Chapter 1232 Depression?
"I know, but I still can't figure it out. I don't know what to do in the future. I'm afraid I'll become extreme again. Just like now, whenever I think of what happened last night, I feel like my brain is going to explode. I even hate myself and despise myself!"
"Uh, no, you can't think like that, Madam!" Aunt Huang's face changed drastically, and she could no longer discuss the matter calmly. She hurriedly supported Gu Zhiyao, "The examples I just mentioned were actually about two women. Later, their mental health became increasingly unstable. They went to see a doctor, and the doctor said they had depression, and it had reached a very serious level. They needed psychological counseling every day, and it took them several years to recover."
depression?
When Su Xiao heard this familiar word, she looked at Aunt Huang in a daze.
Aunt Huang continued, "Your current reaction isn't quite that severe yet, and it's not very obvious, but I'm afraid if you continue to suppress your emotions and let your imagination run wild, the situation will become serious. After all, those two women were like that. They used to be very cheerful, and it's hard to believe they would become like that. This is a disease that's impossible to understand or control, so you need to pay attention."
Su Xiao continued to remain silent, recalling the past scenes in her mind. In fact, when she went to see a doctor before, a doctor asked her some questions. Later she found out that those were questions for detecting preliminary depression patients.
So, she had already shown signs of this?
Thinking about it, Su Xiao's face turned pale.
Every year, many people commit suicide due to depression in various places!
"But we don't need to worry too much about it. Work pressure is high nowadays. Many normal people, even if they don't have family or emotional troubles, often feel nervous and as if they are sick! As long as you adjust your mood, there will be no big problem. You must be tired from running around outside recently. Why don't you go back to your room and continue to sleep for a while. When you wake up, Yangyang and Nini will be back from school." After a while, Aunt Huang comforted again.
Yangyang and Nini are in school all day, Zhengzheng is in kindergarten and also has lunch and nap there, and Xiaobao is taken out by Xiaocui to bask in the sun, so Su Xiao's life is still quite boring.
She followed Aunt Huang's advice and returned to her bedroom.
When she opened her phone, she saw the message Yun Che left for her.
"Honey, are you awake? Remember to eat well, get enough rest, and sleep more if you're tired. I'll try to get off work early tonight."
Su Xiao read the message several times without replying. Then she threw the phone away, closed her eyes, and soon fell asleep.
But around 4 o'clock, she woke up.
Xiaobao was still sleeping, so she simply tidied up the bedroom. Then she remembered that something seemed to be on the top floor, so she planned to go up and get it back.
The beautiful starry sky ceiling no longer has the brilliance and dreaminess of the past. Although Aunt Huang has cleaned and tidied up the house, traces of destruction can still be seen everywhere.
I remember Yun Che said at that time that it took him a full half month to build this place, and that any other place he built in the future would probably not be as authentic as this one. He also said that he would protect this place well, which represented his full and everlasting love for her.
In fact, she didn't know how she destroyed this place at that time. She has never been an impulsive person, and she has no problem with money.
When other women quarrel with their husbands, they either overturn the table, break things in the house, or even go out on a shopping spree to vent their anger and sorrow.
But she basically didn't do that. She felt it was a waste and would rather hold her anger in than vent it in this way.
This time, she didn't hesitate to destroy this place.
Do you regret it?
Su Xiao repeatedly looked at the bleak environment around her, feeling complicated, not knowing whether she had any regrets.
At this moment, figures surged at the door and Yun Che walked in.
Yun Che had been coming here quite often these days. Every time he saw the completely destroyed house, he felt a deep pain, and today was no exception.
But he quickly cheered himself up, came to Su Xiao and hugged her gently.
Su Xiao's body stiffened slightly, and she knew who he was without even looking up.
Everyone was silent for a moment before Yun Che's deep voice rang out, "I've already ordered someone to re-order the materials. Construction will probably begin next month, and it should be finished by the end of the next month. Although I don't know how the results will turn out, or whether they'll be the same as before, I will do my best to make it exactly the same."
"No need." Su Xiao immediately spoke up, looking up at him. Meeting his puzzled gaze, she explained, "Some things are ruined and are ruined forever. There's no point in rebuilding them. Besides, I don't want to see that scene again. Seeing this, I feel different than before. I'll remember how I destroyed it, and maybe even think of Zi Su's greenhouse. Although you said you didn't build it for her, it does exist, and some special images are deeply rooted in my mind and can't be shaken off. I'm afraid the demon in my heart will burst out again, and then do something uncontrollable and destroy this place again!"
Yun Che's entire body was stiff, and his heartbeat seemed to have stopped.
He looked at her steadily, with deep sorrow in his eyes, and then he held her in his arms, "I'm sorry, girl, I'm sorry."
Su Xiao shook her head. "You don't have to apologize to me anymore. Perhaps this is our fate. We've experienced a lot of happiness, a lot of joy, but it seems that we can't truly find peace. There are always all kinds of twists and turns. I wonder if other people's lives are like this too. Yun Che, I'm really confused, very hesitant, and even very scared. I don't know how to live the future. I don't know if I can still live a good life with you. I'm afraid that I will let my imagination run wild, and then gradually sink into the quagmire and go crazy..."
"Uh, don't talk nonsense, honey. Of course we will live well together. I'm here to take care of everything. You just need to live your life as you wish each day. As for the rest, I'll handle it. My only request is that you don't keep anything in your heart to yourself. You must tell me so that I can find a way to solve it. In short, we will definitely be able to live well together. None of the things you are afraid of will happen. Believe me, okay? Believe me..." Yun Che said hurriedly, kissing her non-stop.
But Su Xiao shook her head and continued in agony, "My mother told me that as your position gets higher and higher in the future, I have to make some sacrifices if I want to stay by your side forever. Even if it hurts, I have to endure it and put you first in everything. I've seen couples who knew their husbands were having affairs, but they still endured it and even cooperated with him in showing affection in front of others. But I can't do that, Yun Che, I can't do that!"
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