Chapter 342: Can't Let Go
Suddenly her hand was grabbed.
It was Yun Che who pulled her back in time, but he raised his head and was unwilling to lower his posture.
He is just that kind of person. Even if he has lost his memory, he is still that domineering, arrogant and strong person in his bones.
Su Xiao only felt a deep sadness, and couldn't help but shake her arms vigorously, then pushed him away.
Yun Che simply hugged her and said, "I'm sick because of you. I was just venting a few words, and you're really leaving now? Are you sure you love me? Su Xiao, you don't love me at all. If you did, you wouldn't be so cruel."
Oh……
Listening to his childish accusations, Su Xiaozhen felt helpless.
She hated her own weakness and her own spinelessness.
Yes, she shouldn't love him. That way, even if he tried to stop her, she would still be able to make up her mind and run away.
Yun Che was a man who knew how to read people's expressions. Seeing her like this, he became even more panicked. He continued, "Didn't you say you'd cook something for me? I have no appetite, so just make some porridge. Su Xiao, I don't want you to leave. If you dare to run, I'll chase you home! I'll argue with your mother in person and make her give up the idea of stopping me from being with you. If you don't believe me, you can try it!"
After saying that, he finally let go of Su Xiao, and his deep black eyes stared at her without blinking.
Su Xiao was angry and speechless, but seeing that although he was strong, he vaguely revealed his lack of confidence, she softened.
Forget it, don't bother with him. She came here with so much difficulty just because she was worried about him. Besides, if she really left, wouldn't it be even worse if he ran to find his mother?
Well, she believed that his threats just now were not just talk.
Giving him a meaningful glance, Su Xiao turned and walked towards the kitchen.
She didn't know that Yun Che breathed a sigh of relief when he saw her walk into the kitchen.
It has been a long time since anyone cooked here, and the kitchen was almost as clean as if they had just moved in. There were some dry goods in the refrigerator. Su Xiao looked around and took out some scallops and cooked a pot of porridge.
Although the ingredients were simple, the porridge she made was different. When she placed the porridge in a bowl in front of Yun Che, he was immediately seduced by the delicious aroma and felt relaxed.
After tasting it, he sighed with satisfaction and quickly finished a large bowl of porridge. Then he handed the bowl to Su Xiao and said, "I want more."
Su Xiao looked at him for a few seconds, then took the bowl and filled it for him without saying a word. As a result, he ate three bowls in total.
After eating and drinking his fill, Yun Che leaned back on the bed and patted the seat beside him, "Come, sit up."
Su Xiao didn't move.
He reached out and pulled her.
"You take a rest, I'll go wash the things." Su Xiao said.
“Leave it here for now and chat with me.” Yun Che refused to let him go.
Su Xiao pondered for a moment and gave up, but she did not sit in the seat he designated. Instead, she sat down beside the bed, turned her face away and did not look at him.
Yun Che stared at her beautiful profile and said unexpectedly, "Have you noticed that you and your mother are not actually that similar?"
Su Xiao suddenly froze.
Yun Che thought to himself, "Or do you look like your father? But I've met your brother, and you don't look like him. Your brother should look like your father, right?"
In fact, when Su Xiao was very young, some naughty classmates often said that she was not like her parents or brother, and that she was a wild child who was picked up. Later, her brother stepped forward to teach those people a lesson, and no one dared to say that anymore.
In this world, there are many people who are not like their parents and family members, and that’s nothing.
“But your stubborn personality is definitely inherited from your mother,” Yun Che continued. Seeing her expression change, he knew she didn’t like what he said, so he quickly explained, “Don’t be angry, I’m not criticizing your mother.”
Of course Su Xiao wasn't angry, she just felt...
Yun Che took her hand and spoke slowly, "Last night, Mingli and I had a long talk about our situation. I realized that your biggest problem is your lack of security, right? When you secretly left while pregnant, were you afraid that I would ask you to have an abortion again? I don't know how to explain the past to you. Let's not talk about the past, okay? People change all the time. No matter what I thought in the past, I now hope to be with you and live out our future lives together."
Su Xiao twitched her fingers slightly, looked at him, and said, "Since you don't have my memories, but you seem to need me so much, even giving up Zhao Jiaying, who in your memory is all good, for me. Don't you think it's strange?"
Yun Che was stunned for a moment, glaring at her.
Su Xiao took a deep breath and continued, "You're right. My mother's words aren't that important. I'm being filial to her and don't want her to be sad, but my mother cares about me and loves me a hundred times more. She'll support me in whatever I want to do. Now I lack confidence. Are you sure you'll continue to treat me well after you regain your memory? Or will you regret everything you've done now and even start to hate and dislike me?"
Yun Che blushed. He pondered for a moment and said, "Su Xiao, I understand your thoughts and concerns. I really can't guarantee anything, but this is the worst-case scenario, right? If you lose that 50% chance just because of these uncertainties, wouldn't you think it would be a pity?"
Su Xiao was silent.
"Actually, if this really happens in the future, wouldn't it hurt me? But I still want to try, because I'm still looking forward to another possibility. For example, after I regain my memory, the person I want to spend my life with is still you, so I hope you can do the same. Okay?"
Su Xiao listened to his solemn words and looked at his sincere expression, and she couldn't help but say that she was touched.
"Su Xiao, please stop pushing me away. I can't understand your doubts. All I can do is follow my heart. Perhaps, I will never be able to recover my memory in my lifetime? Am I going to drag it on like this for the rest of my life? I'm already 35 this year. If I'm lucky, I still have half of my life left. If I'm unlucky..."
"Don't talk nonsense." Su Xiao's heart trembled suddenly, and she reached out to cover his mouth.
Yun Che smiled softly, grasped her delicate fingers, and brought them to his lips, kissing them. "You're worried about me, aren't you? Since you care about me, then don't push me away because of those uncertainties. Let's cherish the present moment. When Yangyang comes back in a few days, we can live a good life as a family. I heard from Mingli that this is where we lived together back then, so let's live here from now on. I think the house is quite big, so we can have two smaller guest rooms for Yangyang and Nini, and the other guest room can be used by your mother if she wants to stay. You can decorate it according to her preferences then. Su Xiao, I really want to start a family with you, raise our children, and live in love with you until we grow old together."
"Will you still be mean to me and sarcastic to me in the future?" Su Xiao asked suddenly.
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