Chapter 87: Quan Ruifeng sent you?
"Actually, I think what you said is right. I think the same as you."
"I haven't really thought about getting married. There are too many variables. Even if we are sure that we are sincere to each other at this moment, what about the next moment?"
"And what I fear most is not a change of heart, but concealment and deception. I'm afraid that he would trick me into marriage, but in fact he never loved me and was just plotting something from me, making me a joke for the rest of my life!"
Xia Xian said this, becoming somewhat indignant.
What she hated most was deception and concealment! She knew that sincerity could change in an instant, and even she could not guarantee that she would love someone for the rest of her life, so naturally she could not ask the other person to do so. However, many people could not be loyal in love.
If she was stupid enough to be deceived by such a person again, she would not even say that she wanted to kill the other person. She felt that she had no face to live in this world anymore.
Besides, marriage doesn't really bring much benefit to them, so it's better for them to stay single and do whatever makes them happy.
She used to like children, and she wanted to have her own biological children, so she gave birth to Chu Nannan and tried her best to be good to her, but what was the ending in the end?
The child may not necessarily love her, so her obsession with having a child in this life has faded a lot. It all depends on fate, and she won't say anything final.
"It is indeed unacceptable to conceal and deceive. Now that I say this, it seems that I have concealed a lot from Zhou Xingshi. In fact, between the two of us, it is the most unfair to him."
After listening to Xia Xian's words, Shen You began to reflect on himself silently.
“Sincerity is the most basic thing. If you are not sincere, you will lose the people who truly like you.”
"But I think you're also very good to Zhou Xingshi. Maybe you just don't want to talk to him about some issues. You're a little evasive, but it doesn't mean you don't love him."
"It just so happens that he is also easy to coax. Since you don't want to lose him, you should coax him more often. You should have a frank talk about marriage again and talk to him about your worries and concerns."
"You can also ask him to make some promises, sign some agreements, and promise to treat you well forever and never change his mind. These are all things that can be discussed, but if you don't discuss them, it will cause misunderstandings."
Xia Xian advised sincerely.
If Chen You told Zhou Xingshi about her worries, maybe Zhou Xingshi would understand her and not ask to marry her at all. After all, Zhou Xingshi really loves Chen You and is a complete love-brained person.
Since the two people truly love each other now, they should not let misunderstandings consume each other's feelings and lead to separation.
"I understand what you mean. I will have a good talk with him."
"In fact, I also know that Zhou Xingshi loves me very much and he is very tolerant of me, which is why I am willing to coax him."
Those who are favored are fearless, and Chen You has been exercising his right to be favored.
She used to be so willful towards her parents, but after her mother passed away and her father remarried, there was a gap between her and her father and they were not close at all, so she could only take out her temper on Zhou Xingshi.
Although Zhou Xingshi is not very smart, he is actually very good at taking care of people and expressing his feelings. Chen You just needs someone who can express his love to love her. The kind of love that is difficult to express is not suitable for her awkward personality.
"Let's not talk about me. What do you think of Quan Ruifeng?"
Shen You changed the subject and turned to Xia Xian.
"Why are you talking about me again? I think he's a nice guy."
Xia Xian's answer was too official. Shen You was dissatisfied and looked at her with his chin in his hand.
"I just poured my heart out to you, and you're not going to have a real talk with me? Is that fair?"
All right.
After getting the question from her, Xia Xian felt a little embarrassed. There was no point in hiding it any longer, so she spoke in a more serious tone.
"I really think he's a good person, and I can't really explain more."
"So do you like him?"
Chen You continued to ask, if you are not sure, then won’t it be clearer if you ask more questions?
"Uh... I like it."
"He's tall and handsome, has a good family background and strong abilities, and he obeys me in everything. I think anyone would like him, right? No one has any reason to hate him."
Xia Xian told the truth.
But this kind of liking is not necessarily what Quan Ruifeng wants.
Shen You also understood what she meant and took the opportunity to ask again.
"Besides that, don't you have any feelings for him? Why do you say he's so good?"
"Because I'm at a stage where I'm not really suitable for dating."
Xia Xian said carefully that her mood had not adjusted yet and she did not have the extra thoughts to fall in love with anyone. She wanted to torture Bai Lian, Chu Sheng and Old Lady Chu, those shameless people, to death, and then make a career through her own efforts to make her past life proud.
But now, the matter between these three people has come to an end, and she has let out her anger. In fact, she can adjust her mood and prepare for the next stage.
It's just that she also has some distrust towards people, just like Shen You.
“What stage are you in now?”
Shen You asked with great interest, as if she would not stop until she got the answer, so Xia Xian had no choice but to tell her.
"Confusion, suspicion, vigilance, anger, struggle, too many mixed feelings, so I don't have that much mood to date. I need to adjust myself so that I can better accept a relationship."
Xia Xian said, feeling that something was not right, and looked at Shen You suspiciously.
"Why are you asking so many questions? Did Quan Ruifeng ask you to trick me?"
She finally realized it, and Shen You smiled without saying anything.
"Didn't you trick me?"
She asked back.
Well, Xia Xian immediately felt guilty again. It's the same with you. No one should blame anyone.
"Let's look at the question."
Chen You had no intention of asking further questions and turned the topic back to studying, ending the conversation tacitly.
Xia Xian pinched her earlobe. Compared with Shen You, she felt that she was too immature. She still needed to practice more! As expected, for these elites, even if she was reborn, she would have to work hard to catch up!
Both of them completed today's task. As for how to talk to Quan Ruifeng and Zhou Xingshi, that depends on their individual language organization skills. In short, today's conversation was quite pleasant.
On the other hand, Chen Wenwen, who had been quiet for a few days, thought hard and came up with a good idea.
She was still unwilling to give up just like that. Even if she couldn't take down Quan Ruifeng, Quan Ruifeng couldn't be taken down by Xia Xian, a country girl!
Otherwise, what has she become? She has become someone who is not even as good as a village girl! If she tells others about it, they will laugh at her to death!
After she made up her mind, she immediately organized a class reunion. She had already contacted everyone before, but had never set a specific time. Now that the specific time has been set, everyone is very supportive and said they will definitely come.
She also told Quan Ruifeng and Shen You that Zhou Xingshi was honest, but it was just that the last time they had an unpleasant experience, even Shen You had no intention of coming.
What we want is for them not to come!
On the day of the party, Chen Wenwen looked at the three vacant seats and couldn't help but curl her lips.
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