Jiang Nian's words were like a heavy hammer, hitting her heart hard.
But is it really too late?
Niu Aixiang herself doesn’t know.
She walked out of the clinic in confusion. Two or three days had passed, and the heavy snow had frozen into frost, making it even more slippery to step on.
She could only walk very slowly, taking one step at a time.
She finally had time to think carefully about everything she had experienced from Haicheng to here. Was it really what she wanted for the future?
She thought that the suffering was only temporary. Once the primary school was built, they could use their knowledge to exchange for survival capital, and their lives would be much better.
But she found out that she thought she and Zhao Heping were on the same boat. She just thought that she would accompany him when he was suffering. But before he could start to enjoy his happiness, he had already abandoned her!
Coupled with the letter that was the last straw that broke the camel's back, Niu Aixiang suddenly didn't know what she was trying to achieve.
It turns out that for that girl who refused to turn back until she hit the wall, it only took a moment for her to wake up.
“Huh!”
In the vast white sky and earth, this insignificant sneer quickly disappeared with the cold wind.
She suffered alone for a week due to illness, but Zhao Heping did not feel the slightest bit of sympathy.
She walked through the heavy snow alone to see Jiang Nian for medical treatment and didn't come back for two days, but he remained indifferent.
She went back to the educated youth camp and lay there for two days without doing anything. He just came over and asked her, "Are you better? If you are, come and help. The primary school doesn't need you for now, but the literacy class can't be stopped. Many people in the village won't agree to girls going to school, and they can only learn a few words through the literacy class."
However, if you work as a teacher in an elementary school, whether you are a regular or temporary worker, you will get a salary.
Literacy classes are different; they rely entirely on the selfless dedication of teachers.
Niu Aixiang is not a person who is unwilling to make sacrifices, but when she was making selfless contributions, she did not receive any salary, had to face heavy farm work, and did not have enough food to eat or warm clothes to wear.
So many educated youth had a hard life, but she had only been here for half a year, so why did she look so much more miserable than others?
As for Zhao Heping, apart from being a little tanned, there is essentially no difference between him and before.
Because his goodness was based on the fact that Niu Aixiang did most of the work for him.
And what did she get?
In the eyes of others, she was a woman who was giving herself away without knowing how to love herself, and there was no chance of her getting any benefits from him.
Niu Aixiang felt that the love she had been longing for was completely meaningless, and she had hurt her relatives and friends for this completely meaningless love.
Li Rui was right in scolding her, she was really stupid! This chapter has been read (please click on the next chapter to continue reading!)
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