"I'm sorry, you are the only one who gave me warmth, but I failed you."
She had seen too many evil people in her short life, and even when she first saw Alan, she was very wary.
But as smart as Allen was, he showed her kindness, rescued her from prison, and treated her politely without daring to offend her in the slightest.
When she got into trouble, he stood in front of her to protect her.
He bought her gifts and taught her the local language.
She knew very well that the man in front of her loved her, and in order to take advantage of him, she deliberately kept him hanging and toyed with his feelings.
After her plan failed, she drugged him and tricked him into thinking she was pregnant.
Forcing him to betray Robert, he and his child would die.
Although the time was short, Allen was the only warm color in Su Yiyi's life.
"Yiyi, I don't want you to say sorry, I want you to survive, please."
A tall man, nearly 1.9 meters tall, was kneeling on the ground, crying helplessly like a child.
Su Yiyi felt like it was a dream. When she was about to die, she saw different colors.
Her bloody hand slowly stroked Alan's cheek, inch by inch, as if trying to remember what he looked like.
"Alan, will you forget me?"
"If I were a good woman, I would hope you would forget me, so that you would meet another woman for the rest of your life, and you would have a happy family and children, but I am not."
"Alan, I'm a bad woman, so I don't want you to forget me. I also want to be the cinnabar mole and white moonlight in someone's heart, because... I have never been treated so sincerely."
"You will always remember me as a bad woman, right?"
Alan hugged her, crying uncontrollably and shaking all over, and he couldn't tell which direction he was crying.
"Yiyi, I will remember you. Please don't die and don't leave me. We will be happy in the future. We will have a family and children. I will give you what you want and what you don't have. I will give you what others have."
Give her everything others have...
When he was young, he wanted to have enough food to eat. When he grew up, he wanted to escape from the devil's den. Later, he wanted countless money. Later, he wanted to push Qu Suihuan into the abyss she had experienced...
Tears blurred Su Yiyi's eyes and she was having difficulty breathing.
Her speech was incoherent and even saying one more word was a luxury for her.
"It's too late, Alan. No one can save me. It's really too late. I can't wash myself clean. I'm too dirty. I want to... be free..."
She gave Alan one last smile, stunning and bloody, like the setting sun a second before it falls.
Say goodbye forever to a life that you hate.
"Yiyi, don't, don't do this to me..."
Alan's wailing was heard in my ears, as if a dragon had lost its treasure, and everything in the world became dim.
Qu Suihuan's feet seemed to be fixed, and the thoughts he had thought about before resurfaced.
Just as Su Yiyi said, she also had a big question.
Why can't humans control their own destiny?
Why are humans not born at the same starting line?
Why is it so difficult for suffering people to be redeemed?
Why do evil people still go unpunished?
Deep in her mind, she vaguely remembered that someone once told her that everyone's life was planned, and it seemed as if there was a thread that determined their future fate from the moment they were born.
Su Yiyi eventually went to destruction along this line.
At this moment, Qu Suihuan still could not forgive Su Yiyi for what she had done to her, because when Su Yiyi resisted, she was aiming at the good, not the evil that had bullied her.
But she no longer hated Su Yiyi. If she put herself in her shoes, if she became Su Yiyi and was tormented in such an environment, she would not necessarily live stronger than her.
Su Yiyi's lifeline had already been determined. As a child, she had no ability to resist her original family, and no ability to resist those demons.
When she grew up, she was unable to fight against the demons in her heart, and was unable to face the suffering she had experienced.
We can only move forward along this predetermined line until destruction.
Why is this?
At this moment, Qu Suihuan seemed to feel that there was a long string behind her controlling her, just like in The Truman Show, just like a puppet stage.
If she had not been arranged to come here, if she had not lived in place of the original owner Qu Suihuan, she would not have encountered these things.
So, could it be that she was also arranged...
This thought made Qu Suihuan's pupils dilate, and his brain felt like it was being hammered into by a nail.
She held her head, the scenery around her spinning rapidly, blurry, hazy but dazzling, so strange and terrifying.
But the next second, there was a "bang" and she stopped her thoughts abruptly.
I was stunned for a moment, turned around, and saw...
Allen shot himself.
He hugged Su Yiyi tightly, their hands intertwined, and nothing could separate them.
The scene before her gave Qu Suihuan such a huge shock that she felt as if her breath was being strangled and she took several steps back.
Until Robert rushed over and asked impatiently.
"The way you saved me just now is exactly the same as the woman who saved me many years ago. Who are you? And who is she?"
Qu Suihuan had just experienced a shock, and her brain had not yet recovered. She stared at Robert blankly, her brows tightening little by little.
"The woman who rescued you looks like me?"
Why couldn't she understand him?
Robert said hurriedly.
"Many years ago, I encountered an unavoidable disaster. When I was facing death, a woman jumped down from a tall building to save me. She blocked all the bullets."
"But the strange thing is that I forgot about her and didn't remember what she looked like at all, so I misunderstood when Su Yiyi's mother showed up."
"Just at that moment, I remembered, what is your relationship with the woman who saved me?"
Qu Suihuan was confused by Robert's words and had an incredible guess.
She murmured, "Is that woman wearing green clothes and a camellia branch on her hair? Does she look a bit like me?"
Robert's eyes fell on Qu Suihuan's face, as if he was recalling something painfully.
After a while, he nodded.
Qu Suihuan's pupils flickered, and his heart was shocked as if a tidal wave had overwhelmed him.
She took out the photo and asked tremblingly, "Is it this woman?"
Robert snatched the photo and his pupils exploded.
"Yes, it was her. She saved me. Who is she? Why did I forget what she looked like? What is your relationship with her?"
Forget what she looks like...
This sentence lingered in Qu Suihuan's mind over and over again.
She remembers...
Fu Linchen had the same experience!
The woman in the photo is her biological mother in the world of immortal cultivation.
And Si Xi also revealed that she was indeed Qin Huai's daughter.
So this means...
Her mother had also been here before and had a close relationship with Qin Huai and Robert.
Moreover, her mother must have revealed her identity, and in order to prevent her identity from being discovered, she erased the memories of some people.
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