Chapter 129: Release Him from the Blacklist
Meng Shiyi returned to the dormitory from the hospital crying. Her eyes were burning and she couldn't hold back her tears.
Her mind was full of He Xilou lying on the hospital bed, fragile and vulnerable, and her mind was full of He Xilou calling her name over and over again.
During the time they were apart, He Xilou didn't seem to be doing well. There was a faint dark blue under his eyes, and he was restless in his sleep. He was worried about everything and was afraid that she would leave him.
He may not have known how to love in the past, or may not have known how to love and cherish.
But now he already knows how to cultivate a good bouquet of roses.
Meng Shiyi rushed to the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and kept splashing cold water on her face, trying to wake herself up.
She stayed inside and thought for a long time.
It seems that no matter whether they were together or when they were dating, the one who always took the initiative... was actually He Xilou.
It was He Xilou who barged into her sight like a bandit, forceful and irresistible, holding her to hang on the marriage tree, taking her to the hospital for allergies, and asking her for water from the basketball game...
She had been secretly in love with someone for five years. She was cautious, humble and sensitive. She hesitated and never dared to move forward. She was afraid that her secret would be exposed because she was afraid that her secret would be discovered.
It was He Xilou who first reached out his hand to her.
"I want you to be my girlfriend."
"Meng Shiyi, do you want me?"
Later, He Xilou was the first to bow his head to her and admit his mistake to her.
"No breaking up."
"Baby, don't break up, give me another chance."
"Meng Shiyi, I'm sorry..."
Even if he was slapped by her a few times, He Xilou would not back down. Instead, he was like a dog-skin plaster that could not be driven away, and he even became more and more clingy.
He Xilou's love is scorching, like the flames raging in a furnace, hot and dangerous, with a temperature higher than that of ordinary people. It flows into her heart like magma, leaving a deep mark.
And she has always been a weak coward in relationships, always thinking that she is unworthy.
But why did she think she was unworthy? Why couldn't she be the special one?
Both parties in a relationship should be equal.
Meng Shiyi seemed to be walking in the fog, feeling lost and at a loss, but at this moment, suddenly a beam of light fell on the road in front of her, guiding her to move forward bravely.
She looked up and looked at herself in the mirror.
Familiar and beautiful eyebrows, clean and fair skin, comfortable appearance, black hair hanging gently on the chest... She is not bad at all.
Return to the table.
Meng Shiyi made up her mind, picked up her pen, and wrote a beautiful and exquisite love letter, filled with the youthful and passionate love of a young girl...
When Xu Qingqing and Sheng Wan came back from their midnight snack.
Meng Shiyi is tidying up the desk.
Xu Qingqing asked with concern: "Didn't we agree to eat hot pot together? Why did you suddenly go to the hospital? Are you feeling unwell?"
Meng Shiyi shook her head: "I'm fine. It's He Xilou... He had a high fever, and I was just taking care of him in the hospital."
"Oh~" Xu Qingqing teased meaningfully, "So she went to take care of her ex-boyfriend."
Sheng Wan was silent for a moment, then asked, "Shiyi, tell us the truth. Do you still... like He Xilou?"
Both of them came over and stared at her curiously, as if they wanted to stare holes into her.
"I……"
Meng Shiyi shrank her neck, her eyes moist. She tightened her fingers, like a deflated ball, and lowered her head to admit:
"Yes, I like him."
She likes him very much. This love has already turned into tangled vines, weaving into an impenetrable web, taking deep root in her heart and difficult to eradicate.
She simply could not forget him.
She simply couldn't help but like him.
Meng Shiyi's chest was swollen and unbearable, her nose felt sour, and her whole body was filled with dense and complex emotions, making her feel breathless.
She clenched the love letter in her hand and choked up and said:
"I want to get back together with him."
She shouldn't have to avoid her true inner thoughts again and again.
She should also take a brave step towards him...
One o'clock in the morning.
Meng Shiyi's heart was pounding and she tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.
She released He Xilou from the blacklist and stared at his profile picture for a long time.
He Xilou has had a high fever these days and feels unwell. He should rest.
She wanted to find a day during the summer vacation to ask him out and have a good talk.
Meng Shiyi is a person who pays more attention to the sense of ritual and does not want to hastily reconcile by just sending a random message on WeChat.
She opened the chat dialog box, typed for a long time and revised it repeatedly, and finally scrambled out a message:
[Brother Xilou, is your fever better? ]
But after she said this, she regretted it and immediately buried her face in the quilt, her ears burning hot.
What the hell is Brother Xilou... They are all exes and still calling him like that, it sounds like she is acting like a spoiled child, which is quite awkward.
Meng Shiyi just withdrew.
The next second, the pinned message suddenly caught my eye.
[He Gou: Baby, I saw everything]
[He Gou: Can you call me Brother Xilou again? [Pathetic]]
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