Chapter 541 I Do
Because the intention and outcome are determined.
Chi Jin began to arrange everything, pushing himself step by step towards his inevitable death. In the end, Chi Jin would also walk towards death peacefully.
In fact, death is not scary.
It will just sink into darkness.
Only thoughts will stop, memories will become blurred, and souls will dissipate.
It’s just that I can no longer open my eyes to see my senior sister.
…
That's all.
Chi Jin didn't want to think about it anymore.
I really can't think about it anymore. I am still too greedy. I have obtained so much, but I still have other thoughts.
Vainly seeking eternal companionship.
It's just a foolish wish.
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“…That’s all I heard.”
Ruan Wei's pupils trembled, her thin lips unconsciously pursed, her brows closer together. She opened her mouth, but didn't know how to react.
Are you angry?
But this is the Chi Jin she knows.
Chi Jin, who gave everything for her without any complaints and yet felt that it was not enough, this was the premise for Ruan Wei to see Chi Jin.
How can I deny his contribution?
This cannot be denied.
Ruan Wei knows Chi Jin very well, perhaps she knows Chi Jin better than he knows himself.
From the very beginning, Ruan Wei didn't think Chi Jin would agree to the plan of an audience. Perhaps the mother and son didn't spend much time together, but Chi Jin was a person who was very grateful. He had received too little kindness, so he would remember even the slightest kindness from others.
What's more, what about Fuhe?
But Chi Jin agreed, and even contacted Fu He in front of them and got Fu He's consent.
Ruan Wei watched from the side and felt that this matter seemed to be going too smoothly.
Chao Jian also felt something was wrong.
But Chao Jian thought that Ruan Wei could tie Chi Jin down, and she could always control him, just like when they first met.
only.
It turns out that Ruan Wei was also the reason for Chi Jin's death.
It was only at this time that Ruan Wei realized that Chi Jin was so concerned about the exposure of his bloodline.
so.
She is so angry.
He was angry with himself, angry with Chi Jin, angry with Yu Qunqing, angry with Fu He, angry with Chao Jian, angry with everyone. At this moment, Ruan Wei wished that everyone in the world would disappear.
It's the emotions pulling at you.
But reason returned.
Ruan Wei has no right to be angry.
Wasn't she the one who had been enjoying the other party's unconditional dedication? Did Chi Jin suddenly become like this? Had she never noticed Chi Jin's self-destructive tendencies before?
One question after another.
Ruan Wei began to resent herself.
When she expressed her feelings, she vowed in her heart to protect and raise the person well, and to make him delicate and exquisite.
Did you do it?
No.
Only then did she realize it.
When it comes to love, she is just a novice, knowing very little and doing very little.
I am not a qualified lover.
Ruan Wei was wondering, why, why didn't she intervene in time even though she clearly noticed something was wrong, why wasn't she doing enough, why did Chi Jin have to feel so much pain around her, why did it have to be him.
Blame and hate yourself, hatred comes and goes.
I just hate that my love is too shallow and I do too little.
It turns out that for a true lover, no matter what you do, it is never too much, no matter how much you love, it is never enough, and you can never blame him.
I will never give up until my love is overflowing.
Then, Ruan Wei heard the girl opposite him say coldly, "Ruan Wei, if you don't do anything about it, he's going to die."
"Still."
The girl tilted her head to the side, looked at her sideways, and sneered, "You don't want to care?"
Ruan Wei came back to his senses.
She raised her eyes, and her dark pupils met the same deep pupils.
Ruan Wei murmured, "No matter?"
Her eyes were full of light, as if all the brightness in the world was reflected in them. When she looked at me with a heart full of sorrow, it was enough to make me drown completely in it.
"I only regret that I didn't discipline him enough in the past."
If I had cared for him more, if I had told him more that I couldn't leave him, if I had spent more time with him...
We should express our true feelings to each other and speak softly and compassionately.
We should talk more about love and affection, romance and memories, the past and the future.
perhaps.
He wouldn't have been raised so badly by himself.
perhaps.
He will also take the initiative to stay.
…
The girl was stunned.
The words fell.
Ruan Wei didn't say anything else. She just lowered her eyelashes and thought quietly. Chi Jin's style of doing things was inherited from her. She was also the kind of person who would immediately start thinking about how to complete a decision.
Ruan Wei looked across and said, "Thank you so much this time."
"priest."
Ruan Wei sighed: "If you hadn't been attached to the amulet and followed Chi Jin, I think this time... he would have really succeeded."
“…”
The priestess crossed her legs and floated in the air. She felt her final decision from Ruan Wei's words.
Really choose this?
The priest was incredulous.
Her pretty eyebrows were knitted together tightly, and after a long while, she managed to utter, "You and that kid Chi Jin are truly a perfect match... You two are really crazy."
Ruan Wei smiled instead: "Yes."
She smiled freely and happily, her eyes slightly drooping, a light red color: "We are a perfect match."
“…”
"madman."
The priest cursed.
The priestess really didn't understand. She just couldn't understand it no matter what. Why? Since neither party was willing to leave, why were they fighting to die for the other? So why couldn't Fu He be allowed to die? After all, he wasn't someone particularly important to her.
It's not hard to see.
Priests don't have much emotion.
Her soul has experienced too many twists and turns in too many rebirths. Her body has been cruelly wiped out by fate time and time again, and her spirit has been suppressed and not allowed to raise its head time and time again. Too many negative emotions have accumulated in her soul, so the priest will never learn to empathize with the people.
If given the chance, she would most likely be a pure and outstanding graduate of the Way of Mercy.
But a saint cannot be ruthless.
so.
Heaven will not allow Ruan Wei to retain the painful memories of the past in this life.
so.
Under the watchful eye of Heaven, the Six Paths could agree to the priest's request. It extracted and preserved the collection of failures, and created such a wandering soul - the priest.
The ruthless priest said mercilessly: "So, after you die, you can return your body to me."
Ruan Wei paused and nodded: "Okay."
"But is it really okay for you to ask me for your body directly like this?"
The priestess thought for a moment, then shrugged nonchalantly, "What's wrong with that? Aren't you me, and I am you."
“…”
Ruan Wei murmured in her heart: "No."
The priestess didn't hear this, and she didn't have the superpower to eavesdrop.
Because they were talking about an exciting topic, the blood line on the priest's neck suddenly became very obvious: "Go and die without worry. It will be the same when I come back."
Ruan Wei: “…”
Sister, your words are really harsh and your logic is really harsh.
Let’s get back to business.
Ruan Wei suddenly became serious. She raised her eyes, looked at the priest seriously, and said earnestly: "I'd like to trouble you to continue to stay by Chi Jin's side for the next few days and help me keep an eye on him. If there is any situation, come to me immediately."
Priest: “Of course.”
"Thanks."
"Why are you thanking me?"
The priest looked at Ruan Wei strangely. "He is your Taoist partner and also my junior fellow apprentice. It's true that I want his body, but I don't want his. Naturally, I hope he survives more than you do."
The priest was so frank that Ruan Wei didn't know what to say.
She could only pull up the corners of her lips and smile.
The priest frowned and said, "Don't laugh."
The priest couldn't stand the strange expression on his face that seemed to be neither crying nor laughing.
"Ruan Wei, your eyes are about to burst out of tears, and your smile is ugly."
Ruan Wei stopped smiling.
She lowered her head until the priest floated away. Ruan Wei still sat there quietly, like a solidified stone sculpture.
Is this the first time I'm sad to be called ugly?
Maybe.
Ruan Wei just felt it was absurd.
She had clearly fought for survival for so long, but now she was willing to take risks for others and accept a 99.999% chance of death for others.
Ruan Wei couldn't help but curse herself, being so lovesick.
But.
The more she cursed herself, the clearer Ruan Wei's mind became, and the more determined her thoughts became.
There is no other reason.
Because this is just what Chi Jin often does.
This was the first time Ruan Wei did this, but Chi Jin had done it many times.
Um.
How ridiculous.
Um.
I do.
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