Chapter 380 Pain and Love
The anger in Huo Dongming's eyes faded away little by little.
No matter how vicious and heartless Shang Wanwan's words were just now, the moment she showed her sadness, Huo Dongming had already lost everything.
Huo Dongming also realized that it was his words that made Shang Wanwan feel extremely insecure.
His attempt failed.
He knew that Shang Wanwan loved him deeply, and even if he left, he was afraid that this silly girl would still stay with him without hesitation.
Huo Dongming didn't know whether he should be happy or sad.
"Yes, I lied, I was cheating on you. Huo Dongming, if you dare to leave me again in this life, I swear you will never see me and my three children again. I will take them away and never see you again.
I have forgiven you time and again. In front of you, in front of love, I have no bottom line to give in. You are the only one in my heart.
I don't seek glory and wealth in my life, nor do I want the title of Mrs. Huo. What I want is stability and happiness.
I want you to be there because I am going through hardship and in the darkest moments, your presence can provide me with a bright light, rather than making my future even worse. "
She spoke with great sincerity and almost burst into tears.
Shang Wanwan thought that if Huo Dongming was an ordinary person, she would be willing to live a hard life with him, and she would be willing to follow him wherever he went.
But what Shang Wanwan couldn't stand the most was Huo Dongming saying again and again that he wanted to leave. The uneasiness surged into her heart just like it did five years ago, making her unable to help but get angry.
Huo Dongming reached out and gently wiped away the tears from her eyes. He couldn't tell whether he was moved or sad.
"Silly boy, I was just joking with you, why did you take it seriously? Am I not by your side now? You should also know that no woman can make me fall in love with her.
Shang Wanwan, just now I asked you if you loved me. You gave me a positive answer. Now I also tell you that I will only love you as a woman in my life. Do you understand?"
Shang Wan was crying with tears streaming down her face one second, and the next second her heart was like on a roller coaster and she missed several beats because of his confession.
After crying, she couldn't help laughing again. The red tears on her nose were still falling at the corners of her eyes.
She sobbed softly and hit his strong chest with her hands.
"Why are you scaring me with these words? I will not let you go, even if I die. Even if death wants us to separate, I will not agree.
Huo Dongming, I don't know why you have been feeling weird for a while, but please believe me and know that I need you. I can't live without you."
She sobbed softly, her two small hands tightly wrapped around his strong waist, as if she was afraid that he would suddenly disappear.
"Don't say such things anymore, Silly Wanwan. Even if our relationship is good now, we will separate one day.
We will have many children and grandchildren and live together till old age, but one day I will be gone before you. Please remember this and live well for our children and our descendants."
Huo Dongming kissed her tears away with a passionate kiss. He changed his approach to help Shang Wanwan with her final psychological preparation during this period.
He didn't know if this method would work. If not, he would find a hypnotist, hoping to erase all memories related to him so that she could start over with the child.
When this thought burst out of his mind, Huo Dongming's heart was tightly gripped.
If hypnosis can make Shang Wanwan believe that the love between two people is a fact, then it can also make her forget everything that happened between her and himself.
He thought she could let Shang Wanwan forget everything about herself before he performed surgery on the two children.
In this way, she will be able to live without sorrow and with a calm mind.
At this moment, Huo Dongming suddenly realized the cruelty of this incident. It was a pain like cramping and breaking bones for both Shang Wanwan and him.
When he faced Shang Wanwan's tenderness again, the tenderness in his heart filled his chest.
"Okay, stop crying. If you keep crying, my heart will ache."
He opened her clothes and took them off one by one.
Huo Dongming didn't want to think about anything at this moment. He would rather indulge in her body, forget all his current troubles and just want to have fun with her.
Shang Wanwan felt the weight of his body.
They kissed and comforted each other.
They all thought they were healing each other, but in fact their hearts were inexplicably torn.
Only the person involved can understand the deep pain.
Huo Dongming and Shang Wanwan hugged each other tightly.
Only when they are together can they deeply feel their love for each other.
After a night of lovemaking, Huo Dongming seemed never satisfied.
Shang Wanwan just felt that she had been tormented by him many times.
The difference is that his struggles are like those of a gentle rogue.
There is caution in aggression.
Use superb skills to satisfy Shang Wanwan as much as possible while also freeing yourself, taking both into account without hurting the child.
Shang Wanwan had never realized that Huo Dongming was such a cautious person. He was always rough and bold in such matters.
When I did it with him on Shangwanwan before, I would feel an inexplicable fear when I saw the bed.
Although she was tired and sleepy today, he made her feel very comfortable.
Finally, Shang Wanwan fell into his arms and fell asleep with a satisfied smile on her face.
It was already very late when she opened her eyes the next morning. She reached for the bed, but Huo Dongming was no longer there.
She thought he might have gone to the company and didn't pay much attention to it.
The room was a mess, with the clothes they had taken off in their fits of passion scattered all over the floor.
Shang Wanwan was thinking about sorting the clothes and sending them to the laundry room as soon as Mrs. Zhang came into the room to clean up. Her foot just stepped on the carpet and she almost fell to the ground.
The soreness between my legs is the same as it was five years ago.
The difference is that it was caused by semi-violence back then, but these times she did it willingly.
She dragged her tired body and gathered all the clothes into a pile.
When I passed by the trash can, I found several of those things thrown inside.
One can imagine how excited Huo Dongming was last night.
Shang Wanwan blushed instantly.
Fortunately, I discovered it early, otherwise when Aunt Zhang came upstairs to see it, she would have been so socially frustrated.
As for the past, Shang Wanwan no longer thought about it.
At that time she didn't have the mind to observe these things, but now that she saw them, she should at least avoid the old man's eyes.
Shang Wanwan felt sore all over, and it took her nearly 20 minutes to clean up the room a little.
Looking at the messy sheets on the bed, there seemed to be some unclear marks.
Even though the air conditioner was on in the room, beads of sweat appeared on her forehead.
Shang Wanwan knew that her body couldn't take it anymore. If she continued, the baby in her belly might have problems due to overwork.
She had a lot of experience having been pregnant with twins.