Jiang Nian took a look at it but didn't take it. "Just owe it to me first. I can give it to you later when I have it."
Niu Aixiang insisted on putting the bracelet in her hand, "No, I'm afraid the more I owe, the less it matters."
Judging from her condition, she is not hopeless.
Jiang Nian then took the bracelet and smiled, "Then I'll keep it for you first. When you have money, you can redeem it."
Niu Aixiang also smiled, but deep down she didn't think that day would ever come.
"I'm sorry to bother you and Zhiqiu these two days. Thank you." She shook her head listlessly, with a kind of fatigue that came from her heart.
Jiang Nian was silent for a moment, then asked her, "Do you love him so much?"
Niu Aixiang was slightly stunned, and tears dripped down her cheeks.
"I don't know anymore. I really don't know anymore."
She sobbed, but Jiang Nian did not interrupt her. Instead, he waited until she had cried enough and stopped, then handed her the handkerchief in his pocket.
Niu Aixiang cried for too long and her vision was blurry. She couldn't see anything clearly, so she grabbed it and wiped it on her face.
When my vision cleared, I saw that the white handkerchief was messed up by me, and I felt a little embarrassed.
She didn't return it, but held it tightly in her hand, thinking about washing it later.
"He is someone I have liked for a very long time, but he had a girlfriend before, so I could only suppress the feelings in my heart. Later, his family encountered changes, and his fiancée who was about to get married left him. I was the one who stayed by his side all the time, accompanied him through the most difficult days, encouraged him and comforted him, and even broke up with my family to go to the countryside with him..." Her tears got out of control again, but she did not collapse like before, but just kept falling. "I thought that I could accompany him well and make him fall in love with me. I am not afraid of hardship. Li Rui always said that I was stupid and that Zhao Heping was using me. In fact, I knew all this. I just liked him, and I thought it was okay for him to use me It’s good, at least it means he needs me, but… but Jiang Nian, you know, I’ve been with him through so much, I’ve paid so much, Yanjiazhuang Primary School was established, but he didn’t even leave me a teaching position, he knew how tiring it was to do farm work in the fields, he knew it… and, and he’s been in contact with his fiancée who abandoned him, and he’s been hiding it from me. If I hadn’t seen their letter that day, I wouldn’t have known that the love I thought was just my own wishful thinking, that for him, my love for him would upset him, but I was so blind that I hurt my parents for him, and I also hurt Li Rui…”
"So, do you still love him now?" Jiang Nian asked.
Niu Aixiang was stunned again, her eyes quickly becoming red and swollen. "I really don't know. For him, I broke off relations with my parents and betrayed my friends who wanted to help me..."
Jiang Nian interrupted her, "All you said is how much you have given to him, but Niu Aixiang, you ignored the essence of this matter. Love is not a one-sided effort. You feel uncomfortable because you have given to him but have not received the corresponding return. That is just the unwillingness in your heart."
She stood up and looked directly into Niu Aixiang's eyes. "The most important thing you need to figure out now is whether you still love him or not, rather than simply feeling that you have given too much and cannot get over it. If you still love him, then ignore everything I said today. If you discard all factors and feel that you don't love him anymore, then leave him. You are still young. You will only be nineteen after the New Year. Love yourself well. When you get over it, you will find that this relationship that you feel you cannot get over is just the most insignificant experience in your future life. Life is not only about love, but also about family and friendship. Your parents should love you very much. They will not abandon you because of your momentary mistake. Li Rui is not a petty person, but all this requires you to turn back in time, because it is your own business if you are willing to continue to waste time. If you want to drag others to accompany you, then others naturally have the right to reject you."
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