Chapter 125 Even if it hurts, I have to give it up
"Su Xiao!"
She was wrapped in a warm embrace.
Gao Chengze's gentle face came into her sight, and she couldn't help but let out a bitter smile.
It seems that he always appears when there is trouble.
"Senior, did you install the surveillance camera on me? Or did you set your eyes on me?" After a while, Su Xiao heard her own teasing voice. She smiled, but her smile was uglier than crying.
Gao Chengze looked at her silently, then joked, "I really want to install a surveillance camera for you to remind you to be careful and not always run to the side of the road. Do you know that those female drivers who just got their driver's licenses are most afraid of encountering road troublemakers like you?"
Looking at his face which was reproachful but also concerned, Su Xiao burst into tears.
Gao Chengze took out a tissue and handed it to her.
Su Xiao wiped away her tears and continued to look at him. She said, "Senior, aren't you all very good at scientific research? If I start learning now, will I still have a chance? How many years will it take to see results?"
Gao Chengze was stunned by her words and stared at her intently.
Su Xiao said to herself, "Also, you said before that it would take about half a year to return to China to work on this project. Can you come earlier? I plan to go abroad with you. Can you take me with you?"
"Su Xiao, what's wrong with you?" Gao Chengze was even more puzzled. Seeing that she was silent and looked dazed, he continued, "You want to go abroad? I can take you with me. When do you plan to go? If you want to go as soon as possible, I can see how to arrange the work. I can let other colleagues take charge, and I will control it remotely..."
"No need, senior, thank you!" Su Xiao came back to her senses and shook her head at him with gratitude, "I was just talking, I can't go out. My mother won't leave here, and I can't let her go."
“…” Gao Chengze was still confused.
"I'm leaving first. Thank you! I'm really grateful that you always appear when I'm most helpless. Thank you!" Su Xiao gave him a grateful look, walked to the roadside without looking back, and got into a taxi.
It was too late for Gao Chengze to call out to her and he could only watch the car carrying her disappear into the distance.
He thought she was weird, saying so many inexplicable things, like she wanted to study scientific research and go abroad?
What kind of accident happened again?
Is it still about Su Yutao? But he has been following up on this matter. The situation is currently stable. Su Yutao will be released on bail within two days.
Oh, and she said she wanted to go abroad. Could it be related to that man? Did she have a falling out with the father of her unborn child?
Su Xiao went straight back to her parents' home. Her mother was still at work, so she had a good sleep.
When Wang Xiurong came home from get off work, she found her daughter at home.
She woke Su Xiao up and asked, "Why didn't you tell mom you came back?"
Feeling her mother's love and warmth, Su Xiao's throat immediately felt warm.
Wang Xiurong was even more puzzled. "Did you have a fight with Yun Che? You fool, conflicts are inevitable when men and women get along, but we should learn to talk it out and be tolerant. Arguing too much will only hurt feelings."
"Mom, I'm sorry!" Su Xiao choked out.
"I'm sorry?" Wang Xiurong was confused again. "It's not about Yun Che, but about your brother? Mom said that your brother made a mistake and he deserved the punishment."
Su Xiao shook her head desperately, looking at her mother's loving and caring expression. Finally, she could no longer hold back and told her everything about herself and Yun Che.
Wang Xiurong felt it was unbelievable and like a bolt from the blue.
Su Xiao continued tearfully, "Since I was little, you taught me that girls should know how to love themselves, not degrade themselves, and not live with men without a clear conscience. I have always kept your teachings in mind. I suppressed my greed, but I couldn't control my hatred. I shouldn't have agreed to Yun Che's request just to save face. One wrong step, and then another!"
Wang Xiurong's eyes were also filled with tears. Looking at her daughter's eyes, she felt helpless and distressed.
Suddenly, she hugged Su Xiao in her arms and said, "I don't blame you. You are still too young. Mom has gone through a lot of wrong paths over the years. Who am I to blame you?"
Su Xiao knew that her mother was referring to the matter between her and her father, and she couldn't help but feel sad. She had been holding it in and not telling anyone because she didn't want her mother to be like this, but now she couldn't hide it anymore and had to speak out.
"Xiaoxiao, are you sure? Also, are you sure he really chose that woman? Didn't you say that the woman did the in vitro fertilization unilaterally? In that case, the situation may not be so pessimistic." After a while, Wang Xiurong said again.
"Even though she was the one who got pregnant, they've been together for six years. I don't need to know everything to imagine how good they were. Although I looked down on their relationship in front of that woman, I couldn't calm down at all. I was scared, and even jealous of their relationship! And what made me feel the most desperate..." Su Xiao took a breath, and the scene of Yun Che running wildly with Zhao Jiaying in his arms as if no one was around appeared in her mind again.
"Yun Che was so nervous and anxious when he saw Zhao Jiaying in trouble. It's usually said that a person's true feelings are revealed only in the most critical moments. He still had Zhao Jiaying in his heart and even loved her deeply. Mom, I have never seen that kind of look in my eyes before. It was a look of guilt, regret, love, and heartache."
"Xiaoxiao..." Wang Xiurong hugged her daughter tightly, feeling distressed about her helplessness and sadness.
"He never told me what our relationship was, never said he loved me. Although he bought me many gifts, like this bracelet, which is priceless and out of reach for ordinary people like us, it's not a big deal for him. A few days ago, he told me that he gives me money and I give him my body, and we each get what we need."
"Okay, Xiaoxiao, don't say anymore. Mom understands. Please stop talking, okay? My dear daughter, don't cry! Mom feels so sad watching you, like someone is cutting your flesh one by one! Don't cry!" Wang Xiurong couldn't bear to listen anymore. She felt so sorry for her daughter that she wished she could merge her daughter into her own flesh and blood so that she could bear the pain.
I originally thought that it was okay for me to meet the wrong person, but my daughter was lucky enough to find a partner worthy of entrusting her life to. Who knew that reality would be so cruel.
She didn't blame her daughter for hiding the truth, nor did she blame her daughter for embarking on such a path of no return.
No one is perfect. It is my own fault that I failed to see through my daughter's true situation and failed to rescue her from the fog in time.
"Xiaoxiao, what are you going to do? No matter what you decide, mom will support you!" Wang Xiurong said with concern.
Su Xiao shook her head. "If I were wise, I should leave him, as soon as possible. But Mom, I can't bear to leave. I love him very much and want to be with him forever. But I'm also afraid that if I keep pestering him, Zhao Jiaying will definitely not give up. And, what I'm most afraid of is that Yun Che will also deal with me and force me to have an abortion!"
"I've already lost my first and second child, and I really don't want to lose this one. I'd rather sacrifice my life to ensure the baby comes into this world safely and enjoys everything he deserves!"
"Then don't let Yun Che know, Xiaoxiao. In fact, you have already made a choice in your heart. Faced with love and family affection, you chose family affection. If that's the case, then bear the pain and break up with him. Mom knows it will hurt you, but a man like this is no longer worthy of your love. Otherwise, in the end, you will face more than just pain, it will be a complete destruction!"
"Mom..." Su Xiao cried in her mother's arms.
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