Chapter 52 She Wants Her "What do you want from me?" Su...
"What do you want to talk to me about?" Su Huaiwang was a little uneasy, and kept twisting the corners of his clothes with his fingers.
"Can't I come to you if there's nothing wrong?" Lin Jue smiled, but his eyelashes drooped slightly.
Su Huaiwang hurriedly waved his hands in panic: "That's not what I meant...it's just..."
"It's just that we haven't been together like this much lately, right?"
His amber eyes met hers.
She shouldn't have been as nervous as she was.
It's just friends visiting each other and chatting, which is normal no matter when.
She should feel happy and relaxed, not...
"What's wrong with you?" Lin Jue's voice broke her thoughts: "What are you thinking about?"
The girl's voice was soft, not like she was questioning her.
Su Huaiwang opened his mouth but couldn't explain what he meant.
"...Thinking about the return visit just now." She looked away.
Lin Jue lowered his eyes: "What did she ask?"
Su Huaiwang suddenly felt a little awkward and didn't want to listen to Lin Jue's intimate and nonchalant attitude when talking about the other party.
Being so awkward, I couldn't help but ask, "Did you two know each other before?"
Lin Jue was stunned for a moment and shook his head: "I don't know him."
"oh."
Something still felt wrong deep down.
"Why do you ask this?" The resentful ghost was very sensitive to negative emotions and asked cautiously.
"Nothing." Su Huaiwang's voice was very cold: "I just feel that you two don't look like you just met."
It would be better to say that Su Huaiwang had this feeling since the first time they met.
There seemed to be an atmosphere between them that she couldn't fit in, like the two closer members of a three-person group that Su Huaiwang had joined in middle school.
Su Huaiwang obviously shouldn't care, she obviously shouldn't care.
She should have let the other person disappear from her life long ago, from that slight unpleasantness when they first met to that little bit of unhappiness every time someone interfered.
Thinking about it over and over like this will not get you any results in the end, and even if you say it out loud, you won't get any answers.
So the moment Su Huaiwang brought up this topic, he regretted it.
She pursed her lips, trying to make her voice sound less angry: "I'm just a little curious."
The more you try to cover up, the more obvious it becomes.
Lin Jue stared at her with wide eyes: "Are you jealous?"
Su Huaiwang was startled and quickly clarified: "No, no, I was just asking, just asking! Forget it, just forget about it!"
The word "jealousy" carries too much weight. Su Huaiwang hasn't heard it in many years.
"Why would you forget?"
Lin Jue stood up and sat beside her, closer to her, his eyes filled with smiles and surprise as if filled with stars.
"Jealousy is a good thing, although I don't know why you would be jealous of her."
"Have you said anything..."
Su Huaiwang was speechless.
Lin Jue held her hand with his cool hand.
"Really, I'm very happy."
The girl's other hand also came up, and she held her hand in her palms and held it tightly.
And above this hand is the other person's radiant face.
"I have nothing to do with her. I don't like her, really."
As if afraid that Su Huaiwang would doubt her, Lin Jue used two "really" in succession.
She hesitated for a moment, then leaned her cheek against her hand again: "I just want to be with you. I like you the most."
The heat surged up, Su Huaiwang pulled his hand, but couldn't pull it back, so she could only turn her head away and not look at her:
"There are also situations where people who seem to have a bad relationship actually have the best relationship."
Her pitiful, watery amber eyes looked at her: "Don't you believe me?"
Su Huaiwang coughed lightly and said uncomfortably: "No."
"She cares about me so much because she doubts me, and I don't like this doubt."
"She doubts you?"
Su Huaiwang finally turned his head back.
She looked at the pitiful face in front of her with a frown on her face, and couldn't figure out what Lei Yinyin could possibly suspect Lin Jue of.
Are beautiful women more likely to deceive people?
“Yes,” Lin Jue rubbed the hand that had loosened its grip just because he listened to her carefully. “She suspected that I… would do something bad to you.”
"You did something bad?!" Su Huaiwang really found it unbelievable this time.
Lin Jue, a 20-year-old boy, looked delicate and tender. Su Huaiwang felt that she was more likely to do something bad than Lin Jue.
"Well," the girl squinted her eyes in satisfaction as she finally felt the warm palm of her hand against her cheek. "I have a criminal record."
"Criminal record?!" Su Huaiwang couldn't even control his voice: "Really?"
Lin Jue felt the slight trembling in the other person's palm and felt a little strange. He didn't know why Su Huaiwang reacted so strongly.
She raised her head: "Do you mind?"
"No..." Su Huaiwang lowered his eyes to look at her, feeling mixed emotions: "I just..."
All kinds of emotions, curiosity, jealousy, sadness, doubt... mixed together in her heart like a bucket of paint that had been kicked over, making it impossible for her to understand what came after "just".
"It's not a big deal. It's over long ago. She's the one who keeps chasing me."
Although Lin Jue said this, Su Huaiwang felt even more distressed.
She is only twenty years old this year. How early can it be?
The palm of his hand caressed the girl's face slowly and unconsciously at the owner's will.
Lin Jue was like a satisfied cat, enjoying Su Huaiwang's care while she was in a daze.
Su Huaiwang was completely unaware of her joy and continued to comfort her:
"That's right, it's all in the past. A criminal record doesn't mean anything. You probably won't be taking the civil service exam anyway."
Lin Jue nodded.
Su Huaiwang hesitated to speak.
She wanted to know what kind of criminal record Lin Jue had, but she felt that this question was too far-fetched.
She was so confused that when she came to her senses, Lin Jue was almost leaning into her arms.
She quickly pulled back her hand that had touched the other person's chin and took two steps back.
Lin Jue wrinkled his nose subconsciously, dissatisfied: "Why don't you continue?"
As he said this, he moved his face closer.
Su Huaiwang reached out his hand, and the moment he touched her, he changed from touching to pinching, gently pinching the soft flesh on her cheek:
"You're already this old, so stop acting like a spoiled brat."
She was helpless.
At Lin Jue’s age, if he continues to do these things, he will definitely be misunderstood by others.
Out of her obligation as a friend, she didn't want to see this happen.
Lin Jue's nose twitched slightly, with a hint of jealousy mixed with more complicated emotions that she could hardly distinguish.
"Can't I do this to you?"
The girl nuzzled her wrist and looked at her askew.
The part of my wrist that was rubbed felt like it was on fire, and the heat rushed all the way to my brain.
Su Huaiwang opened his mouth, but couldn't utter the word "can't".
"...what if when facing other people..."
"So you're afraid I'll do the same to other people."
Lin Jue smiled brightly. She had finally grasped the source of her jealousy.
"No," the originally clear voice was lowered a little at this time, but still soft: "I just want to act coquettishly with you, is that not okay?"
The woman clenched her hand to prevent her from taking advantage of the situation, so she put her face against her wrist.
His wrist moved against the side of her face, as if it was close to her heart.
Lin Jue kissed the location of the green meridian.
The hand immediately retracted as if it had been burned by a branding iron.
Su Huaiwang half leaned on the armrest of the sofa, tightly holding his burned hand, his face flushed with emotions.
Lin Jue stretched out his hand, wanting to hug her, but stopped halfway.
"Can I hold you?" she asked.
"Why?" She heard Su Huaiwang's voice was dry.
The girl rolled her eyes: "Because I miss you so much?"
Su Huaiwang did not reply, but just sat on the sofa without moving.
She knew this was tacit consent, so she stuck close to him without hesitation and breathed in unison with her.
The warm breath hit Su Huaiwang's neck, making it hot.
Lin Jue was not heavy, and even though he was half on top of her, he still only brought her a soft pleasure.
Su Huaiwang reached out and hugged her back, the girl's long hair entangled in her fingers.
Now, as long as she raised her eyes, she could see the two bodies pressed tightly together.
Touch is even more sensitive than vision.
Hugs always gave her the illusion that she was completely possessed by Lin Jue.
It was obvious that the other person's body was not large, and it was obvious that his arms were not exerting any force.
But she... just had this illusion.
Even scarier, she enjoyed the illusion.
She wanted Lin Jue to possess her.
Su Huaiwang rested his head on the armrest of the sofa, his eyes dull.
For a long time, Su Huaiwang did not speak, and just let Lin Jue hug him.
Until Lin Jue let her go and propped himself up on the sofa.
When she looked at Su Huaiwang, there was obvious uneasiness on her face:
"Did I do something wrong?"
Su Huaiwang looked at her quietly for a while, and as she became increasingly panicked, he reached out and brushed a strand of hair that had accidentally strayed from her face behind her ear.
"Why do you think so?"
“It’s just…” Lin Jue couldn’t say that she usually wouldn’t hug him for so long: “It’s the feeling.”
After saying that, she immediately added: "If I do something wrong, you must tell me the first time and I will change."
The woman beneath him seemed to sigh softly, but it didn't seem like she sighed at all: "Are you like this to everyone? It will be very tiring if you keep changing."
Lin Jue smiled: "No, only to you. If there is anything you don't like, I can change it."
The woman paused for a long time, took a deep breath, and said in a different voice than before: "Can I ask why?"
"What why?"
"Why do you say...you can change for me."
"Because I like you."
This is a very simple truth.
Lin Jue thought she had realized it a long time ago.
Now that she said it out loud, for some reason, she felt a sense of relief in her heart, coursing through her veins, making her feel so comfortable that she wanted to hug Su Huaiwang's neck again and rub it.
But it’s not possible now. She hasn’t figured out whether Su Huaiwang is angry with her, so she can’t act rashly.
So she waited eagerly for Su Huaiwang to give her an answer.
Su Huaiwang seemed to be lost in endless thought, and even his eyes were rarely on her.
Unsatisfactory, but tolerable.
Lin Jue tried to straighten up and change their current ambiguous and uncomfortable posture, but Su Huaiwang grabbed his wrist.
Even after hugging someone for a long time, the girl's wrists were still cold, and there seemed to be no pulse trembling under her fingertips.
Su Huaiwang shuddered, and his anxiety was slightly alleviated by this strange feeling.
She raised her head and opened her lips slightly:
"...There's a meteor shower in a couple of days. Want to go see it together?"
Not surprisingly, Lin Jue readily agreed to her request.
Those amber eyes were filled with nothing but pure joy and intimacy, just like what Su Huaiwang had seen in many days before.
But she has not only day, but also night.
In the amber of the night, the impure and sticky desire often flashes between licks and bites, or in accidental glances.
The hand holding the girl's wrist tightened, and Su Huaiwang's shoulders trembled.
If, she meant if.
How wonderful it would be if these eyes, these eyes looking at her, could contain not only the day but also the night.
Real, unpretentious, unconcealed, shameful, dissolute, terrifying -
She wanted her.
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