Chapter 65 She heard the autistic prince's inner voice! She was shocked
Shen Yuanwei stopped and looked at the palace maids and eunuchs who were in chaos.
Is King Rui banging his head against the wall and torturing himself?
In addition to hiding under the bed and secretly cutting his wrists to torture himself, that guy also likes to bang his head against the wall?
Shen Yuanwei grabbed a palace maid's arm and asked, "Where is Prince Rui?"
The palace maid was so anxious that she was sweating all over. Someone pulled her arm, and she was about to shake it off impatiently, but when she turned around and saw that the person pulling her was the wife of the General of Cavalry, she quickly bowed and saluted.
"Mrs. Xiao."
Thinking of Madam Xiao asking her where the King of Rui was, and thinking of General Xiao's recovery, the maid's eyes suddenly lit up, "Madam Xiao, you are a doctor, right? Can you help our King of Rui?"
Shen Yuanwei said, "I'm not sure, take me to see it first."
The palace maid nodded repeatedly and quickly led Shen Yuanwei to the backyard.
After walking back and forth in the huge palace, the palace maid soon led Shen Yuanwei to a quiet courtyard.
The maid didn't dare to push the gate and whispered, "Madam Xiao, please don't go in yet. Our prince is afraid of others getting close to him, especially women. Except for the Empress Dowager and the Emperor, no one can get too close to him, otherwise he will go crazy."
Shen Yuanwei nodded.
She reached out, gently pushed the gate open a crack, and looked inside through the gap.
She saw a young boy in white standing against the wall at the door of the main room. The boy was as thin as a bamboo pole and could be blown away by a strong wind. He lowered his head and mechanically banged his head against the wall like a robot without emotions or thoughts.
His hair was combed smoothly and tied with a white satin ribbon. His white clothes were spotless. His dangling fingers were also clean, without any dirt in the gaps between his nails. It was obvious that his mother took good care of him so that he did not look as dishonorable as other fools.
In fact, people with autism are not fools, but in the eyes of many people, autistic people are stupid.
The ground in front of the boy's feet was covered with blood, but he seemed to feel no pain and continued to bang his head against the wall rhythmically. The Queen Mother cried and hugged the boy's waist with all her strength behind him, trying to stop him from self-harming.
"Ayou, stop it!"
"Ayou, please be good, don't torture yourself like this, you've already hit your head, are you going to be heartbroken, Ayou..."
"Ayou, please, please stop..."
Listening to the Queen Mother's cries, Shen Yuanwei could feel her despair.
She turned her head and asked the maid in a low voice, "Can't Divine Doctor Song get close to Prince Rui every time he comes?"
The maid said, "Yes, Prince Rui also did not allow Divine Doctor Song to get close, but Divine Doctor Song was able to rush over with a silver needle and force the prince to fall asleep."
Shen Yuanwei seemed to be thinking, "If you want the prince to fall asleep, can't you just knock him out?"
The maid looked at Shen Yuanwei in horror, "Don't dare, Madam Xiao. What if we hit the prince with a stick and not only knock him unconscious, but also kill him? Who dares to go?"
Shen Yuanwei said, "Guards can't do that either? I've seen some guards who can hit people in the neck and make them fall asleep..."
The maid shook her head and said, "The guards didn't dare. They said that although hitting the neck could cause a person to fall into a coma, if too much force was used, it would damage the brain and cause the person to become ill. The prince was already ill and in poor health. They were afraid that they would not be able to use enough force and cause the prince to get into trouble. That would be a serious crime that would bring disaster to the entire family..."
After a pause, the maid continued, "The imperial doctors are no match for them. Their medical skills are not as good as Divine Doctor Song's. They cannot make Prince Rui unconscious with just acupuncture. In the past, every time the prince fell ill, the empress dowager could only wait for the emperor to come. Only the emperor has such force, and only he dares to chop the prince's neck with his hands to knock him unconscious."
Shen Yuanwei thought that it was understandable that the guards did not dare to take action.
The Empress Dowager's darling, who dares to touch him easily?
Shen Yuanwei looked at the young man in the yard again.
Strange, didn't the light group say that it would give her the ability to hear the inner voice? Why couldn't she hear the inner voice of King Rui?
Could it be that people with autism not only cannot speak, but also have no voice?
Just as she was thinking this, Shen Yuanwei suddenly heard a clear voice ringing deep in her mind.
That voice is so clean and refreshing.
"I want to die..."
"Why didn't the Queen Mother let me die..."
"I heard that when a person dies, he or she will be reincarnated as a child again..."
"My brother wants a child, and my mother often cries for a grandson. Those bad guys force my brother to adopt other people's children every day. I want to die and become my brother's son. As long as I die, I can be reborn as my brother's child..."
"My brother will smile when he has a child, and my mother will stop crying when she has a grandson..."
"Let me die, why doesn't mother let me die..."
"I want to be my brother's son..."
“…”
Shen Yuanwei stared blankly at the young man with plain clothes, black hair and a pure, clear and transparent heart.
It turned out that Prince Rui suddenly banged his head against the wall because he wanted to kill himself and be reborn as the emperor's son. He wanted to use his death to exchange for the emperor's smile and make the empress dowager stop crying.
Shen Yuanwei suddenly felt a little distressed.
Children with autism also have emotions and love in their hearts. They know who loves them and who treats them well, and they want to respond, but their sick bodies prevent them from doing so. They are unwilling and unable to communicate with others. They can only be trapped in their own lonely world, repeating their love and hate to themselves.
She couldn't bear to see the boy trying to die in such a painful way.
She reached out and pushed the gate open.
The sound of the door opening made Queen Mother Jiang come over.
Thinking that Shen Yuanwei cured Xiao Lingzhao's illness and could give birth to a child for her eldest son, Empress Dowager Jiang's eyes were full of anticipation.
Madam Xiao is so powerful, can she also save her poor little son?
Under the gaze of Queen Mother Jiang, Shen Yuanwei walked into the yard.
She knew that King Rui didn't want outsiders to get close to him, so she stood at the bottom of the stairs and didn't dare to go forward.
She bowed and said to Queen Mother Jiang, "Your Majesty, could you please let King Rui go first? Please go out for a while. I want to try to appease King Rui."
Queen Mother Jiang’s expectations came true.
She was happy and incredulous, and trembled, "You can really...really comfort Ayou?"
Shen Yuanwei nodded, "I can give it a try."
Queen Mother Jiang stared at Shen Yuanwei. She didn't know whether Shen Yuanwei could comfort her son, but looking at her son's bloody forehead, the Queen Mother had no choice.
You have to give it a try, right?
She forced herself to let go.
She stepped back step by step, and reminded Shen Yuanwei worriedly, "Don't get too close to Ayou, you will scare him, don't get close to him."
Shen Yuanwei nodded, "Okay, Madam."
The Queen Mother retreated step by step to the gate of the courtyard, covering her chest and looking at Shen Yuanwei expectantly.
Shen Yuanwei didn't want the Queen Mother to know that she could hear Prince Rui's thoughts, so she lowered her voice.
"Your Majesty, people will not be reincarnated after they die. When you die, there will be no you in this world anymore. You will not become your brother's child, nor your mother's grandson. They will not be happy when you die. They will look for you everywhere but will not be able to find you. They will collapse, they will cry day and night, and they will be living a life worse than death."
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