Chapter 141: Advise Me to Become a Painless Mother
At this moment, I seemed to be dreaming back to my previous life.
I carefully prepared the meal and waited for Shen Yixiao to come back for dinner, but he brought Lu Xiaoyun to me instead.
I naively thought that Lu Xiaoyun appeared in front of me because of work, until Shen Yixiao said, "Secretary Lu...she is pregnant, and the child is mine."
At that moment, I felt dizzy and almost couldn't stand.
"Madam, I..." Lu Xiaoyun's voice brought me back to the present. Her eyes were filled with tears and she looked at me pitifully. "I'm sorry. I know this is hard for you to accept, but the doctor said that if I have another miscarriage, I will probably have habitual miscarriages in the future and won't be able to keep the baby."
Thank God, I was mentally prepared from my previous life, so I didn't experience that kind of disbelief and pain again. There was only endless resentment and disgust in my heart.
But I still pretended to be incredulous and staggered back a step. Shen Yixiao quickly grabbed my hand and leaned me against his arms.
He looked painful, "Wife, I'm sorry, I..."
His action made a trace of resentment flash across Lu Xiaoyun's face.
"Is this the second time she's pregnant with your child?" I asked with trembling lips.
Before Shen Yixiao could answer, Lu Xiaoyun hurriedly answered for him, "It's the fourth one, Madam. If it was only the second one, it wouldn't be so serious. I wouldn't stay and embarrass you."
These outrageous remarks, coming from her mouth, actually sounded so justified.
Shen Yixiao frowned and glared at her. She immediately shrank her neck, looking innocent and nervous, and murmured softly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have interrupted..."
Meng Zicheng stood up at this time, "Brother Xiao, sister-in-law, she is still pregnant. She is a pregnant woman, so you should talk to her properly and don't scare her too much."
Seeing this, Lu Xiaoyun moved closer to Meng Zicheng.
I used to be nice to Meng Zicheng, but I increasingly discovered that he was just a dog that could never be tamed.
I looked at him sarcastically, "Meng Zicheng, do you also know that pregnant women need care? Among your ex-girlfriends, at least eight of them went to the hospital to have an abortion on their own. You killed so many of your own children, and you still have the nerve to say this?"
I generally don’t touch other people’s pain points easily, but if I do, I have to be more precise.
Meng Zicheng's face changed drastically and he became angry. His eyes were as big as cow eyes. If it weren't for the fact that I was still Shen Yixiao's wife, he would probably turn against me.
Lu Xiaoyun spoke carefully for Meng Zicheng, "Madam, Brother Zicheng must have had some compelling reasons. Who would not want their own child?"
"That's right, just like Brother Xiao, can he not have his own children? We can't really want him to have no descendants. He earns so much money, who will he leave it to? If he does charity work, it will benefit others." Meng Zicheng said very firmly.
He also blamed me for not being able to give birth to a child for Shen Yixiao.
But he forgot that it was because he hooked up with a gangster’s girl that Shen Yixiao was thrown into prison in order to save him, and I had no choice but to go and save him alone.
When Liang Feng brought people to support me, I was already injured.
If she had been sent to the hospital any later, not only would she have been infertile, she might have even lost her life.
Now he blames me? I feel very sad. Who says sincerity will be rewarded with sincerity? Sincerity will only be rewarded with ungratefulness.
Shen Yixiao scolded Meng Zicheng, “Okay, stop talking!”
Then he let me go, his eyes full of guilt, "Wife, haven't we always wanted a child? Women have to suffer when giving birth, maybe God doesn't want you to suffer this, and now someone has sent us a child, isn't that good?"
I thought he wanted to comfort me, but I didn't expect that he wanted to persuade me to accept Lu Xiaoyun.
Isn't this the same situation as in the previous life?
Meng Zicheng added, "Yes, painless motherhood, the way many women want, surrogacy!"
Not to mention that surrogacy is illegal, at least the surrogate mother uses her own eggs and the child born is her own blood. It is funny for the mistress to give birth to a child for the original wife.
These two men are simply performing crosstalk.
I looked at Lu Xiaoyun and Meng Zicheng coldly, "Let them both disappear from my sight, otherwise I don't know what I will do."
Shen Yixiao hesitated for a moment, and finally let Lu Xiaoyun and Meng Zicheng leave first.
The two of them left, looking back every few steps, and only Shen Yixiao and I were left at home.
As soon as they left, I slapped Shen Yixiao twice. There were not many opportunities to hit him, and today was a good opportunity.
Sure enough, Shen Yixiao knew he was in the wrong, so he held back his anger and didn't fight back. He just looked at me and said, "I slapped you twice, do you feel better?"
"Not enough!" I plucked up the courage to slap him twice more. I felt addicted to it and couldn't stop. I wished I could slap him to death right now.
Shen Yixiao couldn't stand it anymore, he grabbed my hand, "Enough!"
My eyes were red and I sat down on the sofa without saying a word. Tears rolled down and dripped onto the back of my hand.
Seeing me crying, Shen Yixiao's anger dissipated a lot. He came over and tried to hug me, but I pushed him away. "Shen Yixiao, I gave everything for you. I can't have children because I saved you. Now these have become your weapons to hurt me. If I knew it would be like this, I wouldn't have been with you. Blame me for being too young at that time and thinking that love could last forever."
This is what I really think. I was too impulsive when I was young and mistook novelty for love.
Shen Yixiao's eyes were a little distressed. He wanted to speak, but his eyes were red like mine.
As soon as he spoke, he choked up a bit, "Wife, I'm sorry, I didn't fulfill my previous promise. I don't know what happened to me. Maybe the change of environment and identity will really change a person's original intention."
At this moment, he revealed his true feelings and admitted that his feelings were no longer as single-minded as they once were.
He reached out to wipe my tears, but I turned my head away.
He said, "The first time I saw you cry was because you said your parents wouldn't allow you to be with me. At that time, I never wanted to see you cry again. But now, I'm the one who made you cry."
After he finished speaking, tears started to flow from the corners of his eyes.
It was actually a coincidence that Shen Yixiao and I were together. It wasn't that he confessed to me and then I accepted him, but that he was always around me and teased me on purpose, and we were seen by the teacher.
The teacher called me to the office and criticized me, and then told my parents about it.
As soon as my parents heard that I might have fallen in love prematurely and that the person I was in love with was the biggest punk in the school, they immediately came to the school to take me back and gave me all kinds of education and criticism.
Maybe it was because they were too nervous and gave me too much pressure, but I felt very relaxed when I was with Shen Yixiao.
In the end, my rebellious heart encouraged me to get closer and closer to Shen Yixiao, and we became young lovers.
Thinking back to those ignorant, immature and impulsive days, my heart is filled with bitterness. The feeling of excitement mixed with fear at that time seems to still linger in my mind.
I took a deep breath and took a tissue to wipe my tears, "Shen Yixiao, do you really want me to accept that child?"
"Wife, I really want to have a child, but I can't lose you." Shen Yixiao's eyes lit up and he could hear my hesitation.
Typical mentality of wanting more.
I looked into his eyes and he didn't avoid looking at me. Instead, he looked at me eagerly, waiting for my answer.
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