calm!
It's too peaceful!
Xu Feng's eyes showed no sign of dejection after being expelled from school; instead, they held only cunning and an air of casual control.
Something's not right!
Something's completely wrong!
Xu Qingcheng decided to investigate Xu Feng.
She quietly opened the door and saw that everyone downstairs was still sitting around the round table. She tiptoed to Xu Feng's door, turned the doorknob, and carefully entered his room.
"Xu Feng, let me see what kind of monster you really are!"
Xu Qingcheng felt her heart pounding, but if she didn't understand Xu Feng's character for a day, she felt like there was a thorn in her heart that she couldn't pull out.
The first thing she saw was the messy room.
In this messy room, there were only books and countless ballpoint pens.
Both items were carelessly discarded on desks, sofas, the floor, or in trash cans.
"Only books and ballpoint pens... Why are there only books and ballpoint pens...?"
Xu Qingcheng couldn't understand. She picked up a "book" from the ground that was taller than a Xinhua Dictionary, opened it, and found that it was not a book, but Xu Feng's diary.
On the first page of the diary, it reads, "Every gifted person is a monster. The Xu family chose me because they lost their child. According to the law of loss and gain, my brother will definitely come back. As for me, in order to integrate into the Xu family as soon as possible, I can only fantasize about my brother possibly appearing in this family in the future!"
On page 2 of the diary, it reads, "It's so painful. Pretending to be stupid is so painful. But when I imagine my brother being scolded by my parents and sister, I suddenly feel less pain because I realize that there are people in this world who share my pain!"
On page 3 of the diary, it reads, "On my third day in the Xu family, through these three days of contact with them, I've discovered that the Xu family members seem to be very selfish and self-serving. As long as I act obedient enough, I can gain my parents' love and my sisters' love. Once I have their love, then whatever I do, whether right or wrong, is correct in their eyes. It's just like the book that Butler Li often carries, 'Pride and Prejudice,' except that I'm not the object of my family's pride or prejudice; it's my imaginary brother who is!"
On page 4 of the diary, it reads, "Pain seems to be transferable. My brother is in pain, and I'm happy. When I'm happy, my pain lessens, and it seems that some of that reduced pain falls on my brother. Sigh, but why is my brother as stupid as a dog? Although I don't understand why people on the internet add the word 'lick' before 'dog,' this word probably describes my brother now! I don't know if this assumption is valid, but logically speaking, since my brother hasn't felt any family affection for so many years, he should lick everyone's boots after returning to the Xu family, right? After all, he doesn't want to lose family affection either!"
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On page 3456 of the diary, it reads, "Today was another casual day, so I casually calculated the last digit of pi... It took me half an hour, but I finally got the last digit. It's [3]! It's nothing special! I really don't understand why they take so long to calculate it!"
On page 3457 of the diary, it reads, "Let's play some mental arithmetic today. What is 265×267×268×269×270? Oh, it is! What a pity, what a pity, such a simple mental arithmetic problem shouldn't appear on the test paper. Otherwise, I wouldn't have chosen to wrongly write some answers incorrectly! Oh dear, what can I do when the students are so stupid! It's not my fault, after all, I've tried my best to lower their scores! But I didn't expect they still couldn't catch up with me!"
On page 3458 of the diary, it reads, "It's been 3458 days since I came to the Xu family. I feel like I'm one step closer to death. But why would anyone choose to pray for blessings? Praying for blessings can also lead to death. Since gods can live forever, why has the true form of a god never appeared in the world? Am I not worthy of his appearance? Or are there no gods at all? Hmm, I really can't understand gods. They clearly don't pay any attention to those people, so why do they still go to worship him?"
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On page 6541 of the diary, it reads, "It hurts so much, it hurts so much. I don't know what's wrong with my brother. He actually wants to leave the Xu family and sever ties with Mom and Dad. I really want to laugh, but I also want to cry. If you leave, who will I transfer my pain to? Transferring it to my eldest sister seems like a good choice. My second sister, third sister, fourth sister, and fifth sister can also be the objects of my pain transfer, but I can no longer find any joy in tormenting my brother!"
On page 6542 of the diary, it reads, "According to triangulation, the distance between the sun and the earth is kilometers. Even at such a great distance, I can still feel its light and heat. But I've heard that the universe is cold. So, does the earth exist because it has a magnetic field? No, no, no, to be precise, all living things on earth, including the earth itself, have their own energy field, which is why they can thrive. But, my brother left home, so why is he still alive? Is it because he's a reincarnated character from a novel? Or does he have the ability to predict the future like I do?"
On page 6543 of the diary, it reads, "I hid my diary in the ocean of knowledge, or rather, I did it on purpose. What normal person writes a diary? But, who can blame me for not being normal? So, who will be the first to open this diary? Eldest sister, it's you, isn't it? You're wondering why I could guess it was you? Don't be wondering, eldest sister, after all, you were the first person in the family to be dissatisfied with me, so you'll definitely be the first to investigate me!"
"Smack!"
"Huff, huff..." After reading the last page, Qingcheng gasped for breath, closed the diary in terror, and threw it on the ground with a look of lingering fear.
She turned and ran out of the room, but bumped into Butler Li on her way back.
Butler Li looked puzzled when he saw Xu Qingcheng come out of Xu Feng's room.
"Young Miss, what are you doing going into Young Master Feng's room?"
"Don't tell anyone that I went into Xiaofeng's room, understand?"
Xu Qingcheng turned around and gave the order to Butler Li.
"yes."
After bowing, Butler Li went downstairs to assign tasks to the servants.
Xu Qingcheng returned to her room, quietly locked the door, and slumped against the wall, completely exhausted. She had discovered Xu Feng's secret for the first time.
She initially thought Xu Feng was just a scheming man with excellent grades but completely questionable character, but unexpectedly... he showed her some things she shouldn't have seen.
The diary records a total of more than 6,543 days, which means it took about 17 to 18 years to write so many entries!
Each page of the diary records Xu Feng's abnormal psychology, his extraordinary intelligence, and even his top-notch judgment!
Although she only browsed a small portion of the diary entries, she never dreamed that Xu Feng had already anticipated her breaking into his room to peek at the diary several days prior!
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