Chapter 91 Chapter 91 He might have to break his promise.
The two walked towards Furuya Rei's apartment in silence.
At the corner of the first floor of the apartment, a calico kitten poked its head out and looked at the two of them curiously, but then shrank back in when it sensed the bad vibe between them.
When Jōgu Rei turned on the light in the living room, what caught Zhufu Jingguang's eyes first was the decoration on the wall facing the door rather than the spacious two-bedroom layout.
The words "Welcome Hiro" are carefully pasted together using pieces of ragdoll felt, and a lifelike Siamese cat is drawn next to it.
The blond young man followed Zhu Fujingguang's gaze and was also stunned.
After such an eventful day, it was obvious that Fūya Rei didn't think for a moment about the decoration that had shortened his sleep time for several nights.
Unfortunately, such a heartwarming scene only highlights the distance between them at the moment.
After changing into the white plush cat slippers handed to him by Furuya Rei, Zhu Fushigami stepped into the living room. He restrained his gaze from looking at the wall, but found that there were several bottles of bourbon, Scotch and two empty wine glasses on the coffee table under the wall.
"I originally planned to come back tonight and hold a welcoming ceremony with just Hiro and I..." Furuya Rei's expression was gloomy, "But if Hiro doesn't have something important to do right now, wouldn't he want to stay with me for a while longer?"
Zhu Fu Jingguang subconsciously wanted to deny it, but the words were on the tip of his tongue and he couldn't say them.
He could only shake his head slightly without looking at Fūya Rei, not knowing whether the other party would notice such a small movement.
It was as if this action was just a way for Zhufu Jingguang to convince himself.
Perhaps realizing they couldn't both remain in such a depressed mood, Furuya Rei tried his best to return to his normal tone when he spoke again: "Hiro, this is your bedroom."
Zhu Fujingguang said "hmm" and pulled his suitcase into the room that Furuya Ling had just pointed to.
Unlike the last time when he made a sudden decision to go to Rei's single apartment, Rei was obviously much more prepared this time.
The room prepared for Morobushi Kagemitsu was dominated by a refreshing light blue, reminding him of his own room back home in Nagano. The furnishings in the room were probably new, as the pervasive smell of coffee was gone, which was a relief for Morobushi Kagemitsu.
He deliberately slowed down the pace of packing his luggage. When Zhu Fujingguang walked out of the room with his pajamas, there was no sign of Furuya Ling in the living room, but light was coming from under the closed door of another bedroom next to him.
The whiskey and wine glasses on the coffee table have been put away, and the cute Siamese cat on the wall that originally carried the word "Hiro" has been erased, but the ragdoll cat felt that reads "Welcome Hiro" is still preserved.
Through these actions, it seems as if one can see Furuya Rei saying to Morobushi Keimitsu: "I know Hiro doesn't want to see me now, but I'm still very glad that Hiro is still willing to stay under this roof."
Zhu Fu Jingguang clenched his teeth slightly, as if trying to control himself from letting out certain emotions.
After washing up, changing into pajamas and lying on the bed, Zhu Fu Jingguang was not sleepy at all.
It wasn't because he had just slept for a long time in the car, as a dream filled with painful memories wouldn't help him sleep, but rather that his chaotic thoughts didn't allow his brain to rest.
The memories he recovered tonight were not actually coherent. Some causes and consequences were not reflected in the dream. What Zhu Fujingguang saw was not necessarily the whole picture of the matter. Even if he tried to use such thoughts to reduce the pain in his heart, it was of no avail.
Mescal may not be fully aware of what happened between Moruofushi Kagemitsu and Furuya Rei, but his words accidentally and pointedly revealed the most unbearable past between them.
In other words, it was the most painful past for Zhufu Jingguang.
That's why after Mescal said that, Zhu Fujingguang was shocked and those fragments appeared in front of his eyes even when he was awake.
Until now, Morobushi Kagemitsu still finds it hard to accept that Furuya Rei hated him so much in the past, hated him so much that he injected illegal drugs into Scotland's glands, hated him so much that after the fact was exposed, he could still rely on Scotland's preference for him and be fearless, and hated him so much that he clearly expressed his hatred when he temporarily marked Scotland.
Although he was unwilling to accept it emotionally, Zhu Fushigi Kagemitsu understood it rationally.
Just because he became a model citizen after losing his memory doesn't mean the bloodshed he caused in the past can be wiped out.
Scotland is a heinous criminal who has murdered countless innocent people. How can we expect a public security police officer to show his genuine favor to him?
But what is the warmth I have felt these days?
Morofushi Kagemitsu thought about Matsuda Jinpei's attitude towards him. The police officer, who was actually very straightforward, had very distinct personal likes and dislikes, and seemed to know a little about his past.
Under such circumstances, Curly-haired Police Officer still treated him in a friendly and intimate manner, and even quarreled with his good friend Fūya Rei for him, which shows that he actually did a lot of good things in the secular sense.
...The answer is already obvious.
In order to complete his undercover mission, Rei Furuya was unwilling to be influenced by the 100% compatibility and attacked Scotland. Later, he had to pretend to be friendly with Scotland who had a crush on him. But one day, he suddenly found out that Scotland was not a complete and hopeless criminal.
So the public security policeman, who was honest by nature, began to feel strong guilt for the harm he had caused to Scotland in the past, and hoped to make up for the "mistakes" he made in those days.
As for the "pursuer" mentioned recently and the confession in the car just now, they are nothing more than the product of guilt and compensation.
Zhu Fushigi Jingguang believed that Furuya Ling had no intention of deceiving him again, but he also believed one thing -
When people feel extremely guilty, they may mistake guilt for love.
Fūya Rei didn't mean to deceive Morobushi Kagemitsu, he just deceived himself.
*
Zhu Fu Jingguang was able to fall asleep again when it was dawn. Fortunately, he had no dreams this time, which allowed him to take a break from the double pain of memory and reality.
When I got up, Fūya Rei had already left. There was a porcelain plate with rice balls on it on the dining table, with a note underneath.
If Hiro doesn't want to eat rice balls, there are ingredients in the refrigerator. Let's do everything as we agreed last night, okay? —Zero.
When they were having dinner in the restaurant last night, they agreed that in the morning, Furuya Rei would go back to deal with the follow-up matters of Rum. If the progress was ideal, he would come back at noon to have lunch with Morufushi Keimitsu, and then set out together in the afternoon to help Morufushi Keimitsu restore his memory.
Grilled rice balls, shrimp rice balls, beef rice balls...the three rice balls have different flavors, are delicious and reflect the care of the maker.
But even after a sleep and rest, Zhu Fujingguang's mood did not improve at all.
It would still be a long time before Rei Furuya came back, and even preparing lunch wouldn't take that long. Morofushi Jingguang was thinking about how to spend this time - he was not willing to let his thoughts continue to remain in such a useless depression, when he received a message from Rei Furuya.
If Hiro gets bored, there's a bass guitar next to the sofa in the living room. The sheet music and music stand are on the second shelf of the cabinet next to it.
Is it true that Fūya Rei feels so guilty about himself that he would take time out of his busy schedule, worried that he would be bored with nothing to do?
Zhu Fujingguang found a bass and a guitar at the place the other party mentioned. They were obviously newly purchased. He tried them out and found the sound quality was very good.
Music has the magic power to soothe people's hearts. By the time the young man with cat eyes finished playing four or five songs, his mood finally felt a little less troubled.
Even if Zero only feels guilty about himself, his memory must be recovered... and after that, he must cooperate with the public security to provide intelligence in the organization. If he can really avoid imprisonment due to his past contributions, he can go back to Nagano to live with his parents and brother, and will no longer be a burden to Zero.
Even if the other party had hurt him a lot in the past, there were reasons for it and the past could not be changed, so Zhufu Jingguang was unwilling to let such guilt bind and affect Furuya Ling's life.
Zhu Fujingguang thought so, put the bass back to its place, and when he saw the guitar next to it, he couldn't help but feel a pang of sadness from the bottom of his heart.
He once promised to teach Rei Furuya how to play guitar, but now it seems that he may have to go back on his word.
*
Just as Zhu Fujingguang was about to bring out the stewed fish, he heard the sound of the door lock being turned.
He turned his head and saw a blond police officer in a gray suit standing at the entrance. He didn't even have time to change into slippers, but he was searching for something in the apartment with his eyes. When he saw Zhu Fujingguang standing in the kitchen, he seemed to be relieved and looked less tense.
"Welcome back, Zero."
I originally wanted to use this intimate sentence to temporarily put last night's events behind me, and even used the exclusive nickname "zero". But for some reason, the moment I said it, even Zhu Fujingguang felt dull and distant.
After this night, the gap between them has settled in all directions and no one can ignore it.
This made Jōgō Rei, who was walking towards the kitchen, pause for a moment. A hint of gloom flashed across his purple-gray eyes. In the end, he pretended that he had not heard anything and continued to help Zhufu Jingguang.
Glancing at the expressionless Morobushi Kagemitsu, Furuya Rei said, "Is your bass playing smoothly, Hiro?"
“…Zero has a good eye.”
The air became quiet again, with only the gentle chewing sounds of the two people eating.
"Through Rum's confession, we found a place where Vermouth might appear. However, just in case, we still have to slowly investigate the authenticity of this news, and we can't alert the enemy." Seeing that the chat could not continue, Furuya Ling switched the topic to business.
This time Zhu Fujingguang had some reaction: "Is it appropriate for me to know about this kind of thing now?"
"It won't be too long before Hiro recovers most of his memories, right? And Hiro also has to be careful of Vermouth, who has yet to be brought to justice."
Zhu Fu Jingguang responded.
Just when Furuya Rei thought he was going to find a new topic to break the silence, Morobushi Kagemitsu took the initiative to speak this time.
"Zero, give me Mezcal's contact information."
The food was delicious, but the blond young man felt a bitter taste on the back of his tongue.
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