Chapter 179 Do you want to kill me?
"Chen Yixiao, let's part ways in peace."
I didn't act immediately, but said that because killing someone means paying with one's life, if I kill Shen Yixiao, I will also have to bear the responsibility and spend my whole life in prison.
After being reborn, I just want him to pay the price he deserves, then stay away from him and live a simple life.
Instead of going to the extent of destroying the net and falling into the quagmire again.
Unfortunately, Shen Yixiao didn't give me this opportunity.
Thinking of my parents’ sad faces, perhaps God gave me the chance to be reborn so that I can make it up to them and eliminate the troubles they will face.
When Shen Yixiao heard what I said, his body froze visibly. He looked at me and saw the determination in my eyes.
I opened my mouth again and said slowly, "I already don't love you anymore."
The once passionate love has been completely worn away by his endless betrayal and lies, and all I have left for him is disgust and weariness.
"No!" Shen Yixiao's defense was broken, and the strength in his hands increased a lot. It felt like both of my arms were about to be broken by him.
I endured the pain and looked coldly at his eyes which were gradually revealing madness.
You betrayed me before like it was child's play, so why do you have to show this expression now?
"I know you turned hatred into love. You are disheartened because I betrayed you, but there must still be feelings between us. If you don't love me anymore, why would you hate me?" Shen Yixiao forced himself to calm down and said hurriedly.
"I shouldn't have threatened you with your family. I'm sorry, but I can't find you. I have no choice. I won't be like this after you come back. Honey, you can beat me and scold me, but don't leave me, okay?"
As he spoke, tears rolled down his eyes.
In my memory, Shen Yixiao seldom cried. To him, a man sheds blood but not tears.
So whenever I see him crying, I would feel sad and think that he must have encountered something very painful and helpless.
Feeling sorry for a man is the beginning of bad luck.
"Whether you threatened me with my family or not, I no longer love you. Your heart has long belonged to Lu Xiaoyun. Let's let each other go." I wanted to break free from Shen Yixiao's restraints, but it was useless.
Shen Yixiao hugged me tightly in his arms again without caring about anything, as if he wanted to crush me to pieces. All the bones in my body seemed to fall apart.
His voice trembled, and it didn't sound fake. "But I still love you. Do you know how I felt when I saw the empty studio? You had long ago secretly thrown away those beautiful memories we once had, and the pair of clay dolls. I turned the apartment upside down but couldn't find them. They meant a lot to us. I remember they were always in the apartment..."
I laughed sarcastically, "When I took the little clay doll away from the apartment, you were on the bed in the bedroom, making love with Lu Xiaoyun. It was our wedding anniversary, and you were so engrossed that you didn't even know I was here. Shen Yixiao, if time could go back, when I was seventeen, I would stay away from you and absolutely would not have anything to do with you!"
Shen Yixiao slowly let go, looking self-blaming and annoyed, "Sorry, I..."
"Don't say anything to apologize to me, I won't accept it." I smiled slightly, "Not all injuries can be forgiven. If you really feel sorry for me and want me to forgive you, why don't you just die?"
My words made Shen Yixiao tremble all over, as if his soul had been taken away in an instant.
He looked at me in disbelief, "You want me to die?"
"Yes, maybe if you die, I will feel that you are sincerely repenting. During the Qingming Festival, I will go and give you a bouquet of flowers." I answered without any hesitation.
I, a foolish woman who was once willing to give my life for him, now hope that he will die.
This gap is all due to him.
Shen Yixiao's face was pale, as was his lips. I took the opportunity to break away from him and took two steps back.
Suddenly, his eyes fell on my hand that had been placed in the bag. His expression changed, and amidst the embarrassment and pain, there was a hint of vigilance and suspicion. He asked me, "What's in the bag?"
As he said that, he pulled me out of the bed.
He had experienced many ups and downs, many of which involved life and death, and his perception of danger was always very accurate. Before I could answer, he had reached out and grabbed my wrist. I gasped in pain when he exerted force, and my hand was pulled directly out of the bag, and the dagger fell to the ground along with it.
The blanket gently absorbed the coldness of the dagger without making any sound.
The moment he saw the dagger, Shen Yixiao's face turned extremely ugly.
"You don't wish me death, you really intend to kill me, don't you?" He bent down to pick up the dagger.
I took the lead, quickly picked up the dagger on the ground, and held it tightly.
Then, the dagger was pointed at Shen Yixiao.
I can't compete with him in terms of physical strength, but with a dagger in my hand, I am somewhat threatening.
Chen Yixiao smiled sadly, "Do you really want me to die? Li Yue, I did cheat on you, but I don't think I did anything wrong to you. I know many people who forced their wives to leave the house, or had several illegitimate children and only went back once a month. Am I so unforgivable?"
Listen, is this human language?
The beast is just calling out.
I can give up everything for him, wander with him, and adapt to a strange and dangerous world. He should know how much I value feelings.
But now he tells me that cheating is not an unforgivable sin and that I am making a fuss out of nothing.
"Chen Yixiao, you and Lu Xiaoyun are a perfect match." I said.
"Just say the word from you and I'll kill her right now. Just consider it as your explanation, okay?" Shen Yixiao's eyes flashed with cold murderous intent.
So what Lu Xiaoyun said was true? Shen Yixiao really wants to deal with her, give me an explanation, and then win me back?
Unfortunately I don't need it.
I shook my head, "No, I wish you happiness."
"Fuck it, I told you I don't love her, I love you. If she could really replace you, I would have signed the divorce agreement long ago!" Shen Yixiao was about to collapse. No matter what he said, I would not listen.
"I also said, I don't love you anymore." I moved the dagger in my hand again and threatened him, "Don't force me."
Shen Yixiao was least afraid of this kind of threat. He had lived a life of licking blood on the edge of a knife. My small dagger was just child's play for him. He could even accept being stabbed a few times by me and then subdue me.
He laughed, "Wife, you underestimate me. Do you think this little dagger can kill me?"
As soon as he finished speaking, the smile on his face froze and his eyes instantly became panicked.
I pointed the dagger at my own neck.
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