while, he blinked his sore and hot eyes, adjusted his disordered breathing, and walked to the middle of the attic.
There was a half-human-high painting, covered with a cloth, and next to it was a box of familiar painting supplies and paints. I don't know if it was not finished yet and didn't want to be made public, or if it was out of selfishness and didn't want others to see it.
As Zhu Fu Jingguang opened the lid, the contents of the painting slowly revealed themselves before his eyes.
The first thing that catches the eye is red, an ambiguous, deep red, which belongs to the curtains, carpets, quilts... and the traces on the people in the painting.
It was the day after they did the temporary marking at the hotel.
The memory of that day is still clear, but the pain that accompanies the memory is no longer so sharp because it is wrapped in the love I just felt.
Zhu Fujingguang suddenly felt a little timid to see his own face in the painting.
He wasn't sure what his expression was at the time, but it certainly had nothing to do with "beautiful." At that moment, Furuya Rei's disgust pierced Morufushi Kagemitsu's heart like a knife. Even though his entire body was enveloped in Furuya Rei's aura, even the simplest touch from him caused a sharp discomfort in his stomach.
Also, because he had to assist Fūya Zero in destroying the organization, he could not be too distant from him on the surface, so he took the initiative to propose to "be united in appearance but distant in spirit".
Being such a man, his expression at that time must have been a mixture of pain, hopelessness and hypocrisy.
The cat's eye lifted up, and the face of the person in the painting finally came into his eyes.
Very beautiful.
On the pretty face in the painting, all the negative emotions that Zhufu Jingguang had anticipated did not appear. Instead, they were replaced by trust, tenderness, and love... Illuminated by such an expression, the whole painting became affectionate.
This is not the actual Morifuku Kagemitsu, but the Morifuku Kagemitsu of Furuya Zero Hope.
He almost devoutly hoped that what he brought to Zhu Fu Jingguang at that time was not pain, but the tenderness that could make Zhu Fu Jingguang show the expression in the painting.
But precisely because time cannot be reversed, such hopes can never be realized. Behind the beautiful and lingering picture is Rei Furuya's endless regret with love.
Furuya Rei does feel deeply guilty towards Morifuku Kagemitsu, but the premise of this guilt is that Furuya Rei loves Morifuku Kagemitsu, not as he guessed, that Furuya Rei mistook guilt for love.
After staring at the painting for a long time, Zhu Fu Jingguang was about to cover the cloth again when he discovered that there seemed to be something behind the painting.
He walked around it and saw another painting placed right behind it.
It is the only painting in this attic that is not by Rei Furuya.
It is the only painting with Jianggu Zero painted on it.
It's a Scottish painting.
The cloth in his hand fell along with the tears, but Zhu Fujingguang felt that his mind was more open than ever before.
When leaving the attic and passing the living room, Zhu Fu Jingguang saw that the culprit was eating cat food very consciously. He looked up and saw Zhu Fu Jingguang, but he did not stick to him like before. Instead, he turned around and gave him a cat's butt, probably blaming him for not feeding him on time.
Half squatting down and rubbing the cat's head, Zhu Fu Jingguang said softly, "Thank you."
When he returned to the ward and opened the door, Zhu Fujingguang met the uneasy and expectant eyes of Furuya Ling.
The nurse probably came in to change his medicine. There were a few packets of medicine on the cabinet, and the head of the bed was slightly raised so that Fūya Rei could more easily notice the situation at the ward door.
"What's wrong, Zero?" As Zhufu Jingguang walked towards Furuya Zero, he casually placed the bag of clothes and daily necessities he brought on the sofa beside him.
The environment in Jōguchi Rei's ward is very good. Apart from the bed and medical equipment, it looks no different from a single room in a luxury hotel. It even has a small kitchen with a sliding door.
The uneasiness on his face gradually faded, and Furuya Rei complained half-heartedly, "It's because Hiro took too long to get home. I was just lying in bed and counting for a long time. Even if Hiro took the subway and walked back, he should have returned to the hospital. If he hasn't shown up yet, is he trying to take this opportunity to leave—"
He couldn't finish his words because Zhu Fujingguang leaned over, carefully avoiding his wounds, and hugged him.
Two hours ago, even when Zhu Fushigi Kyouko was sleeping and secretly holding hands with him, he was worried that he would be thrown away. He never expected that Zhu Fushigi Kyouko would actually hug him actively. He was so flattered that he was at a loss and almost pulled his wound.
He placed the hand that was not receiving the IV on Morobushi Kagemitsu's back and patted it gently: "Hiro?"
"I won't leave Zero." A muffled voice came from the side of Rei's neck, causing his hand to remain suspended in mid-air. "As long as Zero doesn't push me away, I will never leave Zero."
Reflexively retorting, "How could I possibly push Hiro away again?", Furuya Rei only then realized the deeper meaning behind Morobushi Kagemitsu's words: "...Hiro, do you accept what I mean?"
The nearly omnipotent Kōtani Rei only failed in the matter of Zhufu Jingguang.
It was this only mistake that forced him to treat this lost and recovered treasure with great caution, fearing that it would leave him again.
Rei Furuya couldn't bear that kind of pain.
This kind of mentality makes him, who has outstanding emotional intelligence, even dare not believe the meaning of his own interpretation, and can only verify it with the person himself.
"Yeah." Zhu Fushiki tilted his head slightly at the crook of Fūya Rei's neck, so that his lips were closer to Fūya Rei's ear, ensuring that Xiao Xunran could clearly hear his answer, "I want to be with Zero, as a partner."
His ears were tickled by the breath of Zhufu Jingguang when he spoke, but Jiang Gu Ling was obviously more concerned about the words that he didn't even dare to dream of. If Zhufu Jingguang hadn't held him, he might have completely forgotten the wounds on his body and jumped up on the spot.
"Hiro!" Mr. Public Security, who is always good at dealing with people, foolishly called out his new lover's nickname.
He didn't feel embarrassed when he hugged Furuya Rei in the midst of surging emotions, and he was also fearless when he said those words that were almost a confession. But now, he was simply called a special nickname by his childhood friend and partner, but he began to feel his cheeks getting hot. Morofushi Kagemitsu buried his face in Furuya Rei's neck again.
"Hiro!!" Furuya Rei shouted again.
Zhu Fujingguang was a little embarrassed and annoyed: "What is Zero doing?"
"I want to make sure this isn't just an illusion caused by the anesthesia not wearing off yet." Furuya Rei blinked, finally feeling something real. He openly wrapped his arm around Morufushi Keimitsu's back and gently stroked the back of Morufushi Keimitsu's head. "I'm just too happy. Please forgive me, Hiro."
After holding each other like this for a while, Zhu Fujingguang felt that his mood had calmed down a little. He began to worry that he would be noticed by the medical staff who came to check on him, so he stood up and left Furuya Ling's arms. The blond young man tried to keep him, but the patient who could only move one hand was punished by the former sniper who had flexible hands.
But those purple-gray eyes were still shining: "Hiro, can you tell me why suddenly..."
Zhu Fujingguang took the initiative to hold Furuya Ling's hand: "Since Zero also loves me, why should I push Zero away?"
Furuya Rei was stunned, and the light in his eyes began to fade: "Is it because of my injury this time? I'm not forcing Hiro to do anything by doing this."
Unexpectedly, Furuya Zero could misunderstand him like this. Zhu Fushimi felt a little funny and distressed at the same time: "No. When I went back to get my things just now, I found the paintings that Zero had left in the attic. Through those paintings, I saw Zero's true feelings."
He looked into Rei's eyes and asked, "Why didn't you take me to see them?"
"Because I haven't been able to create a work that can match Hiro's painting. When you said that day that I just felt guilty about you, I realized that my love was too shallow." Furuya Rei's expression was gentle and sad. "This shallowness prevented me from discovering your true feelings all those days, and prevented me from presenting those paintings to you."
He smiled and said, "So, I thought, let me work harder. After all, isn't hard work what I'm best at?"
Gently pulling the clasped hands downwards, the blond young man tilted his face upwards and kissed the cat-like eyes that haunted him.
"Thank you, Hiro."
"Give me the chance to have you again."
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