Chapter 64: Retreat to Advance: A World Filled with Fog.
A world filled with fog.
Su Huaiwang walked inside, curious about everything.
She was now walking in a small village, and Lin Jue said that this was the Beiguan Village she had been to before.
Red brick houses, thatched houses, mud houses, houses built by villagers of different economic strengths still live in the small world of resentful ghosts.
But Su Huaiwang never saw a villager again.
When she asked, Lin Jue simply said, "They are somewhere else. I don't want you to see them."
Companion ghosts are the byproducts of vengeful ghosts' vengeance. They carry the resentful ghost's wrath, and no place in the Three Realms or Six Paths can contain them. Only after the resentful ghost transforms into a vicious ghost can they be truly killed. Otherwise, they will awaken countless times from the resentful ghost's nightmares, suffering eternal torment.
Su Huaiwang looked up and saw that these houses were full of the unique style of the Minguan area, which was quite different from what she usually saw.
The only thing she was familiar with was a house on the hillside that looked out of place.
She pointed at the villa and asked suspiciously: "What is that?"
Lin Jue, who had been staring at her eagerly, suddenly became excited and said with a smile, "I built that according to your memory. How is it? Is it well built?"
Su Huaiwang looked at the house that was almost identical to hers, and then looked at the vengeful ghost wagging its tail: "...It's pretty good."
After saying that, he seemed to remember something and asked, "So you can read my memory?"
The girl, who had been feeling happy, immediately reacted like a cat whose tail had been stepped on. "No! I can, but I won't read anything. I only read the memories related to this house because I don't want you to live in those houses."
Lin Jue extended his hand to her, his amber eyes filled with sincerity: "I'll take you up there to have a look, okay?"
Su Huaiwang remained silent, his eyes lowered, not knowing what he was thinking, but he still put his hand on hers.
Lin Jue smiled.
In her little world, the vengeful ghost is almost omnipotent.
In the blink of an eye, the two of them were in the bedroom.
The fog still hung in every corner, but other than that, every detail was exactly the same as her real room.
Lin Jue pointed to the large bed in the middle of the bedroom: "That's where you were, saying you wanted to go home."
"I don't remember." Su Huaiwang frowned.
"Your memory didn't originally include this part. Because you were asleep most of the time in my little world."
"Why?"
Lin Jue hesitated to speak: "...Because I don't dare."
She didn't dare let Su Huaiwang see her.
"But I have woven many beautiful dreams for you, and you could have lived happily with me forever.
"Even so, when I asked you, you still wanted to leave me.
"I let them take you away, and I stayed alone in my little world, learning how to love.
"I'll come to you when I think I've finally learned it."
Lin Jue smiled and gently pinched her fingers, his amber eyes shining:
"Can you feel my love for you now?"
Su Huaiwang lowered his head and looked at the two people's clasped hands, suddenly confused:
“Is it worth it?”
"What?" Lin Jue tilted his head slightly.
"I mean, why me?"
"What? Why you? Is there anyone else besides you?"
Su Huaiwang opened his mouth, but no sound came out.
She felt her throat dry, and it took all her strength to make a sound: "There are many people who are more worthy of love than me; there are also many things in the world that can make people happy than love."
Why must I persist in loving her? Why must I change myself in order to love her?
A heavy sense of guilt weighed on Su Huaiwang's heart.
She doesn't like to see others change themselves for her. She doesn't deserve others to do so, and she doesn't deserve others to make loving her the goal of their life.
She subconsciously felt sorry for Lin Jue.
But Lin Jue didn't seem to understand what she meant:
"But I only want you, I don't want anyone else."
"There are many people who would choose to save you in that situation," Su Huaiwang pursed his lips. "Anyone with a normal sense of morality would do it, and they would even do better than me."
"But the fact is that you are the only one who did it."
"That's because you only met me. If you met more people——"
The sound stopped abruptly.
Su Huaiwang saw tears flowing from the girl's eyes.
The girl's eyes were red, and against her pale skin, she looked even more pitiful.
Her voice trembled: "So you still... want to reject me?"
Su Huaiwang panicked and moved over to wipe her tears with the tip of his thumb: "No! That's not what I meant."
"But you clearly want to push me away."
The girl's tears flowed more and more, wetting almost Su Huaiwang's entire palm.
Su Huaiwang was a little dazed. Can ghosts cry?
"Did I do something wrong? Tell me, I can change." The girl looked at her with watery eyes, as if begging.
Su Huaiwang replied subconsciously: "No, you did nothing wrong."
"Then," Lin Jue held her hand tightly, almost painfully, "Can you be with me now?"
Before Su Huaiwang could answer, Lin Jue said eagerly, "As long as I can be with you, I can do whatever you want me to do! I can do anything!"
Su Huaiwang was silent.
Lin Jue rested his forehead on her hand, feeling the cool and soft touch: "Please..."
Su Huaiwang looked at her like this, and the words of explanation came to his lips, but he couldn't let them roll out from between his lips.
She just sighed, hugged her in her arms, and patted her back gently: "That's not what I wanted to say... Forget it."
Lin Jue leaned on her shoulder, still crying quietly: "Now that I've told you everything, do you hate me?"
"No dislike."
"Do you love me then?"
"……I have no idea."
The word "love" is too heavy, and Su Huaiwang can't say it out loud.
She never felt as heavy towards Lin Jue as Lin Jue felt towards her.
A little bit of affection, a little bit of lust, a little bit of need and dependence constitute her liking.
She originally thought that Lin Jue liked her in the same way, but until Lin Jue confessed it all to her, she suddenly realized that she and Lin Jue were completely different.
Su Huaiwang rubbed his eyebrows, feeling a little regretful.
It would be better if she didn't say such ambiguous words to Lin Jue. She just wanted Lin Jue to confess his love for her, and didn't want him to tell her everything.
Sometimes the truth is not a good thing. If Su Huaiwang didn't know all this, his feelings would definitely not be as complicated as they are now.
Lin Jue was still buried in her shoulder, his tears soaking the cloth on her shoulder, which stuck to her body and felt cold.
The girl's originally clear voice was now muffled: "Do you like me?"
"like."
This time Su Huaiwang did not hesitate.
"That's good."
The resentful ghost stopped crying and kissed her neck stickily: "I want to kiss you."
Before Su Huaiwang could answer, his soft lips moved all the way up.
Lin Jue stood on tiptoe and rubbed her ear.
After a few kisses of the lips and tongue, pink blood immediately flowed into the white ears.
An itchy and strange feeling swirled in his brain. Su Huaiwang's brain was steaming, and he was taken to the bed by Lin Jue in a daze.
The girl lay on the bed with her arms around her neck, her black hair spread out and a few tears hanging on her flower-like smile.
For the first time, Su Huaiwang discovered that he could use the word "seductive eyes" to describe this beautiful, delicate, and otherworldly face.
Lin Jue kissed her, from lips to chin, and then to earlobe.
The sound of water was heard at a very close distance, and the girl held the round pearl in her mouth and bit it wantonly.
Su Huaiwang didn't want to be so embarrassed, but the girl was very aware of every sensitive part of her body.
The sound that came out of his lips and teeth made her feel unfamiliar. In a daze, she didn't even notice that Lin Jue's hand around her neck had quietly left.
His elbows, which were supported on both sides of the head of the person beneath him, soon turned red and limp. If he lost his strength a little, they would hit the person's face.
Lin Jue should have been gentle, but at this moment he became sharp-tongued, grinding her senses like a file until they became numb and submissive.
"Are you tired?" Lin Jue's unclear voice came.
Su Huaiwang nodded desperately, suppressing the desire to beg for mercy, hoping that she would let him go.
"ah!"
Screaming in shock.
Then she could no longer bear it, and screams mixed with crying followed one after another.
"Let me go...! I don't want it! Take it away!"
Lin Jue licked the trembling on her neck obsessively, looking back.
The grayish-white mist lifted his ankles and meandered upwards. The damp and cold feeling made Su Huaiwang shiver unconsciously.
Lin Jue comforted her: "This way you won't be tired."
"It's so weird!" Su Huaiwang opened his dazed eyes, still with a little bit of rationality left.
"It will be very comfortable." She didn't know if it was her illusion, but Lin Jue seemed to be coaxing her.
But when she looked over, the girl suddenly showed a sincere smile that was just right.
Su Huaiwang had to believe her.
“Hmm…ha…”
A strange touch spread all the way, like snail mucus or cold cotton wool.
Light her, press her, rub her, make her cold from the outside to the inside, and hot from the inside to the outside.
"So strange, Lin Jue, so strange..."
Lin Jue also lowered his head, as if he didn't understand what she was saying.
"Are you comfortable?"
"Comfortable..." Su Huaiwang panted. She was particularly honest at this time.
"That's good." The girl's eyes flashed with surprise and satisfaction: "I will definitely make you satisfied."
"So..." She leaned close to Su Huaiwang's ear, and the gray-white mist also quietly touched over, carefully teasing the small hairs on the woman's ear: "Just like me, okay?"
"I only like you... um..." The person being tortured had a red face and was already incoherent, not knowing what he was answering.
When the man under her heard this answer, he hugged her and his pale face was flushed with excitement: "I love you."
But this time Su Huaiwang couldn't respond to her. The master was excited, and the gray mist was equally excited, rushing around and hitting the places he liked.
The woman rolled her eyes and couldn't even make a sound.
The sound of rain made the mist damp.
It rained for the first time in the small world.
Lin Jue felt the stiffness and heat of the person on his body and sighed, "You only do this with me? Look, I've never let you down."
The dazed man finally came to his senses, feeling the urge still surging in his body, tears rolling down his face.
This time it was finally her turn to cry.
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