But what could he do?
The girl he liked didn't like him, so he was just being sentimental. He stood blankly at the door for a while, then returned to the house and continued to breathe the suffocating air.
In the yard, when Luo Xue was struggling, Fu Yunqi was also struggling.
He really likes being with her, but she is still young and needs to find a partner and get married. She has a long way to go in the future, and he can't delay her.
So he stood up and prepared to leave.
Luo Xue grabbed him and looked at him with her beautiful peach blossom eyes without blinking.
"Yun Qi, I want to tell you a secret about my physical defects. Do you want to listen to it?"
"You have a physical disability. What's wrong? Are you injured again?" His expression immediately became focused and he was very worried about her.
"When I was in Beijing, I went to the hospital for a physical examination. The doctor said that I had a uterine malformation and would never be able to have my own children in this life. Yun Qi, I'm so afraid that I won't be able to get married. What should I do? Can you accept me?"
Under normal circumstances, Fu Yunqi would definitely say, "Do you think I'm a garbage collector who collects everything?"
But now, he was in no mood to joke.
"You, how could you have flaws?" She has always been such a perfect person.
"I don't want to either, but it's innate and no one can change it."
Fu Yunqi sat down again, wanting to hear her talk in detail.
If his daughter can't get married and she doesn't despise her, he is willing to take care of her for the rest of her life.
"Maybe with current medical technology, we can change it. Medicine is constantly improving. If we can't change it now, we can wait. One, two, three, five years, there will always be a time when we can change it."
"What if I can't change it in my lifetime? I can't wait until I'm 40 or 50 to recover from my illness. By then I'll be an old woman, and who would want me?"
"I." He finally mustered up the courage, "If you really have no one who wants you, I want you."
This time it was Luo Xue's turn to hesitate. "This won't do. I'm imperfect, but you're so perfect. If I marry you and can't give birth to your child, it will ruin your life."
"I don't care if I have children or not, as long as I can be with you, will you marry me?"
"It's still not working." Luo Xue wanted to find a more private place to discuss this with Fu Yunqi. "It's not convenient to talk about this kind of thing in the Youth League. Let's go outside."
"Okay." Fu Yunqi was really obedient.
The two went outside together. Opposite the educated youth site were fields and woods, so they went into the woods.
Fu Yunqi couldn't wait to ask Luo Xue, "You don't want to marry me, do you think I'm not good enough?"
"No, you're great, but I have flaws. You say it doesn't matter whether you have children or not, but after you get married, one, two, three, five, or even longer, you'll see people your age have children, their families of three or four living happily together, with their children's innocent and lovely smiles, and the laughter and joy that comes with their children. You'll envy them and regret the decision you made now."
"I won't regret it, Luo Xue. I only want you. We will be together for the rest of our lives. I really don't care about children."
"No, no, I don't think I'm worthy of the perfect you right now. Let's just forget it."
“But I’m not perfect at all.”
Fu Yunqi didn't care about anything and blurted out these words.
It was the first time in three years that he revealed his secret.
Luo Xue was secretly delighted that he had finally spoken it out. She hoped that he could face his shortcomings calmly, and also hoped that the old lady could cure him.
The air stagnated for a moment.
Then, Fu Yunqi began to confess to Luo Xue.
"Actually, I was injured before and it damaged my foundation. I'm no longer able to have children. We're both in the same boat. If you don't mind me, we can be together."
Luo Xue found herself blushing, and punched Fu Yunqi's chest twice with her little fist.
"You're proposing to me. Okay, I promise. Let's get the marriage certificate tomorrow."
"Ah? Ah?"
Fu Yunqi was still confused. They were going to get their marriage certificate so soon?
"What are you talking about? We are so compatible, why are we waiting to get the marriage certificate?"
Seeing that he still didn't speak, Luo Xue said, "Well, I mean, I finally have a man who wants me, I have to marry him quickly."
Fu Yunqi was still in a daze, and Luo Xue twisted his ear.
"Why? Didn't you say you didn't dislike me? You still don't want to marry me. All your sweet words are lies."
"No, I am willing to marry you."
Fu Yunqi grabbed Ruoxue's hand and placed it on his chest.
"In order to make you believe me, I promise you that we will go get the certificate tomorrow."
"Okay, you said it."
Luo Xue was so excited that she grabbed her clothes on her chest with her little hands, stood on tiptoe, and kissed him on the lips.
Fu Yunqi was petrified again. He had been thinking about this kiss for a long time, and it finally belonged to him.
He lowered his eyes to look at the girl's bright little face and her slightly open pink mouth, and was mesmerized for a moment. He held the back of his head with his big hands and slowly moved his thin lips towards hers.
The girl smelled sweet, and her lips were also sweet, soft and elastic like jelly, and he could never get enough of kissing them.
After kissing, they hugged each other for a long time, neither of them was willing to let go.
"Yun Qi, you know what? I feel like I'm dreaming."
"Me too. I thought it was impossible for us to be together in this life, but I didn't expect..." He sighed. If he could not be with Luo Xue in exchange for Luo Xue's health, he would rather choose the second option. "Xiaoxue, we can live in a world of two people from now on."
"Yeah, it's pretty good actually."
As it was getting dark, Luo Xue didn't know whether Xu Nuannuan had returned or not. She still needed to ask Xu Nuannuan about the situation.
She was reluctant to leave Fu Yunqi, "Yunqi, I still have to go find Nuannuan, you go back to the educated youth camp first."
"It doesn't matter. We'll see each other again soon anyway."
"Um."
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com
