Chapter 59 The urge to bully [VIP]
The love of youth turned into a paper airplane, flying precariously in the air, just like a fairy tale.
After a gust of wind and a rain, the paper airplane will eventually fall to the ground, get covered in mud and get wet.
——"Zhen Hao Diary"
Qin family of Anshi.
On the night of their wedding, Qin Shen was completely drunk. Not only did he vomit all over Feng Wan, but he also kept mumbling to her while still hazy, "Okay, okay... please don't leave, okay? I can't live without you..."
Feng Wan pinched her palms tightly and bit her lips so hard that they almost bled, only then did she hold back from venting her anger.
It was their wedding night and she didn't want to make things too awkward.
After all, she asked for this marriage.
The next day, Feng Wan woke up early and sat alone on the edge of the bed in a daze.
She thought she had gotten up early enough, but the quilt beside her was already cold and Qin Shen had left at some point.
An indescribable feeling of humiliation fermented in her heart, and finally turned into two tears.
She should have expected this situation, why is she sad?
But she was so sad that her brain felt numb and she had to bite her lips tightly to stop herself from crying out loud.
A soft voice could be heard outside. It was Mother Qin saying, "Ah Shen, why are you sleeping in the study? You're so confused! How could you let Wanwan sleep alone on your wedding night? Hurry, before Wanwan gets up, go back to your room and listen to your mother."
Mother Qin deliberately lowered her voice, but it was too quiet around them, and Feng Wan had already woken up, so she heard every word clearly.
It turns out that Qin Shen went to sleep in the study.
Even when he was so drunk, he still didn't want to sleep with her.
What was so good about that good girl he was talking about? Why was she so worthy of him remaining chaste for her, even after they got married...
Feng Wan became more and more curious about Zhen Hao.
Soon, she heard Qin Shen say in a normal voice: "Mom, this is my business, don't worry about it."
Mother Qin sighed softly and said helplessly: "You child."
It was quiet outside.
Feng Wan let out a bitter smile. She had originally been confident that once they were married, Qin Shen would slowly become her captive. As long as she became Mrs. Qin, everything else would fall into place.
But she didn't expect that Qin Shen would treat her like this on their wedding night.
However, Feng Wan did not let this negative emotion last too long. She was able to work hard from a rural girl to her current successful status, and she was able to manage her marriage life smoothly.
Her strong self-esteem would not allow her to fail in anything, including men, not to mention that this man was already her legal husband.
No matter how good Zhen Hao is, she is just his past and should not become a wall between him and his wife.
"You're awake." Although Qin Shen told his mother not to worry, he still listened to her. He felt a little guilty towards Feng Wan, so he decided to go back to his room and pretend that everything was fine.
"Yeah, I just woke up." Feng Wan said and deliberately yawned a little.
"I got up to go to the bathroom and went out to smoke a cigarette." Qin Shen said calmly.
Although she knew he was lying, Feng Wan did not expose him. Instead, she said sympathetically, "You must be exhausted last night. Do you want to sleep a little longer?"
"I'm going to take a shower first. I smell all over." Qin Shen lowered his head and sniffed his clothes. "It's still early. You don't have to rush to get up."
He married Feng Wan to comfort his mother.
Qin's mother was blessed with a long life. She survived the critical illness and her health gradually improved. She just needed to pay attention to her daily diet and avoid overwork.
Regarding Qin Shen's decision to marry Feng Wan, the other five members of the Qin family advised him to varying degrees. They were all afraid that he would regret it in the future and asked him to think twice before acting.
When Qin's father learned that Qin Shen wanted to break off his engagement with Zhen Hao, he was so angry that he picked up his cane and hit him hard, and said, "If you dare to break off your engagement with that girl Haohao, I will sever our father-son relationship!"
However, Qin Shen remained unmoved. He allowed his father to beat and scold him, and his words were firm: "Dad, I am an adult, and I will be responsible for my own actions."
Qin's father was so angry that he suffered from high blood pressure on the spot.
"Ah Shen, Haohao is a good girl. You can't let her down." Qin's mother's dissuasion seemed more humane. "Your father, your three sisters, and I all like this girl very much. Don't do anything that will make you regret for the rest of your life, son."
"Mom, I know what I'm doing. Don't worry about me." Facing his gentle mother, Qin Shen remained unmoved.
Qin Shen's three sisters have all married out, but they often go home to visit their parents and advise Qin Shen privately.
The eldest sister advised him, "Brother, I know nothing I say can change your decision, but as your family member and your eldest sister, I hope you can be happy. Marriage is not a joke, and eight years of youth are not fake. Have you really thought it through?"
, I have thought it through.”
The second sister advised him: "A Shen, I am here now. The two of us can have it. The second sister doesn't want you to act impulsively. Think about it again, okay?"
Sister, I have really thought about it."
The third sister scolded him: "Qin Shen, you don't want such a good girl, what do you want? What did Haohao do to you? How dare you break off the engagement with Haohao after being treated like this by you?
Qin Shen's third sister was not much older than him. They had been going to and from school together since childhood and were much closer than his other two sisters. Therefore, she spoke more rudely and almost twisted his ear and cursed at him.
He had always listened to his third sister since he was a child, but this time was different. He insisted on his own opinion: "Third sister, please stop trying to persuade me. I have thought it through clearly."
But no one knew what he really thought, and he never told anyone, including Zhen Hao.
It seems that people grow up in just a moment, or in many moments.
It was the moment when Qin and Zhen's families were discussing marriage and the differences in marriage leave customs; it was the moment when Qin's mother was seriously ill and admitted to the ICU, and he saw that her black hair had turned half white; it was also the moment when Feng Wan pressed her soft lips against his, which smelled of alcohol...
In many conflicting and realistic moments, he fully realized that the vast differences in cuisine and customs between the north and south would inevitably sow hidden dangers for his marriage to Zhen Hao and would inevitably affect their long-standing relationship. More importantly, he didn't want the girl he loved for many years to suffer with him, nor did he want them to end up in arguments and even fights over daily necessities...
During those days of struggle and entanglement, there were two little people in his mind pulling at his nerves. One told him that "marrying the woman you love is like a general winning a battle, which is something to be proud of for a lifetime", and the other told him that "love is giving, fulfilling, and seeing the other person live a good life".
Tormented by these two extreme thoughts, he suffered from insomnia all night long. Finally, it became so serious that he went to see a psychologist, who diagnosed him with anxiety and mild depression.
He hid the diagnosis report carefully and took medicine secretly so that no one would know that he was sick.
Until that night, until the night that completely destroyed all possibilities for him and Zhen Hao.
Feng Wan saw through all his disguised fragility and understood the source of his repression. Under the influence of alcohol, he poured out years of stress and pain. At the end, he couldn't help but bury his face between his eyes, silently shedding tears.
It was a pair of warm hands that gently smoothed his frown. Feng Wan held his face tenderly and told him word by word, "A Shen, you are too tired. Take a rest, okay?"
As she spoke, she slowly moved closer to him, and their four hot lips soon pressed tightly together, gently kissing away the trembling in his heart.
"A Shen, I don't mind that you still have her in your heart. I'm willing to wait for her to leave your heart." Feng Wan kissed him passionately, and every word she said while taking a breath hit his heart hard. "Don't you want to get married? I don't want anything else, as long as I can marry you, I'm willing to wait no matter how long it takes."
What happened later was natural, and Qin Shen completely lost himself under Feng Wan's tender offensive.
Qin Shen entered the bathroom and let the water hit his head.
He is already married, he has no way out, his life ends here.
After Zhen Hao ended the group chat, he opened the drawer to take out the charger for his phone, but accidentally saw a small box.
A diamond ring lay quietly in a dark blue velvet box.
Zhen Hao couldn't remember when it was placed there. The diamond shone brightly, instantly stinging her eyes.
This ring was sent to Qin Shen in Yuzhong by her third sister, along with the ring box and dozens of heartfelt letters.
In an era dominated by electronic gadgets, Zhen Hao prefers the special touch of holding a piece of letter paper in her hand, so she would write to Qin Shen on some important holidays, sometimes with just a few words, or writing several pages full of lengthy writing.
It was when she opened the package that she realized that her thoughts had been carefully and properly kept by him.
When the Qin family moved into their new house, Qin Shen's third sister found this thing while sorting out old things. At that time, Zhen Hao and Qin Shen had been separated for a long time, but his third sister had a selfish motive and wanted to make the two change their minds and reconcile, so she secretly sent it to the Zhen family.
In fact, Zhen Hao had never seen this ring before.
When Qin Shen proposed to her, they were both young, had unstable jobs, and didn't have much money. He could only afford a sterling silver ring, but she felt filled with happiness.
He promised her that he would buy her a big diamond ring when he had money in the future.
He did it, but she was no longer with him.
Zhen Hao was very grateful for the kindness and sincerity shown by his third sister, but the damage was done. Her fate with Qin Shen had come to an end and there was no possibility of continuing their relationship.
Later, her life went through a period of turmoil and she naturally forgot about these two things. But when she suddenly saw them now, she felt dazed for a while.
I can only wait until after the Spring Festival to return it to Qin Shen.
Zhen Hao thought about this and picked up a pen and paper and wrote: "The ring should be returned to its owner."
As for whether the owner was Feng Wan, who had just become Mrs. Qin, or some other woman, it had nothing to do with her anymore.
After packing the ring box and the letter, Zhen Hao sat at the workbench for a long time, his mind completely blank.
It is said that pain is the nourishment of creation. The negative emotions brought about by the ring made her want to express herself, and the second video on her trumpet was soon created.
Perhaps talking about it can reduce the pain. When Zhen Hao was reviewing and editing the video, he felt much better. He even felt that his own voice sounded more unfamiliar than usual.
The woman's slightly low voice seemed to be far away from her, but it still dragged her into her memories.
After editing the video, Zhen Hao listened to it again from beginning to end to check for any errors.
Good evening, my fellow e-sisters. I've read all your comments and appreciate your comfort. If you're not happy, I'll ignore them. I just wanted to find a place to record my life. You don't have to follow me. Thank you again.
"Back to the point. Actually, that text message wasn't anything explosive. It was just a late-night message from a girl Mr. Q had a crush on in high school. Let's call her Z. Z said she was drunk and wanted him to pick her up from the bar. This happened several years ago, and now it seems like a trivial matter. But at the time, I was young, and the moment I saw it, I felt like the sky was falling.
"Later, we argued and quarreled until we were tired. He hugged me and promised me over and over again that he would delete that girl and never contact her again. I believed him, and we reconciled. Our relationship is even better than before.
"But it turned out that it was all just his rhetoric to coax me. Not long after, I noticed something unusual in his circle of friends. Perhaps it was a woman's intuition, but I was instantly certain that the owner of that profile picture was Z. I want to clarify here that I didn't go through Mr. Q's phone on purpose. I've never liked doing that kind of thing, and it always happened unintentionally. This really proves the saying, if you don't want others to know, then don't do it yourself.
"Mr. Qin's behavior this time really disappointed me. He actually changed Z's note to a girl with the same surname as him, which led me to believe she was a relative. I was overthinking it. If I hadn't insisted on asking for clarification, perhaps the matter would have been covered up. I asked him why he did this, and he said that Z kept adding him as a friend, and he was embarrassed to refuse, but was afraid that I would find out and think too much, so he came up with this idea.
"After hearing his explanation, I burst out laughing. This time, our argument was more intense than ever. He tried to coax me over and over, but I remained stern in response. I don't remember how we reconciled. What I didn't expect was that even more outrageous things were yet to come... If I could turn back time, I would tell my then-self: Give up, this man isn't worthy of your love.
"Time is limited, so I'll stop here for today. Next time, I'll talk to you about what even more outrageous things Z has done, and I'll also tell you about the stupid things I've done."
Based on the traffic growth of the first video, Zhen Hao wanted to seize this wave of traffic pool, so he left a little suspense at the end of the video.
If I can help more girls see the true nature of love and take the initiative to love themselves through my own experience, it would be a great deed.
When she clicked send, the timing machine on the other side also received the corresponding push.
He knew that the content of Zhen Hao's update was not what he wanted to see, but he still couldn't help but click to open it.
He was imagining the scene while listening, and he didn't realize that he had already clenched his fists, and even squeezed so hard that his knuckles turned white.
Zhen Hao had never told him much about the story between her and Qin Shen, and he had never thought of taking the initiative to find out, let alone that he would learn the details of this sweet and sour relationship in this way.
After watching the end, Shi Xu found that he had that impulse again.
The urge to pin Zhen Hao down and bully him.
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