Chapter 88 Until I am satisfied
Huo Dongming always deepened her guilt by saying that she had plotted against him, and Shang Wanwan always thought it was her fault.
Her efforts were ultimately her own problem, so she can take back her efforts.
She didn't fall for Huo Dongming's tricks.
"No, Huo Dongming, I don't owe you anything. Except that you promised to marry me, you didn't give me a wedding, no one knew I was Mrs. Huo, I didn't have a wedding ring, and I had no status.
I am with you, taking care of your diet and daily life every day. I do things that only a housemaid would do. At night, I will stay by your bedside to take care of your physiological needs.
I have to take care of your mood, understand your difficulties, and tolerate your mistress. Huo Dongming, what have you given me? "
Shang Wanwan started to settle accounts with him.
"If I want living expenses, I have to ask your secretary for it and go to the finance department for verification, so I don't want it. I have become a high-class beggar who has to stay by your side just to have a meal.
At least I have enough food and shelter at my mother's house. I don't have to worry about sex and I don't have to worry about other people's faces. Even though Chen Yao is not my biological mother, she doesn't oppress me. "
Shang Wanwan poured out all the grievances she had suffered over the past three years.
She was in a stable mood and spoke at a steady pace, with no signs of emotion.
Huo Dongming knew that he had gone too far this time.
"Wanwan——"
He called her name, softly and humbly.
Shang Wanwan curled her lips, and a sarcastic smile naturally came out.
"I'm not Shang Wanwan. I don't even know who I am. Mr. Huo is right to think that I'm not worthy of you, but as long as I can have a meal, I will never eat a grain of rice from your family in the future."
His slap completely killed her heart.
The only expectation and hope she had for him disappeared.
What love?
It was just an accident caused by the impulse of youth, a lonely flower that was watered by herself in her own world.
Her body became mud and fertilizer, and when it finally withered, her self-righteous love for Huo Dongming was buried with her.
A play written and directed by myself, a gamble by one person, who can I blame if I lose?
Is she going to blame Huo Dongming today?
No, he never said he loved her from beginning to end.
He was just enjoying her.
She had never been his wife.
Now it seems that she is not even a plaything.
At least the toys will be kept in an exquisite cage.
Carefully maintained.
She was just an insignificant woman who could be discarded at any time.
"Huo Dongming, I know you don't love me, and I don't want to love you anymore..."
How clear-headed must her mind be to redeem her mind that has admired him for so many years?
She should be grateful to Yi Xiaxue, because she pulled her out of the abyss of love.
Shang Wanwan sniffed and her eyes were red.
"I wish you and Miss Yi a happy marriage..."
She wanted to leave, but Huo Dongming held her tightly and refused to let go.
"Shang Wanwan, shut up and stop saying nonsense. There is no one between you and me, just you and me.
I will not marry Yi Xiaxue. She saved me, but I will never marry her."
Shang Wanwan closed her eyes and closed her heart.
No matter what he said, she would no longer believe him and didn't want to care about him anymore.
He says one thing and does another.
He would not marry Yi Xiaxue, not because of her, but because his father would not allow it and because the Huo family would not tolerate an actress as a daughter-in-law.
She has always been the most useful shield for his love with Yi Xiaxue.
Whether she is shameless or not, Shang Wanwan herself feels that she is too shameless.
People are coming to her house to make a living, but she is still hanging around here like an ignorant person.
Shang Wanwan, however, could not hear a single word of the sincerity in Huo Dongming's mouth.
This slap shattered all the friendship between them over the past three years.
Does it matter to her whether he marries Yi Xiaxue or anyone else?
Is it because of her?
"Huo Dongming, tell me you love me."
She stopped asking and stopped thinking.
She had no more tears.
She just looked at him quietly, staring at the face she had admired for many years.
The one who haunted her was someone she would rather be scolded as shameless than not.
Huo Dongming looked back at her, his black eyes surging.
He moved his lips, and Shang Wanwan even thought that he would say something in order to keep her and to justify the slap.
It's okay to deceive her.
"We are still husband and wife. I have never thought of abandoning you. You will always be Mrs. Huo."
Huo Dongming was very sad...
"Love", he couldn't say it.
He doesn’t understand—
But he wants to take care of Shang Wanwan, both physically and mentally, all the time.
He wanted her graceful body to warm his loneliness, wanted her sweetness, and her catering to satisfy his vanity and pride as a man.
"Oh--"
Shang Wanwan closed her eyelids slightly. Being held in his arms, she could not feel any of the sweetness she had once experienced.
She longed for his embrace and tenderness so much.
Every time Shang Wanwan is hugged, her love for Huo Dongming deepens.
She has been hypnotizing herself like this for the past three years, falling into depravity step by step.
Until Yi Xiaxue reappeared, her marriage filter was finally shattered.
"Mrs. Huo? No, Huo Dongming, I don't want this unreal title anymore."
She doesn't care. This Mrs. Huo is just a figment of her imagination.
"Last time, I have already confirmed your identity. It is not an empty title. The whole East City knows that you are my, Huo Dongming's, wife. Do you want me to hold a press conference?"
Huo Dongming gritted her teeth. No matter what she saw or heard, it was not true.
In fact, he is a clean man.
This was his first time with her, and she was the only woman he had touched in all these years.
Why do you conclude that he and Yi Xiaxue did something just because they lay on a bed?
She even forced him to wear a hat. Her feelings were so deep, did she ever consider his thoughts?
"No, really, Huo Dongming, I just need you to set me free. For three years, no one knows who I am. Now I don't care. I don't want it anymore."
She just looked at him indifferently, like a hollow scarecrow.
“But I care…”
He dropped a massive bomb.
"My Huo family doesn't marry a daughter-in-law for show. My marriage certificate does not allow for a second marriage. You deliberately married me just to make me worthless? Who will compensate me for my losses?"
Huo Dongming let her go with a cold expression.
He returned to his previous arrogant and ruthless expression.
"Shang Wanwan, I am a businessman, and businessmen have their own rules. You have followed me for several years, and I have satisfied your own psychological needs. I cannot let you down."
“…”
Shang Wanwan was silent for a long time, she was like a lifeless doll without any reaction.
This can also be considered a silent confrontation.
But Huo Dongming didn't care.
What he wants is not something low-level like feelings. What he wants to satisfy is the same thing that Shang Wanwan needs.
It's just a different form of expression.
"Shang Wanwan, don't act so noble in front of me. How dare you say you didn't gain any benefit from me by marrying me?
You are not that noble. Why are you pretending to be a pure love warrior at this moment and accusing me from the moral high ground?
How are you any better than me? You and I are the same kind of people, both so despicable and dirty, and we will do anything to achieve our goals.
If you want me to set you free, then we should make it clear that I will let you go until I am satisfied. Otherwise, don’t expect me to let you go for the rest of your life.”