Chapter 83 Chapter 83 Have you ever fallen in love with me?
Qin Mian was frightened by his words and kept apologizing and begging for mercy.
"I'm sorry Si Tu, I apologize to you, I won't dare to do it again!"
"Please forgive me this time. I really won't do it again! Wuuuuuu..."
"I shouldn't have lied to you. I was wrong..."
She threw herself upon her pillow and cried, terrified and terrified.
She was usually a bit arrogant, but she couldn't care less about that at the moment. After all, she was in the wrong in this matter. She just hoped to bring Si Tu back to his senses and not punish her as he said.
It's really not possible to get pregnant with his child.
Si Tu spoke harshly with gritted teeth, but when he was really ready to carry out his plan, as soon as Qin Mian begged for mercy and apologized, he couldn't help but soften his heart.
His heart was beating fast.
He was also convinced.
I think I'm a hard-hearted person normally, so why do I become so soft-hearted in front of her?
She can take advantage of his expectations for the child, so why can't he bear to punish her!
"You woman!" He didn't know whether he hated himself or her. He stood up and slapped her buttocks again.
He had already pulled up the skirt, piling it up at her waist, so his slap hit her flesh against flesh, making a loud slapping sound.
The beating was quite severe, and Qin Mian was forced to bend over, lying on the pillow, sobbing.
But she knew she was in the wrong and didn't dare to complain. She just hoped that this would make him feel better and not do what he said.
In the end, Si Tu still couldn't bear to treat her as he said, so he got up and went into the cloakroom to get a condom.
When Qin Mian heard him get up and leave, he breathed a sigh of relief.
A corner of the pillow was wet with her tears, but fortunately, this method worked for Si Tu.
These tears were not shed in vain.
However, just as she turned over and raised her hand to wipe away her tears, Si Tu suddenly pressed down on her, scaring her so much that her pupils shrank.
Without waiting for her to react, Si Tu grabbed her hand, pressed it on the pillow, and suddenly rushed in.
Qin Mian groaned and instinctively bent forward.
He would not force her to bear him a child, but the punishment she deserved would not be less than that.
"Si Tu..." She was still worried about whether he had taken any measures and wanted to struggle.
However, Si Tu's fingers tightly clasped hers, pressing her completely down, leaving her no room to struggle.
"Qin Mian, are you going to try to lie to me again?"
He did it so suddenly that Qin Mian hadn't adapted yet and felt pain.
She hunched over and trembled, shaking her head, "No, never again."
She knew he was punishing her, and as long as he didn't let her get pregnant, she could accept it.
Because she had experienced the feeling of having no barriers, so at this moment, she knew that he had taken measures and relaxed.
And she adapted to him very quickly, the feeling quickly spread throughout her body, and she even felt happy.
The promised punishment turned into a reward.
Si Tu felt that she had softened and no longer had the will to resist, so he let go of her hand.
He grabbed the pillow and began to exert force.
Qin Mian closed his eyes and hugged him happily.
Although the punishment turned into a reward, Si Tu was still angry and wanted to vent it. In the end, he tortured her so much that she couldn't bear it and fell asleep.
When Qin Mian woke up, it was already past three in the afternoon.
Only when she saw the torn packages and used items wrapped in tissues scattered around did she feel completely relieved.
She hadn't had lunch yet, so she was very hungry and had no strength. She lay motionless on the pillow. Even if she moved a little, she felt sore and weak, as if her whole body had been crushed by something heavy.
This was the worst time Si Tu had ever tormented her.
I turned over, managed to sit up, found my phone, and ordered takeout for myself.
After she ate, she took a shower. It was almost time to get off work, and she was too lazy to go to the company.
Si Tu had an evening social engagement. After he came back, the expression on his face was no different from before. However, he no longer communicated with Qin Mian as before.
After today, the relationship between the two of them quietly underwent a drastic change.
This continued for many days afterwards.
The two people's communication basically only stays at work. When they return home, they are like two strangers who have no communication at all.
It was only in the middle of the night that Si Tu would habitually turn over.
But even when he was doing this with her, he hardly spoke to her.
In the past, he would always flirt with her, or say some sweet words, or say some shameful words, deliberately stimulating Qin Mian, and these were very effective on Qin Mian, making her body and emotions more excited.
But he didn't have any of that now. He just did it silently, and then cleaned up. There was no hug or kiss afterwards. He just lay down next to her and fell asleep, as if he was just a tool to solve her needs.
Qin Mian sometimes thought about it and felt that this was a good idea.
The relationship between the two people finally came to an end.
When she left, he probably had no attachment to her at all.
How smoothly she walked!
She should feel happy, right?
However, she was not happy at all, and even felt a sense of loss.
**
A few days later, Qin Mian received a call from his mother.
As soon as the call went through, Liu Fangfang harshly questioned her, "You didn't even call home during the Mid-Autumn Festival!"
Qin Mian was somewhat helpless. "Didn't I transfer all the Mid-Autumn Festival gifts and holiday money to you?"
"Is this about money and gifts?" Liu Fangfang began to insist.
Qin Mian had a headache and rubbed his brow. "I told you, this Mid-Autumn Festival and National Day are very busy. I have my own things to do."
In previous years, Qin Mian would go back whenever he had nothing to do. Even if he kept complaining about the same things that controlled her life, she would endure it and still go back to have a reunion dinner with them.
It's just that I really can't get away this year.
"No matter how busy you are, you can't even make a phone call? What are you busy with?"
Liu Fangfang kept asking questions, and Qin Mian's temples were throbbing. "If I don't let you hit me, won't you hit me too?"
Why do you always have to find fault with her?
Qin Mian felt that he was starting to become a little stressed out after hearing her words, and was physically uncomfortable.
"Aren't I beating you now?" Liu Fangfang was unreasonable and her tone became even more fierce.
"So, what are you fussing about? Do you really want me to beat you?" Qin Mian didn't understand either.
"What else?" Liu Fangfang said confidently, "Do you still need us, your parents, to coax you?"
"So I, your daughter, must coax you?" Qin Mian was furious and began to imitate her way of speaking.
"You want to come back, but you can't spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with your parents?" It started again. Liu Fangfang was going back to the issue of forcing her to return to her hometown.
Qin Mian couldn't help but sneer, "You're talking as if you guys spent a lot of time with me when I was little."
When she was little, they basically left her alone. Liu Fangfang was a doctor and was very busy, which she understood, so she never complained. But now it was her turn to have her own things to do, and she was not understood.
To put it bluntly, she did not go back to work and live according to her mother's wishes, so she was unhappy with her no matter how she looked at her, and she always thought that if she had been obedient and gone back, all the problems would have been solved.
However, Liu Fangfang was unaware of her own double standards and replied confidently, "I was just busy with work!"
"So you can focus on work, but I can't?" Qin Mian asked subconsciously. After asking, she suddenly realized that a similar conversation seemed to have happened between her and her mother.
Her conversations with her mother were like this, often like going through a maze, with the same things and words repeating over and over again.
She was really about to break down.
Liu Fangfang was still chattering on the other end, "That's why I asked you to come back..."
"That's enough!" Qin Mian finally couldn't stand it anymore, and his voice instinctively rose. "If you keep repeating this useless nonsense over and over again, don't call me anymore!"
This was the first time in history that Qin Mian showed such strong opposition towards his mother.
The other party was even stunned for a moment, and after reacting, he wanted to scold and suppress her again, "Good, you are so stubborn..."
Communication is ineffective.
Qin Mian took the phone from his ear and hung up.
Before Liu Fangfang could finish venting her anger at her, the phone rang again.
She hung up and the other party called again.
Qin Mian couldn't stand it anymore and blocked her.
Since she was a child, Liu Fangfang had a very strict control over her. She thought that it would be better when they grew up and kept a distance from each other, but it turned out not to be the case.
She has a lot of things on her side, including her career and work. Her relationship with Si Tu is tense and delicate. She is extremely bored with both life and work, and she has to endure the mental torture from her mother from time to time.
People's ability to endure is limited. If she doesn't do this, she will collapse and go crazy.
The reason why she hated Si Tu forcing her so much before was because she had always hated being forced to do something since she was a child.
However, Si Tu still knows how to change, but her mother seems like she will never change in her life.
**
At the end of October, Zhu Yinglong's case entered the second trial.
According to his lawyer's original prediction, he might be sentenced to three to seven years.
Because he refused to repent, framed others and affected the judiciary, we finally managed to get him a sentence of seven and a half years.
This has exceeded initial expectations, and Qin Mian is very satisfied with the result.
And her relationship with Si Tu also came to an end.
On the afternoon when the results came out, Qin Mian sat in front of his computer and drafted a resignation application for himself. He also sent a message to Lin Xinrui in the Human Resources Department, asking her to hire a new secretary for Si Tu.
[Huh? Why are you suddenly hiring a new secretary?] Lin Xinrui was puzzled.
[I'm resigning.] Qin Mian said.
Lin Xinrui reacted, "Oh~ You and Mr. Si are getting married, right?"
[No.] Lin Xinrui was considered a friend, so Qin Mian only said a few more words to her. [I'm just leaving SC Group.]
Ruby Lin:?
She wasn't sure if what she said was what she thought.
Qin Mian smiled back: [Yeah, that's what you thought.]
She is leaving SC Group and also leaving Situ.
【ah? 】
Why?
Lin Xinrui was puzzled.
After all, Qin Mian and Si Tu were publicly announced to be together some time ago, and in that way, until now, many people on the Internet are still talking about their relationship.
However, what everyone doesn’t know is that Qin Mian and Si Tu’s relationship is not really a relationship at all.
From the very beginning, it was just a deal in which Si Tu unilaterally suppressed her and she had to compromise.
Although later on, both of them changed. Si Tu no longer habitually forced her, and she also began to care about him.
But in the end, the essence of this relationship is not love at all.
It was also at this time that Qin Mian suddenly regained consciousness.
It seems that after being together for so long, she has forgotten this essence.
And she couldn't possibly tell this to Lin Xinrui.
So in the end, she simply explained, "Isn't it normal to break up and get back together?"
She didn't reveal anything specific, just said this vague sentence. Lin Xinrui knew that she didn't want to reveal more, so even though she was curious, she didn't continue to ask.
[Okay.] Lin Xinrui returned to her work and discussed the recruitment requirements and subsequent interview process with her.
After Qin Mian finished communicating with her, it was almost five o'clock and it was almost time to get off work.
She stood up, took the printed resignation letter, and walked towards Si Tu's office.
Si Tu was reviewing documents behind his desk. Qin Mian came in and placed his resignation letter in front of him.
He looked up out of habit, and when he saw the word "resign", his eyes froze.
Then, his gaze moved downwards and stopped at the final signature.
There was no doubt that it was Qin Mian's signature.
He actually seemed to have anticipated this day, and didn't show much surprise. He retracted his gaze and continued to review the documents in his hand. "I understand."
Seeing his calm reaction, Qin Mian felt complicated.
What does he mean?
She turned around, feeling a little uneasy.
Does he agree or disagree?
Why just say you know?
And what about her, does she want his consent or not?
Her heart suddenly felt like a mess.
However, just as she was about to reach the door, she suddenly heard Si Tu calling her.
"Qin Mian."
Qin Mian subconsciously stopped and said, "Yes."
Behind her, Si Tu looked at her back and asked, "During the time we were together, have you ever fallen in love with me, even for a second?"
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The author has something to say: The more I read this book, the more I feel that it was the two protagonists who pushed me to write it, rather than me creating them.
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