Chapter 116 Baby, don’t break up, give me another chance
Just for fun...?
Familiar words came to mind.
He Xilou's body was stunned for a moment, as if the pause button was pressed.
The memory seemed to be quietly pulled back to that day.
He slowly came back to his senses, his expression stiff and extremely ugly: "You heard that, so you broke up with me?"
Meng Shiyi's eyes were filled with crystal tears. She bit her lips tightly and cried without saying a word, which was considered as her agreement.
In an instant, He Xilou's throat seemed to be blocked with an insoluble sourness.
Waves of dull pain surged through my heart, shaking my entire chest.
He didn't even dare to think about it.
I dare not imagine how painful Meng Shiyi would feel when she heard those words.
After a while, He Xilou regained his voice from the chaos, his voice was very hoarse:
"It's just angry words, baby, I'm not kidding, I mean it."
"You left your bag behind that day, so I wanted to come find you and give you the ring I designed."
As he spoke, He Xilou took out an exquisite black box, and two low-key and luxurious rings lay quietly inside.
"Then I heard you tell your roommate that you didn't plan on dating me much longer and that we would break up sooner or later... I thought you didn't like me that much."
God knows how angry and furious he was when he heard those words.
Angry enough to throw the ring away carelessly.
He was so angry that he wanted to tie her to the bed.
But even if she really didn't like him anymore, he couldn't let go.
He can't do it.
He Xilou took out the ring, took Meng Shiyi's hand, and said in a hoarse voice:
"Baby, let's return it to its original owner. I'll put it on you, okay?"
Although it was just a question, his actions were extremely strong.
"I don't want it." Meng Shiyi refused decisively, clenched her hand into a fist, and immediately retracted it.
"Why."
She held back her tears and said calmly, "I don't like you anymore."
She was about to let go.
Why did He Xilou suddenly rush over and kiss her?
This relationship is so tiring. She can live a good life even without He Xilou.
He Xilou stared into her eyes and asked word by word, "If you don't like me, then how did you manage to have a crush on me for five years?"
As soon as the words fell.
There was a loud bang in Meng Shiyi's mind.
She even forgot to breathe, her pupils suddenly constricted, and she had no reaction at all, just looking at him in shock.
It was like a huge stone had hit the lake of my heart, splashing water everywhere and it took a long time to calm down.
Her lips trembled slightly, as if someone was strangling her neck, making it difficult for her to breathe, let alone speak.
How did He Xilou know?
Why did he know about her secret crush?
She never dared to let anyone know about her secret crush. Only Xu Qingqing and Sheng Wan found out later, but they would never tell He Xilou.
The next second, she saw He Xilou take out a folded painting from his pocket and slowly unfold it.
There were more than thirty of them in total, and he took one with him.
After Meng Shiyi saw the painting clearly, her breathing stagnated slightly and her heart skipped a beat.
This is... the painting she threw away on New Year's Eve.
There is a picture of He Xilou's back on it.
Why did this painting appear out of nowhere in He Xilou's hands?
"I found it in the trash can."
He Xilou folded the drawing paper very carefully.
He rolled his Adam's apple and asked in a hoarse voice, "Has it been hard to have a crush on me for five years? Has it been very sad?"
The secret that had been hidden for a long time was dug out.
Meng Shiyi felt uncomfortable and felt even more humble.
She didn't move, and cried even harder, tears pouring out like water, one after another falling down. She tried desperately to hold them back, but the more she tried, the more bitter it became.
How can it not be hard?
She had secretly liked him for so long, and she had given him her purest heart. Day after day, year after year, she could only force herself to swallow this torment.
How can I not be sad?
She finally got through to God University to meet him, but she discovered his colorful love history, that he accepted everyone who came to him, that many of his ex-girlfriends were beautiful and outstanding, and that he was dissolute and casual and not serious at all.
Every time she browsed the forum and saw photos of him walking with different girls, her heart died.
Meng Shiyi was sad, she was so sad, she was really very sad.
Why……
Why on earth did she let He Xilou discover her secret at this time?
Embarrassment, awkwardness, fear...all these negative emotions flooded my heart.
She was like a fragile and aggrieved little animal, whimpering softly, looking so pitiful.
He Xilou suddenly reached out, put his arm around her waist, and held her in his arms tightly, almost wanting to rub her body into his own bones and blood, to blend together forever, never to be separated.
"Why did you say those things to your roommate?" he asked with his head down.
Meng Shiyi buried her face in his chest, her tears soaking the small piece of his clothes.
She collapsed and murmured weakly: "Because I don't think you like me that much... He Xilou, I don't think you really like me..."
Because she also subconsciously felt that He Xilou was just playing around.
Even if she didn't hear what he said, she would still feel that way.
He Xilou clearly felt his heart bleeding and he rolled his Adam's apple with difficulty.
"Why do you feel that way?"
Meng Shiyi slurred, her voice intermittent: "Because of your love, it also gave a lot of people... People on the forum said you were a playboy and that you had no sincerity at all. They knew you were in a relationship, and they all wondered when you would dump me..."
During the short period of time when we were in love.
He Xilou's words and actions were frivolous and dissolute. He always teased her with a half-smile, and his eyes were always playful and cunning. Rather than pure love, there was more greed and lust.
It's like teasing a kitten or puppy.
She can feel it.
She never thought that He Xilou was serious, she didn't think that He Xilou loved her that much, she didn't think that there was something different about her in his heart, and she didn't think that He Xilou couldn't live without her.
When she's in love, she'll feel happy, surprised, and expectant, but more often than not, she'll feel anxious, flustered, and worried about gains and losses...
He Xilou closed his eyes and was silent for a moment, then pinched her chin.
"I've kissed you so many times, and you still think I don't like you enough?"
He added, "Meng Shiyi, this is our first kiss."
"How do I know if your first kiss was real or just a lie..."
He Xilou: "If I kiss someone else, I will never be able to get hard in my life."
“…”
Meng Shiyi choked.
He Xilou held her face with one hand and said, "Baby, don't break up. Give me another chance."
"Get back together with me, okay?"
He lowered his head and wanted to kiss away Meng Shiyi's tears, but she pushed his face away forcefully.
"not good."
She shook her head sadly and refused seriously, "No, I don't want to be with you anymore."
He Xilou: "Why?"
Why? Because she didn’t want to be the humble one in the relationship, and she always thought that their relationship was unequal.
Especially since He Xilou knew about her secret love for so many years, this inequality was further exacerbated.
Her secret love was not worth it. No one was optimistic about this relationship, including herself... She should be rational and love herself more.
Putting aside the previous filters, He Xilou is actually not that perfect.
Their personalities are indeed not suitable for each other.
He Xilou wasn't a man of long-term affection. He might truly love her now, but what about the future? How long would his affection last? A year? A month? His playboy nature wouldn't change so easily. He would easily pull away, leaving her alone, lost and sad...
It was cold, freezing cold.
Meng Shiyi choked up and repeated, "No reconciliation. I'm leaving first."
She was afraid that if she stayed any longer, she would become soft-hearted.
Meng Shiyi had just taken two steps when He Xilou hugged her tightly.
He hugged her very tightly and hard, wishing he could stick her to himself.
Meng Shiyi's eyes were moist and she pushed him hard, "Let me go."
Unexpectedly, the man hugged her tighter and tighter, making her almost unable to breathe and even wonder if she would be hugged to death.
"He Xilou, you bastard..." Meng Shiyi was afraid that he would do something again, so she struggled in panic.
But He Xilou just hugged her simply and purely.
The next second, a drop of cool water fell on Meng Shiyi's forehead.
She paused, stopped struggling, and looked up blankly.
He Xilou's eyes were very red, so red that it was scary.
He actually cried.
Could someone like He Xilou actually cry?
Meng Shiyi was stunned.
He Xilou carefully hugged her, lowered his head and restrainedly kissed the top of her head, his voice trembling with nervousness at the end:
"Meng Shiyi, don't be so hasty to reject me. I'll let you witness my sincerity from now on, and then you can consider whether to get back together with me, okay?"
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