"What's going on? What happened to Tingting? Why did she cut her wrists?"
She quickly walked over to check Jiang Ting's wound and stopped the bleeding.
She didn't bring a shoulder bag with her when she came here, so naturally she couldn't take anything from the space. She asked Zhang Jianjun to find a clean piece of cloth to bandage Jiang Ting's wound.
Then they asked Zhang Jianjun to carry her to the bed to rest, and they all sat by the bed to watch over her.
Her hands were a little cold, so Xu Nuannuan held them in hers to warm her.
"What's going on?" she asked Zhang Jianjun.
Jiang Ting is not so scared now that she has Zhang Jianjun and Xu Nuannuan guarding her.
It was also because she had just been to the gates of hell and saw Zhang Jianjun heartbroken for her. She suddenly felt that her death was so not worth it. She was not even afraid of death, so why should she be afraid of gossip?
Zhang Jianjun found it difficult to talk about that matter. "Nuannuan, don't ask now."
"Okay, I won't ask anymore."
Jiang Ting told her, "Sister-in-law, remember what I told you before, that Hu Xingbang... He actually told that story out loud, and everyone here knows about it."
"Ah! It's because of this."
The punishment given to Hu Xingbang last time was too lenient. He should have pulled out his tongue and see how he could talk about this matter.
"Sister-in-law, I admit that I was too fragile. When I heard others talking about this, I prepared myself mentally.
This incident wasn't my fault. I can't let myself be wronged just because someone else is so mean. I told myself I can ignore the rumors. As long as Jianjun doesn't despise me, why should I care about what those insignificant people think of me?
"Tingting, don't think like this anymore. You will always be the most important person in my heart," said Zhang Jianjun.
Jiang Ting nodded. "I'm sorry, Jianjun, for making you worry about me."
"Tingting, I just want you to be okay."
Jiang Ting continued to tell Xu Nuannuan, "I originally thought I could handle it. But when I went out, I realized that I overestimated myself. I saw those people talking, and I thought they were all talking about me, discussing me, belittling me, and despising me. I even felt like I was standing naked in front of them. I was really too fragile. When I returned home, I couldn't forget their accusations against me, nor could I forget what happened. I guess the only way to get rid of all this is to die."
"Ah~." Xu Nuannuan sighed heavily, "Everyone has their emotions sometimes. Sometimes we try to persuade others, but when we encounter problems, we can't persuade ourselves.
We all understand that you can't bear it when you encounter something like this. But Tingting, sister-in-law still blames you. You want to end your own life like this. Have you ever thought about us? What should we do if something happens to you?
"Sister-in-law, I was too fragile. I couldn't persuade myself. At that time, I just wanted to be free."
"Okay, silly girl. After going to the gates of hell, are you still afraid of these people in the world of the living?"
"I." Jiang Ting was speechless. "Sister-in-law, I don't know. When I was surrounded by rumors and saw those people looking at me strangely, I couldn't control myself."
"Well, let's not live here anymore. I just bought a courtyard house in Beijing, so let's live there. If we don't see the people here, we won't miss them."
"Okay, sister-in-law, I'll go."
Jiang Ting agreed immediately, and Zhang Jianjun also expressed his support, saying that as long as Jiang Ting was fine, anything was fine.
But Jiang Ting thought about it and realized that even if she left the military region, Zhang Jianjun would still be here.
He still has to endure rumors and gossip.
She left, leaving him alone to bear the slander brought about by her.
She took a deep breath and changed her mind.
"Sister-in-law, I, I don't want to leave again."
"Why?"
Xu Nuannuan and Zhang Jianjun asked her together.
"Because I found that I couldn't get out of the shadow of that incident, and it was because I was avoiding it. The more I avoided it, the more afraid I became, and the more afraid I became, the more cowardly and timid I became.
Even if I get over this today, I still won't be able to handle anything else in the future. I want to face them head-on, and also face that unbearable past head-on. I must defeat it, not let it defeat me.
"Okay, sister-in-law will face it with you. Anyway, looks can't kill people. We don't care what they think of us, as long as they don't say anything serious.
It seems like Hu Xingbang is about to leave here. No one will mention this matter again. Those people will stop talking about it after a while. It will be over soon."
"That beast should be dead," Zhang Jianjun said. "He went berserk in the solitary confinement room and might have killed himself."
"That's even better. The bad guys finally got punished. God still has eyes."
Jiang Ting was also greatly relieved when she heard the news.
It's not that she likes to gloat over other people's misfortunes, but who wouldn't be happy to hear that their enemies are in trouble?
Hu Xingbang was the person who hurt her the most. From now on, he could never use this incident to hurt her or the people around her.
Jiang Ting cheered herself up and asked Xu Nuannuan and Zhang Jianjun to accompany her for a walk.
Originally, the two men wanted her to rest for a while, but after her repeated insistence, they agreed.
It was almost dusk, and there were still a few old ladies who didn't have to cook sitting together chatting, but no officers had returned from get off work at the barracks.
Jiang Ting glanced at the old ladies and they didn't seem to be scared as before. Seeing Zhang Jianjun and Xu Nuannuan smiling at her, her heart warmed a little.
She felt good and no longer had any random thoughts. No matter what the old ladies said, it had no effect on her at all.
She is still herself, why should she care about other people's unnecessary looks and judgments?
Zhang Jianjun and Xu Nuannuan felt a little relieved when they saw that she was in normal mood.
"Tingting, I'll come and accompany you tomorrow."
"Okay, sister-in-law." Jiang Ting suddenly felt a little guilty: "I agreed to take care of you for my brother, but in the end I asked you to take care of me."
Xu Nuannuan smiled and said, "So you have to be stronger. Your sister-in-law is still waiting for you to take care of her. And your nephews and nieces, don't forget what you promised me. You have to help me take care of the children."
"Sister-in-law, I will." Jiang Ting also laughed.
At this moment, Zhang Jianjun suddenly remembered Guan Xingyao and apologized to Xu Nuannuan, "Nuannuan, I might have hurt Xingyao again this time. Let's go see him."
"Okay, let's go find him."
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