Chapter 578 Fairy, Good Sleep
After a brief moment of mental blankness, Fu He said with great difficulty:
“…This…will be better.”
Chi Jin asked her: "What's good about it?!"
"Do you really have to die? Do you really not want to survive? Even if there's a chance, you don't want to live?!"
His eyes were red and he asked paranoidly.
Fu He's face also began to tear up. Facing Chi Jin's deep pain, she felt helpless and could only keep comforting her: "Jin'er, Jin'er... I don't want to live, I just, just..."
She couldn't find the words to describe how she felt.
Chi Jin: "I just feel it's not enough."
Chi Jin suddenly calmed down.
He looked at his mother who was standing safely in front of him, but his mind was on the bloody figure lying in Yu Qunqing's arms before.
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It was the same with Fu He in the previous life.
Chi Jin and Yu Ying had some chances to save her.
Whether intentionally or unintentionally, Fu He did not seize these opportunities, which is why he died at the hands of Yu Qunqing.
Chi Jin saw it later when she was collecting Fu He's body.
The wound that Yu Qunqing had last inflicted on Fu He's neck was quite shallow, so shallow that Fu He only needed to use a little bit of force to cover the wound, a little bit of spiritual energy to slow down the loss of blood, and raise a little bit of desire to stay in this world, and she could survive.
Floating grass can survive.
She just wanted to die.
Love and hate are entangled for a long time, and it will last a lifetime after all.
In the end, Yu Qunqing didn't really want Fu He to go with him.
He didn't believe in reincarnation or hell, but he knew the suffering of the dead. Subconsciously, Yu Qunqing felt that maybe, just maybe...
Maybe he and Fuhe.
It shouldn't have ended like this.
After Chi Jin found out, he just felt it was ridiculous, extremely ridiculous. His mother had clearly done nothing wrong, but she was still willing to die in this flint and gold house, and die in Yu Qunqing's suffocating love.
Can we say that Fu He loves Yu Qunqing?
It doesn't seem possible.
Can you say that Fu He doesn't love it?
That's not enough.
Anyway, I don't understand why.
All I know is that on that day, Chi Jin lost all his blood relatives.
When Chi Jin guessed that Fu He was willing to accompany Yu Qunqing to death, he sat alone in the dark hall.
Chi Jin couldn't blame Fu He.
This was not a path Fu He could have chosen. She had been walking alone for such a long time, on this completely unfamiliar road, so it was normal for her to become reckless and vague.
But Chi Jin felt very painful.
He was in so much pain that his heart felt like it was about to explode, so much pain that everything in front of his eyes started to go black, and so much pain that he could hardly control his strong murderous intent.
…
at last.
Only powerlessness remains.
Because he can't keep anyone.
He couldn't keep his senior sister or senior brother, he couldn't go back to Penglai, Tongzhou didn't recognize him, the Demon Realm didn't submit to him, and finally even his mother refused to stay for him.
It's as if.
Chi Jin's existence itself cannot match Yu Qunqing.
It was because he was not enough that Fu He's desire to live could not stop the pace of death.
This is painful.
The pain is unbearable.
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The familiar feeling, the familiar pain and numbness came over me.
Chi Jin's pretty face was hidden in the shadows, sometimes bright and sometimes dark. He asked softly, "...Do you really have to stay?"
This sentence is so light.
Chi Jin never asked Fu He for anything. He was very mature and sensible, and from a young age he did his best to make Fu He's life less difficult.
He doesn't want nice clothes, isn't picky about food, doesn't need to live in a palace, and is easy to feed.
Chi Jin has suffered a lot in his life and endured pain for a very long time. These sufferings are neither rewards nor hardships.
He only wanted to ask once.
Just this once.
Everything is perfect in this life. He has the blessing of his senior sister, and the health of his master. He has everything. Why can't he be a little more greedy?
God never favors him at any time.
Chi Jin knew.
But he still said to Fu He, "Mom, let's go."
Chi Jin wanted to say.
You said you had died for Yu Qunqing many times, and this time was no different; you said Yu Qunqing was not a human being at all, and you didn’t need to die for him; what else could I say, I needed you.
Fu He said Chi Jin was her only blood relative in this world.
Chi Jin is the same.
Consider him asking for it this time, he won't ask for anything else.
But Chi Jin can only change himself once with Tian Dao, only once, he will not have another chance.
Chi Jin didn't know.
Fu He's lips trembled for a long while before she began to imitate Chi Jin's light and airy tone:
"But I want to stay."
I can't give a reason.
Can't come up with an excuse.
Just following what's in my heart.
Fu He said, "I want to watch him die."
Be it love or hate, torturing each other is real, and staying together for a long time is also true.
It would be better for everyone if Yu Qunqing died, so let her be the one to see him off.
Fu He did not pause for long. She did not have the opportunity to teach Chi Jin anything, nor was she qualified to teach Chi Jin anything.
She could only put Chi Jin on an equal footing and talk to her: "Jin'er, you may not understand."
"But I feel I have to stay."
Fu He has a very broad love.
She said: "If I stay, the situation won't change much. Yes, I can go back to Tongzhou with you, but what about after that? Yu Qunqing will definitely come to find me, to find you, and by that time——"
"Jin'er, what are you going to do?"
Fu He didn't want to see Chi Jin being criticized by thousands of people.
Of course she knew what being a half-demon meant in Tongzhou, and the exposure of her identity would make Chi Jin's life even more difficult.
It is very difficult for Chi Jin to live like this. He finally has a prestigious master and the love of his senior brothers and sisters. As long as his half-demon identity is not exposed, he will naturally have a good future.
A mother.
How can I accept that my child is imprisoned for me?
Fu He promised Yu Jing not to die just to see Chi Jin. Now that he has met her, Fu He is relieved.
The girl next to Jin'er must be his senior sister, his lover.
This is not difficult to find.
Ruan Wei looked at Chi Jin too much and too intensely. Fu He even felt that her feelings for Chi Jin were no less than his own.
That's good.
Chi Jin couldn't accept this answer: "I don't care what they say. If I can support Yu Jing, I can support you."
Chi Jin really doesn't care.
Fu He still shook his head: "You guys go before he comes back."
"Don't come here secretly again. You can't hide what happened today from him. If you come again next time, I won't stay here."
The words fell.
The light in Chi Jin's eyes dimmed completely.
Everyone says Fu He is weak by nature, but who else has such a firm desire to die as her?
After a brief silence.
Chi Jin raised his head slightly and said to Ruan Wei quietly, "Let's go, Senior Sister."
No one can stop someone who wants to die, not even his own son. Chi Jin should have understood this truth that Fu He had taught him countless times.
He just didn't want to.
Ruan Wei raised her eyebrows slightly at him, as if to confirm whether he was sincere.
Chi Jin pursed her lower lips, nodded at Ruan Wei, and then strode out.
Ruan Wei turned her head and smiled at Fu He. She waved and said, "Fairy Chi, shall we go first?"
Fu He: “…Yeah.”
She couldn't spare any extra attention to Ruan Wei. She just stared at Chi Jin's back with tears in her eyes, looking very nostalgic. This might be the last time she would see her child.
Next second.
A soft female voice sounded in my ears:
"Sleep well, fairy."
Fu He’s eyes went dark and his body fell limply into Ruan Wei’s arms.
Ruan Wei put away the sleeping powder, laughed, carried the person on his shoulder and rushed out.
Ruan Wei said anxiously: "Hurry, hurry, let's run!"
As she spoke, she put two more concealment talismans on herself and Fu He.
Chi Jin: "..."
He rubbed his eyes in disbelief, his voice trembling a little: "Senior Sister? That person on your shoulder... is that my mother? "
Ruan Wei rolled her eyes at him: "What else?"
Ruan Wei didn't think her actions were wrong at all: "She said she wanted to stay, so you let her stay? She's been locked up for so long that she's a little stupid, are you stupid too?"
The purpose of their trip was Fuhe.
No matter what others say, the important thing is to complete the strategic goals set at the beginning. Don’t worry about the means, as long as the results are achieved.
This time, if God doesn't allow him to succeed, Ruan Wei will make it happen.
For no other reason than Ruan Weichun dotes on her.
Chi Jin: "..."
Wow.
What a good idea!
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