Chapter 104: No real intention, just playing around
Meng Shiyi was holding a cup of milk tea. The delicate taste of the taro paste made her sour mood much better.
Her roommates also advised her.
Xu Qingqing boasted, "He Xilou is pretty handsome anyway, so just treat him like a duck and have sex with him! If you kiss him, you'll earn money!"
"Wait," Sheng Wan noticed sharply, "you mentioned earlier...that your friend had a date with a prodigal son, and the other party said it was their first kiss. Could it be you and He Xilou?"
Meng Shiyi nodded.
When she returned to the dormitory, she realized that she had left her bag in He Xilou's car.
It contains her Bluetooth headphones, stamps from social practice, and some other small things, which are quite important.
As she walked towards the East Gate, she sent a message to He Xilou: [My bag accidentally fell on your car. Can you drive to the East Gate? (crying)]
When she walked to a secluded corner near the east gate, she unexpectedly found that He Xilou's car was still parked there.
He hasn't left yet?
Meng Shiyi walked forward suspiciously.
A familiar figure came into her sight.
He Xilou walked over nonchalantly, looking unhappy.
The driver's window rolled down.
Qi Yao poked his head out and asked jokingly, "Why does my boss He look like that? Did he give the diamond ring away?"
He Xilou raised his eyes and glanced at him coldly.
Qi Yao seemed to have grasped something: "In my opinion, you're doomed this time. You've probably fallen in love with your girlfriend, right?"
Qi Yao's voice was neither loud nor soft.
When Meng Shiyi walked over, she just happened to hear him ask this question.
She paused, her heart skipped a beat, and instead of going over to disturb the other person, she stood quietly by the wall.
Looking forward to He Xilou's answer.
The question Qi Yao asked was exactly what she had been holding in her heart and wanted to know.
Meng Shiyi subconsciously held her breath, her fingers trembling slightly, and she silently clenched the corner of her clothes, pinching the wrinkles.
He Xilou chuckled softly, as if he had heard some funny joke.
As he opened the car door and got in, he casually curled his lips, looking wanton and uninhibited:
"Put it on her? You're overthinking it."
He Xilou's eyes were critical and cold, and his voice was particularly indifferent: "I'm just playing with the girl. I'm not really interested in her at all."
After he finished speaking, he closed the car door with a bang.
In an instant, Meng Shiyi was completely stunned and her mind went blank.
The luxury car drove out quickly, becoming smaller and smaller, and finally disappeared from sight completely.
From time to time, a few students passed by, saying something or other, but they laughed happily.
The whole world seemed to fade away, leaving her alone.
Meng Shiyi lowered her head silently and ran away as if escaping.
The more she ran, the hotter her eyes became and her vision became blurry.
Just for fun?
She leaned weakly against the cold wall, raised her head, and forced herself to hold back her tears.
impossible.
How could that be?
She knew, she knew that He Xilou was a playboy, and she also knew that He Xilou had dated many girlfriends.
But after a whole month of dating, he didn't show any sincerity at all.
Even just a little bit.
Is she just a tool for He Xilou to entertain himself, just an object he can touch in an ambiguous way when he is bored?
Meng Shiyi had chest pain.
She recalled all the details of their love affair.
He Xilou would hug her waist, coax her "baby" in a hoarse voice, forcefully kiss her lips, earlobes, and collarbone, get jealous of her because of other boys, and even get hard on her...
So these are all fake, can any girl be replaced?
She was the only one who foolishly fell for it, and she was the only one who thought it was beautiful and sweet.
He Xilou himself said that Qi Yao was his confidant and his own man.
There was no need for him to lie to Qi Yao.
So these... are his true words.
The indifferent, casual, unruly and unruly He Xilou just now is the real He Xilou. He will never be easily tamed by girls.
Meng Shiyi squatted down, covered her mouth, and forced herself not to cry out.
All sorts of words suddenly came into my mind:
[I think too much, I just treat her as my sister, I don’t talk about good girls]
If your friend wants to just date for fun, wait until He Xilou breaks up before pursuing him. If he's serious, forget it. After all, people like him only date for fun.
[He's really extravagant, changing girlfriends like changing clothes, and he can't even last more than a few months!]
[You treat someone as a lover, but they might just be a sex partner who wants to sleep with you? You've given them your precious heart, but they're just playing around~]
[Seriously, here comes another girl who thinks she is an exception to He Xilou's rule~]
[Hehehehe, breaking up. When did He Xilou get tired of her and break up with her? ]
Every word flew towards me like sharp arrows.
Meng Shiyi's face gradually turned pale.
Her heart seemed to be covered by a tide of bitterness and grievance, drowning her bit by bit.
She was a little breathless, and when she came to her senses, she found that her tears had already flowed.
The sky gradually darkened and a light rain began to fall.
The rain was heavy, dripping onto the ground like a huge gray net, and the whole city was shrouded in gloom.
Meng Shiyi didn't rush back to the dormitory, but found a secluded place to shelter from the rain.
She squatted on the ground, hugged her knees with both hands, and did not move even when her lower body became numb.
At this moment, she saw the message He Xilou had just sent:
[I'll give it to your brother, let him give it to you]
Meng Shiyi's fingertips trembled slightly, and she did not respond.
Until the rain outside gradually subsided.
Meng Shiyi ran back to the dormitory in the rain.
Getting wet in the rain actually gave her a sense of security.
"Hey, why didn't you tell us it was raining?" Xu Qingqing looked at her wet hair and said distressedly, "I could have come to pick you up!"
Meng Shiyi had already suppressed her emotions.
But hear others' concern.
Suddenly I wanted to cry even more.
She forced herself to hold it in and smiled, "It's okay, I'll just take a hot bath."
Late at night, Meng Shiyi couldn't sleep and felt empty inside.
She was not sleepy at all. Her mind was filled with He Xilou's indifferent expression and the words "It's just for fun".
If she hadn't seen it by accident, she would still be kept in the dark.
He Xilou flirted with her casually and playfully without any real sincerity.
But she had been so foolishly secretly in love with He Xilou for so many years. Her heart and eyes were filled with him, and she only hoped that He Xilou would like her a little more...
This relationship was unequal from the very beginning.
Meng Shiyi clenched her fingers and tried hard to hold back her tears.
Shouldn't she... like He Xilou anymore?
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