The moment the knife cut the skin, bright red blood gushed out from the subcutaneous tissue.
Blood instantly stained the pristine white sheets.
It's a bit too bright.
Shi Mubai originally thought it would hurt a lot after the knife cut his skin.
But unexpectedly...
It doesn't hurt at all.
Not only did it not hurt, but it also gave me an indescribable feeling of ease.
From birth, he was an unwelcome presence.
His mother disliked him, didn't care about him, and didn't even want him to call her "Mom".
The way she looked at herself didn't look like she was looking at a child.
It's like looking at a pile of garbage.
Disgusting garbage.
His mother never hit or scolded him, but her indifference, her disgusted look, and her cold attitude were enough to break a young child.
At first, Shi Mubai thought all mothers were like that.
Until I started school.
He saw the parents of the other children.
He only found out then.
Their mothers can be so gentle.
As for the father.
My impression of Shi Mubai is even more vague.
Shi Mubai will always remember that night.
The mother left with her suitcase.
No matter how much he knelt on the ground crying and begging, his mother did not soften her heart.
She cruelly pried off her own hands that were holding onto her clothes.
Her mother had just gotten into the car that came to pick her up.
A loud bang came from outside.
Like a thunderclap.
His father.
He jumped off a building.
He jumped off a tall building.
Those events were like a nightmare, tormenting Shi Mubai every moment.
It was from that moment on.
He hated women who were irresponsible towards their families and children.
He believed that his mother had killed his father.
His mother caused him a painful life.
8 years old.
At the age of 8, he became a homeless orphan because of an irresponsible mother.
so.
From the moment he heard that Jiang Ning was divorced, and from Tang An that Jiang Ning had had an abortion and cheated on him, he put Jiang Ning in the category of the most hated people!
He didn't understand.
Why are there so many fickle women in this world who are unfaithful to their marriages, love, and families?
Therefore.
Shi Mubai is afraid of marriage and love. He fears that his child will become the next him.
He had assumed that Jiang Ning was the same kind of person as his mother.
But now it seems...
Things weren't as he imagined.
A treacherous person like Tang An will stop at nothing to achieve his goals!
Do you regret it?
Of course he regretted it.
He regretted believing Tang An's words, and he regretted even more hurting the person who truly cared for him.
Madam Shi, Jiang Ning... they are all people who truly treat you as family.
so.
He deserves all of this.
It's his retribution!
In his hazy state of consciousness, Shi Mubai seemed to see his mother walking towards him.
My mother still looks the same as when she was young. When she looks at me, there is no disgust or aversion in her eyes, only love, and even her voice is gentle.
She said softly:
"Little White, I'm here to take you home."
noob.
Shi Mubai's eyes immediately welled up with tears.
He had never heard his mother call him that before.
From what I remember.
His mother never said a word to him.
Unexpectedly, before he died, he could see his mother waiting for him!
"Mother."
Shi Mubai looked at the figure walking towards him and smiled. "Mom, promise me, if you don't love me in the next life, please don't bring me into this world, okay?"
People who lack love will try to love others with the love they crave.
This is why Shi Mubai trusts Tang An so much and dotes on him.
He saw Tang An as a younger version of himself.
At that time, he was just like Tang An.
Living under someone else's roof.
Homeless.
Although his relatives treated him very well, it was never easy to live under someone else's roof. At that time, Shi Nanxing had an accident, and Old Madam Shi had no time to take care of him.
He could only stay at one place for a few days and another for a few days, just getting by, but it was usually alright.
Whenever a couple argues.
He was even wrong to breathe loudly.
Even as a child, he learned to read people's expressions and demeanor.
After Tang An was kicked out of the Tang family by Madam Shi, he seemed to see his childhood self, who was homeless.
then.
He held up an umbrella for Tang An.
He shielded Tang An from everything.
Unexpected.
He ultimately misjudged the person!
--
On the other side of Shi Mubai's bedroom is Qi Chengze's room.
"ah!"
Qi Chengze woke up directly from the nightmare.
Sweating profusely.
Qi Chengze felt extremely flustered.
He couldn't remember the contents of his dream, but an indescribable sense of terror lingered in his mind, refusing to dissipate.
"call--"
Qi Chengze let out a heavy sigh, but the sense of panic in his heart still hadn't disappeared.
Snap!
Qi Chengze touched the switch next to the bedside table.
The room was instantly illuminated as if it were daytime.
Qi Chengze felt a little better after that.
He went to the bathroom, splashed cold water on his face, and the fear in his heart vanished instantly.
But when Qi Chengze went back to bed, he couldn't fall asleep.
Turning over and over again.
It's like there's something on the bed.
Qi Chengze picked up his phone.
It's 4 a.m.
In other words, he had only been asleep for less than two hours.
Qi Chengze rubbed his head and suddenly remembered Shi Mubai.
It was almost subconscious.
He couldn't sleep.
Is Shi Mubai able to sleep?
How about we get up and go get a drink?
To avoid Shi Mubai thinking about unnecessary things.
Thinking of this, Qi Chengze stopped sleeping, picked up a coat and put it on, then went next door to knock on Shi Mubai's door.
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