Chapter 55: Lack of energy Until lying on the bed, Su Huai looked at his brain...
Even when he lay down on the bed, Su Huaiwang still couldn't wrap his mind around it.
They came down from the mountain, and Lin Jue considerately didn't let her drive. On the way back home, Lin Jue made lunch for her. While she was eating, Lin Jue helped her get Da Hui and Xiao Huang back from Lei Yinyin...
What is Lin Jue thinking?
She turned her head and saw her fair palms lying flat on the bed, still emitting hot and humid steam. She had just taken a shower.
In the bathroom, she couldn't bear to look in the mirror.
The strange feeling between her legs was not very strong. She didn't know whether it was because she had already known the other person in her dreams, or because she had done enough preparation.
But the marks dotted on the body were shocking.
Only then did she realize what had happened last night.
So... she did it with Lin Jue.
And more than once.
If the initial kiss was a result of being carried away, then it would be difficult to use this excuse to justify everything that happened afterwards.
After all, he had done this so many times, and even after getting his hands wet, he still clung to the other person tightly. This behavior could not be explained by momentary lust.
Likewise, Lin Jue can't do that either.
But Lin Jue said nothing and showed nothing.
Along the way, everything was exactly the same as before last night.
Su Huaiwang suddenly felt a panic in his heart.
So what is her relationship with Lin Jue now?
Friends? Lovers? Sex buddies? One-night stands?
Su Huaiwang covered his head and curled up on the bed.
The scent of Lin Jue seemed to still remain on the skin, and the cool sandalwood made people shiver.
Disappointment gradually accumulated and flooded into Su Huaiwang's mind.
Maybe Lin Jue had never thought about developing any relationship with her, and the other party just did it because the mood was right.
After all, do sex and love have to be one and the same? Even if she and Lin Jue had sex, they could still maintain their previous relationship. Was Lin Jue's attitude telling her this?
The more she thought about it, the colder her heart became.
Su Huaiwang is not a conservative person, but he is definitely not an open person either.
She will not accept having a relationship with someone she has no feelings for.
Her feelings for Lin Jue were already clear before she asked him to go watch the meteor shower.
A kind of affection that she thought was vague, but in fact could not be suppressed.
For the first time in twenty-five years, she had mustered up the courage to pursue a relationship, but now, that courage was shattered.
Is there love after sex? She didn't know, and she didn't know what Lin Jue thought, but based on the current situation, she couldn't expect it.
Her excitement had long been suppressed, her thoughts were in a mess, and she had only slept for a short time last night. As she was thinking, she actually fell asleep.
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She was awakened by the doorbell.
My head was still dizzy, so I put on some clothes and went to open the door.
But as soon as I saw the person standing outside the door, my sleepiness immediately disappeared.
"Good evening."
Lin Jue greeted her with a smile, holding a bag in his hand:
"Still sleeping?"
His neck seemed to have a stiff neck and suddenly became much stiffer. Su Huai looked at Mumu and nodded.
"Let's go to bed after dinner?" Lin Jue said, holding up the bag in his hand: "I'll make something simple, but you can't go to bed without eating."
The disheveled woman looked at her silently for a long while, without saying whether it was okay or not, but just turned sideways and let her in.
Lin Jue was very familiar with Su Huaiwang's house. He went into the kitchen with ease, and soon, the sounds of pots and pans could be heard.
Su Huaiwang did not return to his room, but found a place to curl up on the sofa, nodding his head, and fell asleep due to the noise in the kitchen.
The cat jumped onto her legs, found a place in her arms and curled up. Su Huaiwang glanced at it dazedly, then quickly closed her eyes again. The master and pet fell asleep on the sofa.
The sound stopped at some point. Su Huaiwang tried hard to open his eyes but failed.
It seemed as if someone was touching her gently, from her cheeks, ears to her neck. The fingertips were very cold, giving her goose bumps all the way, making Su Huaiwang shiver.
After a long effort, my eyes were finally able to open a little, and a hazy shadow of a person appeared in my vision.
Su Huaiwang reached out and hugged the man's neck, his voice a little hoarse: "What are you doing?"
The man paused, which was unusual, and did not answer. When he spoke again, it was in a tone of making excuses: "See if you are cold..."
Liar.
If it's to see if she's cold.
There was no need to touch her like that.
"It's not cold at first." Su Huaiwang held his breath and pushed back.
The other person seemed to be speechless, hunching his shoulders and neck, looking pitiful.
Su Huaiwang suddenly wanted to say everything, whether it was his own feelings, questions to the other party, or even complaints.
But she finally held back.
Boring.
You can never wake up a person who pretends to be asleep.
So the woman got off the sofa with a frown on her face, looking angry at being woken up.
Lin Jue was like a child who had done something wrong behind her, not even daring to ask loudly: "Don't you want to... change your clothes?"
She looked at the light red marks on Su Huaiwang's neck that occasionally appeared as his clothes moved, and felt regretful.
If I had known, I wouldn't have touched it, but she was so happy that she couldn't walk when she saw those marks, and even forgot to pretend to breathe.
"I'm at home, why should I change clothes?" Su Huaiwang rarely spoke to her so coldly.
Lin Jue became more and more annoyed and shut his mouth, not daring to say anything more.
Su Huaiwang looked at her obviously avoiding the question and felt even more furious.
The two of them finished their meal, each with their own thoughts.
After the meal, Lin Jue was eagerly expecting Su Huaiwang to keep her, but Su Huaiwang didn't even mention it and sent her away directly without even letting her wash the dishes.
The resentful ghost lowered his head before being rejected, and thought about where he might have done wrong.
The annoying Taoist priest appeared beside her again, mocking her in a voice that seemed to be watching the fun:
"Hey, you got kicked out again?"
When Lin Jue turned his head, he saw that face that deserved a beating.
But this time she didn't feel like arguing with others.
She raised an eyebrow and chuckled, "Heh."
Lei Yinyin:? What does this mean?
The Taoist priest hesitated to speak: "...is your brain finally broken?"
Lin Jue's mouth turned cold, and then he thought that there was no need for him to explain to this person, so he ignored her and turned away.
Only Lei Yinyin was left standing there scratching his head, not knowing what had happened.
Su Huaiwang witnessed the whole process from behind the curtain.
Her expression was cold, even colder than the arrogance Lin Jue had shown towards Lei Yinyin.
His eyes looked particularly dark in the corner away from the light. He stared out the window, not knowing what he was thinking.
She saw Lin Jue's intimate attitude, her chuckle, and the brief conversation between them - she did not see Lin Jue's explanation.
Lin Jue's explanation seemed pale and powerless at this moment.
If two people really hate each other, how could they interact with each other like this every day?
Su Huaiwang gently bit his lower lip and let go of the curtains.
The doorbell rang just in time after she gave up peeping.
Su Huaiwang opened her phone and saw Lei Yinyin had sent her a message.
Lei Yinyin was outside the door. She didn't rush to open it, but relaxed her brows, replied to the other party's message, and went back to her room to change clothes.
Half a minute later, Lei Yinyin was sitting on the sofa in Su Huaiwang's house, playing with the dog with a smile on her face.
She looked up and saw the absent-minded look on the woman opposite her.
"What? Didn't you have fun out there?"
"Not really." Su Huaiwang paused.
I can’t say I’m happy, but it’s pretty cool.
Lei Yinyin raised her eyebrows, feeling rather proud for some reason: "There's no need to make excuses for her, she's just a very boring type..." She couldn't bring herself to say the last word "person".
It was clearly just a casual remark, but somehow it caught the other person's attention: "You know her well?"
The woman's eyebrows deepened.
"I guess so." Lei Yinyin didn't really want to answer this question and turned a blind eye.
Su Huaiwang narrowed his eyes, leaned forward, and moved closer to Lei Yinyin: "So what kind of person is she in your eyes?"
"That's a little hard to say..." After all, in her eyes, Lin Jue wasn't even a human being. Lei Yinyin was about to open her mouth and say something nonsense, but when she glanced, she saw something she shouldn't have seen.
She stood up suddenly, her sharp eyes wide open.
Su Huaiwang was puzzled and looked up to ask her what was wrong, but he didn't expect that the red mark on the edge of her collar would be more obvious.
"This... this... this is..." Lei Yinyin pointed at her with trembling fingertips.
Su Huaiwang realized something was wrong and lowered his head. A flash of panic passed by, and he quickly replaced it with calmness: "It was a mosquito bite."
"Well, well, this mosquito is really big..."
Su Huaiwang's eyes wandered, and he coughed lightly to cover up his embarrassment: "Let's get back to the topic just now, okay?"
Lei Yinyin, who was extremely excited just now, suddenly calmed down for some reason after she said this.
She took a deep breath, and her already righteous face became even more solemn: "You just asked me what kind of person I thought Lin Jue was, right?"
She emphasized the word "人", which sounded a bit strange to Su Huaiwang.
Talking about this topic seemed to require Lei Yinyin to make a lot of mental preparation. She took a few deep breaths, hesitated with her hands, and finally reached out and put them on Su Huaiwang's shoulders.
Those starry eyes looked at her solemnly, and Su Huaiwang suddenly thought that she was a fallen girl caught by the police.
"I don't know what she told you, or what kind of... type you think she is, but she is dangerous and you shouldn't have any contact with her."
"Dangerous?" Su Huaiwang repeated the word and suddenly found it a little funny.
With her free hand, she gently pulled open the collar a little, revealing just the slightest red mark. She smiled, "In that sense?"
Lei Yinyin took a deep breath and tightened her grip on her shoulders, "No matter what the meaning is, it's very dangerous!
"She's not a good partner, not someone worth loving! Not even someone... worth spending a lifetime with!
"She doesn't understand what love is, and she doesn't know how to love. She can't give you what you need. You are just temporarily blinded by her. Soon you will understand..."
"Understand what?" The unusually cold woman interrupted her chatter: "Understand what you are hiding from me? Or understand that I shouldn't get involved in a world I can't get involved in?"
"Why do you say that—" Lei Yinyin looked surprised.
"Why? Just tell me what comes to mind." Su Huaiwang brushed her hand away and stood up: "Maybe I'm too sleepy and don't have the energy to receive you. If there's nothing wrong, I want to go back to sleep."
Lei Yinyin was speechless. She lowered her head, clenched her hands, and didn't know what was going on in her mind.
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