Chapter 686 I don’t want to lose my last bit of dignity
Su Xiao came to her senses and rushed into the bathroom as if she was being chased by something terrible, completely ignoring her daughter's calls.
Nini couldn't help but pout and said to her father, "Mom ran to the bathroom. She didn't have to do this even if she was in a hurry. Doesn't she want to see Dad? Dad, do you miss Mom? Then you have to wait a while until Mom comes out."
The little girl was innocent and naive, and Yun Che knew in his heart that Su Xiao was avoiding him and didn't want to see him. He couldn't help but feel bitter. It wasn't until his daughter's delicate voice came again that he calmed down and said, "Okay, Dad will wait for her."
The father and daughter then started chatting.
Su Xiao was in the bathroom, motionless and at a loss.
She hated herself for being like this, felt very childish, and felt that she still couldn't let him go.
But what about him?
If she had any speculation or hope before, she should have given up after he personally hit her car with his car and saved Zhao Jiaying's life!
If she hadn't been lucky, she might have been the one who died!
Moreover, he had known her true identity for so long, but he had not taken any action. He had never thought of talking to her in person, and had no intention of apologizing. The situation was obvious.
Su Xiao, don't be influenced by him anymore. Don't focus your mind on him anymore. There are many things you should do, such as dealing with Situ Yan and her son, restoring your own appearance, and restoring Yan Yan's appearance.
Su Xiao kept trying to convince herself, and finally calmed herself down and started taking a shower.
After washing, walk out of the bathroom.
"Mom, you've taken a long enough bath. Dad has hung up!" said Nini.
Su Xiao's eyes flickered slightly, but she said nothing.
"Dad said he had to go out and would call us tomorrow night. He also said he would be back the day after tomorrow and would come to see us then." The little girl continued.
Su Xiao still said nothing and went to the dressing table to do body care.
The little girl ran off the bed and walked to her side. Su Xiao looked at her sideways and smiled, "It's getting late, you should go to bed."
The little girl pouted and shook her head.
"What's wrong?" Su Xiao continued gently. She had just finished caring for the little girl and took her hand back to the bed.
Nini nestled against her chest, playing with her pajamas while muttering, "Mom, did you have a fight with Dad? Are you still mad at Dad? Very mad?" Su Xiao was stunned and then denied it, "No."
"Then why don't you pay attention to daddy? You were not like this before. You love daddy very much, and daddy loves you too."
I didn't expect that the little girl could see it.
But is it really so?
Su Xiao couldn't help but feel aggrieved. She looked at her daughter and asked solemnly, "Nini, if you could only choose one between Dad and Mom, who would you choose?"
The little girl's face changed and she shouted excitedly, "Mom, what do you mean? Why did you make me choose this question? Do you want to divorce Dad?"
divorce?
Yes, although she was married to Situ Jin, she was using the identity of Su Xinyao, and legally, Su Xiao was still Yun Che's wife.
The little girl suddenly hugged Su Xiao tightly, "Mom, I don't want to make a choice. I want to be with both mom and dad. I don't want you to be separated."
"Be good, don't cry." Su Xiao hurriedly comforted her daughter.
The little girl shook her head desperately, "I know Daddy may have done something to make you sad, but Daddy is really a good person and he loves you very much. Can't you just ignore his little mistakes for this reason?"
"Do you really think Dad loves Mom?" Su Xiao asked.
"Of course, and everyone says so. Dad often says that I look like mom, so he loves me very much. Mom, can you please forgive Dad?"
"Nini, Mommy can't do this. You're still young. When you grow up and experience the relationship between men and women, you'll understand Mommy's feelings. Daddy is a bad guy. He doesn't love Mommy as much as you think. Otherwise, he wouldn't help other women bully Mommy and make Mommy sad.
I'm sorry, Nini. Mom doesn't want to make you sad, but Mom really can't do it. Mom hates your dad. I hate your dad so much. He is no longer worthy of Mom's love!"
Su Xiao burst into tears. She had been holding it in for a few days and finally she could cry out loud.
In the past few days, the scene of the car crash with Zhao Jiaying on the top of the mountain kept flashing in her mind. She even dreamed about this scene. She couldn't understand why Yun Che did that, and couldn't understand why he was willing to hit her with his car to save Zhao Jiaying.
The only explanation is that he really fell in love with Zhao Jiaying. Perhaps he has always loved her in his heart and has never stopped loving her. After all, they have been together for so many years and are still each other's first love.
As for her and him, it was just because of some special reasons that they started to be together. What they had more deeply was the physical entanglement. It was also because of these reasons that they had so many children. There was no unforgettable relationship between them, and they were not together through life and death.
"Mom, don't cry, don't cry. You don't like me asking about dad, so I won't ask. You can do whatever you want. Just don't cry. I feel bad when you cry." Nini kept wiping her mother's tears.
Su Xiao looked at her innocent and sensible daughter, and her tears flowed uncontrollably.
After a long time, she finally calmed down. Seeing her daughter's sad look, she didn't know what to say. She could only coax her daughter to sleep first. As for herself, she stayed awake all night.
The next day, Jiang Xueman came to Zhao's house to see her.
Jiang Xueman was frightened by Su Xiao's listless appearance and quickly asked her if she was unhappy living there.
They were close friends and knew a lot about each other. For example, Lan Qiuling had often targeted Su Xiao. Although Su Xiao was recognized as having returned to her ancestral home, she was not used to it and always felt that she could not fit in into this high-ranking family.
Now that he had gone through all these things, the situation was probably even more complicated, so Jiang Xueman naturally thought in this direction.
Su Xiao shook her head and said it had nothing to do with her parents or relatives.
"Is it related to Yun Che? Oh, right? He knows your true identity now, right? What does he think? Did he admit his mistake to you?"
"He is on a business trip." Su Xiao said.
On business trip?
Yes, Yun Che is now in the Ministry of Commerce, and many things are beyond his control. In other words, he is someone who is ready to dedicate himself to the country at any time!
"How long has he been on a business trip? He should be back soon," Jiang Xueman asked.
Su Xiao did not answer. She stared at Jiang Xueman, feeling increasingly depressed, and told her what happened that day.
Jiang Xueman was also shocked after hearing this, "Are you serious? He actually... But, does he not know that the person in the car is you?"
"I think he knows." Su Xiao's tone was still filled with grievance and sadness. "Manman, I thought I could let it go, but in fact, I can't let it go at all. The one who can't let it go is me."
"Well, don't cry. Things may not be what you think. There may be other reasons. Although I don't understand why he saved Zhao Jiaying like this, according to your brother, he knew your true identity a long time ago, so he also knew that Zhao Jiaying was pretending to be you. However, you can ask him directly."
"I won't ask, Manman, I won't ask. I don't want to lose my last bit of dignity." Su Xiao said in a firm tone.
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