Chapter 850 Because I Love You (Two in One)
Chi Jin was stunned by Ruan Wei's tearful smile.
At the same time, he could also feel—
He was dying, and no one knew his body better than he did.
Chi Jin lowered her eyes.
Ruan Wei should not have seen this death.
Just before Chi Jin was kicked back to the world of cultivation by Liang Yi, Tian Dao whispered something to him in his ear.
Tiandao said: "You lost half of your soul from the beginning. This has side effects, remember?"
"I don't remember." Chi Jin heard herself asking, "What are the side effects?"
"When the other half of your soul dissipates, your body will also dissipate. In other words, both your spirit and your body will be annihilated." Tiandao said, "I'm sorry, but you won't even have a body left."
"You only have this one life in the world of cultivation. Even if you don't trade with me now, you won't be able to enter the cycle of reincarnation."
That's the side effect of having half a soul.
How much you gain, you will lose as much. Heaven has never been a kind spirit, and it never does business at a loss.
Chi Jin's pupils trembled.
Soon, he whispered to Tiandao: "Does Senior Sister know about this side effect?"
Tiandao shook his head: "She doesn't know, but she is too smart, so she will definitely guess."
Chi Jin asked again: "What should I do so that you can return the other half of my senior sister to her?"
He didn't want Ruan Wei to have such side effects.
Tiandao: "Don't worry about this."
“…”
Chi Jin nodded, "I understand."
The end result of the dissipation of his remaining soul was the annihilation of both his body and soul.
So.
Chi Jin hopes that Ruan Wei will know that he died in Yu Qunqing's self-explosion, not that his soul was destroyed.
He didn't want to make any more efforts to restrain Ruan Wei.
It's just voluntary.
The Heavenly Dao said, "When your body is about to die, I will come to collect the remaining soul."
Chi Jin: "Okay."
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When death comes, Chi Jin's soul and body will be destroyed.
Chi Jin knew.
That's why he didn't want Ruan Wei to watch him disappear with her own eyes. It was so hard for him to guard Ruan Wei's corpse back then, and now he couldn't even leave her a corpse.
It is better to plan ruthlessly.
It’s best not to let your loved one see it with their own eyes.
Chi Jin's spirit returned to the world of cultivation before Ruan Wei. He briefly and calmly explained the situation to his teachers. Under everyone's reluctant and helpless gaze, Chi Jin asked them not to let the awakened Ruan Wei get close to him.
Just let her think that she died in the final battle.
Chi Jin absolutely did not want to have any feelings for Ruan Wei anymore, and even hoped that she could return to her former state of being as stubborn as a rock, so that she would not be hurt.
But who knows.
Even Wu Yu couldn't stop her...
Subconsciously, Chi Jin did not think that his position in Ruan Wei's heart could compare to Chang Wuyu.
He always puts himself so low.
It was always so low that Ruan Wei felt extremely distressed, but at the same time, she also felt a strange sense of extreme satisfaction.
Despite the careful plan, everyone was willing to cooperate.
But when Ruan Wei really overcame numerous obstacles and was determined to find him and accompany him at all costs, and was so stubborn in appearing in front of Chi Jin, he was reluctant to close his eyes and not look at her. He couldn't drive her away and was unwilling to drive her away.
Chi Jin was extremely conflicted.
He couldn't be so cruel as to let her leave, and he knew that he didn't have the ability to lie to Ruan Wei.
He could only look at her and dared not say anything.
She was afraid to say too much, as this feeling weighed even heavier on her heart.
I was afraid that if I said too little, she would doubt how deep my feelings were.
Chi Jin knew she was going to die.
Um.
Ruan Wei also knew.
Before this, Ruan Wei looked at Chi Jin and emphasized his name: "Chi Jin."
Just like she had called him countless times before, to be honest, Ruan Wei rarely called Chi Jin "Junior Brother". Most of the time, she just liked to call him by his name.
Shouting again and again.
Being called, Chi Jin subconsciously looked into her eyes. Although they were only looking at each other for a short while, it seemed as if there was a huge distance between them, like the distance between life and death.
Chi Jin tilted her head, as if asking what was wrong.
Ruan Wei: "You are very disobedient."
When the Guixu realm was opened, Ruan Wei signaled with his eyes not to let Chi Jin come over, but he came anyway.
When stabbing Yu Qunqing for the last time, Ruan Wei asked Chi Jin to stop, but he still came.
When Ruan Wei chose to sacrifice herself and was unwilling to let him leave, Chi Jin took the initiative to mortgage everything he had.
Chi Jin, ah Chi Jin.
Ruan Wei looked at him, her eyes sparkling as if she had been crying for a long time, crystal clear and shining directly into people's hearts.
Ruan Wei raised an eyebrow.
Like asking.
Chi Jin, why are you so disobedient?
"Why didn't you listen to me? Why didn't you let me see you? Why did you leave so cruelly?"
They were all questions, but they were all spoken in a firm tone.
The answer has long been known.
Why don't you listen to me.
——Because I want to save you.
Why don't you let me see you?
——Because I’m leaving.
Why do you have to leave so cruelly?
——Because I love you.
Chi Jin stared at Ruan Wei without blinking. Seeing her crying, she couldn't help but want to answer, apologize, and explain.
Emotions and reason were tearing at his already chaotic brain.
On the one hand, he said that since he was going to die anyway, why couldn't he be selfish and let her remember him forever? Why should he be generous? But it was obvious that he was not a generous and tolerant person...
On the other hand, they were saying that it was because of their selfishness in dragging Yue Guang down with them that she had been destroyed, so they couldn't make the same mistake over and over again, and they had to wake up and do it for their senior sister's sake...
But it's really hard to endure.
…
hateful.
Perhaps only my senior sister can remain rational forever.
Damn it, he can't do it!
Chi Jin finally wanted to say something, but just as his lips opened slightly, he suddenly covered his mouth and turned his head to the side:
"Cough! Cough cough cough..."
Large mouthfuls of blood leaked out from between his fingers, mixed with many unidentified broken organs.
Blood splattered all over the ground.
One can't help but sigh, is there really so much blood in the human body? So much scarlet blood that makes people's eyes and nose red, and everything else red.
So dirty.
How could I not help it?
Chi Jin's fingertips were trembling, and her eyelashes were stained with blood. The blood was still flowing, as if she was awakened by the bloody smell.
He lowered his eyes, not daring to look at Ruan Wei again.
I'm not going to say anything more.
It turns out that it's not that he can't be rational, it's just that he needs to be more miserable and see the reality more clearly, then he can do it.
He was clearly aware that he was going to die, so he didn't dare to bother that person anymore.
So much blood!
Ruan Wei's pupils shrank, and he didn't know where the strength came from.
Almost in the blink of an eye, she took Chi Jin from Xiao Xuantong into her arms.
"Jiang Rongrong!"
"……I am here."
Jiang Rongrong was standing not far away, and as soon as Ruan Wei called out her name, she rushed to the two of them in one step.
Ruan Wei raised her eyes and looked at her: "Can you take another look at him?"
Even if there was only a glimmer of hope, she wanted to give it a try.
“…”
Jiang Rongrong was silent for two seconds.
She didn't want to tell Ruan Wei that she had already checked on Chi Jin from the very beginning. Jiang Rongrong knew that if Chi Jin had immediately received continuous treatment with the Spring Blossom Technique after the self-explosion, with his strong body like a calf, he would have survived in the end.
But.
Chi Jin sent a message to her, asking her to help him trap Fu Yi, saying that it could save Ruan Wei, so Jiang Rongrong agreed.
However.
When the wound was completely broken, Chi Jin used his spiritual energy and resolutely rushed towards Fu Yi to snatch the mirror from him.
The Qi gate is greatly leaked, and blood and Qi gush out.
Jiang Rongrong knew it immediately.
It can't be saved.
The art of spring cannot save a person who is seeking death, nor can it completely bring a person back to life or turn him into a pile of bones.
The art of bringing back the dead to life is beyond human power.
Because she studied medicine, no one present knew better than Jiang Rongrong how incredible Ruan Wei's two resurrections were.
Jiang Rongrong was so confident that it was a miracle.
But Chi Jin is not Ruan Wei after all...no miracles will happen to him.
Miracles are not cabbages that anyone can pick up and take home. If that were the case, there wouldn't be so many sad people in the world who can't sleep all night.
Chi Jin is dying.
If it were an ordinary patient, Jiang Rongrong, who is used to seeing the separation of life and death, should have calmly persuaded the family to look forward and not be depressed.
But when Ruan Wei looked at her, Jiang Rongrong's lips trembled and paused, and then she held her breath.
For some reason, she seemed unable to make such a cruel decision towards Chi Jin in front of Ruan Wei.
Because there are so few good things for them in this world.
Jiang Rongrong also has compassion.
So, she squatted down without saying a word, and the light green light enveloped Chi Jin, nourishing Ruan Wei as well.
Under everyone's watchful eyes, the energy of spring seemed to swirl around in Chi Jin's body, coming out from the same place it entered, without leaving any trace.
It was exactly the same situation as Ruan Wei's just now.
However, at this moment, Ruan Wei, who had just woken up, seemed to know whether his body was good or bad, and began to involuntarily accept the spiritual energy of the Fengchun technique to repair it.
It's very simple.
Because he is dying and she is reborn.
moment.
Jiang Rongrong withdrew her spiritual energy with a pale face. She looked at Ruan Wei and shook her head: "The Spring Blossom Technique can't save him."
Just like the Spring Technique could not save Ruan Wei, whose soul had just passed away.
Even though Ruan Wei was mentally prepared, he was still shocked when he heard Jiang Rongrong's verdict.
"That……"
Jiang Rongrong said, "I can't extend his life any longer. Look at him, Ruan Wei. You know, he's in great pain living like this."
Ruan Wei looked down at Chi Jin.
All his internal organs were burned and his limbs and torso were missing.
Every breath is a cycle of pain.
Jiang Rongrong lowered her eyes: "I'm sorry, Ruan Wei, I can't save him."
"Only the one who saved you can save him."
Ruan Wei was not surprised that Jiang Rongrong could guess why she was resurrected, but Ruan Wei had to admit that she had no way to summon the Heavenly Dao again.
She couldn't save Chi Jin either.
Souls were exchanged back and forth, either he died or she died, and Chi Jin was extremely stubborn. Ruan Wei could not persuade him on the matter of life and death.
Chi Jin will always die before Ruan Wei.
In other words.
In fact, Ruan Wei's will to survive is much stronger than Chi Jin's.
Apart from love, she has many other ties, she also has ambitions and dreams. If it were not for the situation and a coincidence, she would never be willing to die.
For Ruan Wei.
This was a dead end game that had already been won.
It's all in vain.
Ruan Wei gritted her teeth and hugged Chi Jin even tighter.
Heavenly Way...
What on earth is that bastard Tiandao talking about?
What's left for saying everything is for my own good, or that I don't covet our souls? At this moment, where is the room left?!
What else could she do… What else could she do to save him? Six Paths? Two Principles? Or Heavenly Path? Could she regret it again? What else could she possibly give…
suddenly.
Ruan Wei felt a chill in her palms and she looked down.
It’s Chi Jin.
Chi Jin suddenly reached out and held her hand. He made a circle with his broken finger and hooked her little finger tightly, rubbing it again and again, looking very naughty.
It was like when he first came here as a child, and after being beaten by me, he cried and said that he would take revenge sooner or later.
Ruan Wei lowered her eyes.
He noticed that the blood was still gushing out of Chi Jin's lips, and his eyes were still looking at him.
He frowned stubbornly and looked at people vaguely, his face full of emotions that could not be ignored. He looked like someone who could easily express his emotions, but he refused to say anything.
Refusing to explain, refusing to give in.
He refused to stay.
Ruan Wei read this sentence from Chi Jin's eyes.
…
All right.
Ruan Wei closed her eyes lightly, then quickly opened them. She gently moved Chi Jin's head towards her, and she also leaned close to him, leaning on each other.
Okay okay.
Ruan Wei straightened Chi Jin's body a little, straightened his messy sleeves, and inserted his fingertips into his hair, combing it again and again until all his three thousand strands of black hair were smooth.
Okay okay okay.
Ruan Wei did not move her eyes away, nor did she blink. She just slowly moved closer, very close to Chi Jin's face, which was half destroyed, and kissed him lightly.
Okay okay okay okay.
…
Everyone seemed to realize something from Ruan Wei's actions, but Ruan Wei didn't have the extra energy to pay attention to them. She just felt that the surroundings suddenly became very quiet.
Only Fu He was sobbing very softly not far away, for Chi Jin and for someone else.
In one day, she will lose all her affinity.
It was really quiet, as if everyone was waiting for something.
But the longer she waited, the more Ruan Wei——
I clearly wanted to do something, but I couldn't bear to let him go.
She suddenly staggered back.
Ruan Wei's eyes turned red in an instant, thinking that you kid really succeeded in your revenge, and made her so heartbroken that she almost died.
It’s Chi Jin again.
The dying man had no strength left, but he still reached out and pushed Ruan Wei lightly.
Ruan Wei just stared at him.
Chi Jin also said with his eyes that he asked Ruan Wei to leave, turn her back and not look at him.
“…”
The cold wind blew Ruan Wei's hair, and she couldn't help but shiver. She couldn't tell whether it was because of the cold or something else.
Chi Jin still stared at Ruan Wei.
It doesn't say anything, but it's easy to understand.
"Let me watch." Ruan Wei said, "I want to watch."
“…”
"Chi Jin, let me watch you go. If you don't let me watch, I will follow you."
Suicide for love.
Chi Jin blinked and thought slowly, this is actually pretty good.
but.
Your own death can only threaten the person who loves you the most.
Just as Ruan Wei would compromise for Chi Jin's sake, Chi Jin would only compromise with Ruan Wei.
Chi Jin nodded slowly, and Ruan Wei followed his example, nodding slowly as if playfully.
Chi Jin felt a little helpless and wanted to laugh.
It's already this time.
…
Because I don't want Ruan Wei to die.
So Chi Jin was willing to sacrifice himself and accompany her to struggle through thousands of reincarnations.
Let her live.
This was Chi Jin's only vision.
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