Chapter 825 Feeling sorry for him
Yun Che was also stunned for a moment.
But he was in no hurry to speak.
Although he kept saying that he didn't mind and declared that no matter whether she loved Gao Chengze or not, he would not care and would keep her by his side.
But in fact, he still hoped that she did not have that special feeling for Gao Chengze, and that she was not forced to stay with him, but was willing to stay with him.
"I'm sorry, you should know about what happened between him and me, right?" After a while, Su Xiao broke the silence in a low voice.
“Well, I heard that you and him kissed?” Yun Che also asked with an ambiguous expression.
Su Xiao's brain suddenly buzzed again. She looked at him blankly, and then a feeling of embarrassment surged in her heart. She instinctively got up and prepared to get out of bed.
Yun Che immediately hugged her, holding her in his arms so that she could not move.
Su Xiao struggled silently again, and the air fell into silence again.
"Girl..."
“Yun Che…”
After an unknown amount of time, they spoke in unison.
Yun Che smiled softly and said, "Okay, you go first."
Su Xiao took a deep breath and said quietly, "I never thought you would take this path, nor did I think my life would change like this after you took this path. I envy my sister-in-law and admire her very much. She seems to be born to live in this role. She is an extremely outstanding and virtuous wife. On the other hand, although my father holds a high position, I don't seem to have any other outstanding skills."
“So you feel so hesitant, afraid that you’re not worthy of me, that you won’t be able to support me well in the future, that you won’t be able to fulfill the role of Madam Yun, and that as I rise higher and higher, you’ll feel even more pressured, and naturally feel like escaping?” Yun Che followed suit.
"You, how do you know?" Su Xiao was slightly surprised.
“Your father told me everything, little girl, you have a father who loves you very much!” Yun Che said, reaching out and gently pinching her beautiful little face, then caressing it.
Su Xiao felt itchy and dodged unconsciously, but she couldn't persuade him, so she could only let him do it.
Then, he said, "Although I know my dad loves me, I never thought he would love me that much. He loves me more than my mom does. He truly cares about my feelings, respects me, and knows what I want. He said a lot to me that day, many things I dared not even think about. He is so busy, but he took the time to say that to me. I..."
At the end, Su Xiao couldn't help but choke up, filled with endless gratitude to her father.
Yun Che hugged her and said comfortingly, “Actually, your mother loves you just as much, it’s just that her way of doing things is different. But her starting point is for your own good. Your mother… although she looks very glorious now, as the minister’s wife that everyone fawns over and envy, she also suffered a lot in the past. She sacrificed a lot for your father.
Being the wife of an official, especially one of high rank, is not easy. Your mother has fallen on hard times and weathered storms along the way. She doesn't want you to go through these hardships, so she's so nervous and strict with you. She also hopes that you will have a smooth future and become an excellent and helpful wife."
"I understand. I understand her painstaking efforts. I also know that if she wasn't doing this for my own good, why would she spend so much time and effort on me? But sometimes I just can't understand it. I feel wronged and even angry. Besides, I have ordinary talents. Unlike my sister-in-law, she grew up in this circle and has seen all kinds of situations. She does everything naturally and smoothly. I will never be able to be like my sister-in-law!" Su Xiao smiled bitterly, mocking herself.
"Then don't be like her. You are you, and she is she. Of course, you two can't be the same. Your sister-in-law is not the only official's wife in this world. You think your sister-in-law is born for this role? Fool, no one is born with anything. They all learn and improve from it. Your sister-in-law knew her goals since she was a child and was trained by her family. She paid many years to achieve the achievements you see today. As for you, your previous life was completely different from this. This is like starting over. You still have time, and I will accompany you to grow together. You said you are under pressure, but actually..." Yun Che paused, staring at her, and decided to pour out the words in his heart that he had hidden for a long time and had never told anyone.
"Everyone thinks I'm very capable and that nothing can stop me. But in reality, only I know how much I've put into it. Girl, I feel a lot of pressure too. I'm also afraid that I won't do well, that I won't be able to complete the work everyone has entrusted to me and let them down. I'm worried that even if I get that position in the future, will I be able to handle it? Will I be able to do it well?"
"You..." Su Xiao's face showed surprise again. She had never expected this.
"So, you think it's incredible? You think I shouldn't be like this?" Yun Che smiled faintly, his handsome face solemn and serious, revealing a deep sense of heaviness. "You and Qu Si are like your brother and I. Your brother has been trained as a certain goal since he was a child, but I'm a latecomer. My experience in this area is completely different from the jobs I've had before. Before, I only needed to get a project and consider how much money it could make and how much benefit it could bring to the company. Even if it didn't succeed in the end, at worst I wouldn't make that money, but I could strive for the next one.
But now, I have to consider what I can bring to the country and society. If I can't accomplish it, it won't just be a matter of losing money. The consequences will be huge and far-reaching. It may even affect the country's deployment and strategy, and affect the people's livelihood. In that case, I will become a sinner!
In the future, I will have to go through a phase where I have no experience in politics. I will need to practice and familiarize myself with many things. Will I be able to handle them well? Can I manage a city well? Can I bring good development and progress to that city? And then there are even more far-reaching issues…”
Indeed, what he faced, what he had to do, and what he shouldered were much more complicated and heavier than hers. He was just in the clouds.
After all, she had her mother's help and his company and assistance, so she only needed to stand behind him.
Su Xiao thought of the pressure he was under and the many things he had no control over. Although he was not old yet and was still as handsome and charming, he could not erase the vicissitudes of life on his face. She felt a pang of pain in her heart.
Feel sorry for him!
I really want to help him and not let him work so hard!
Yun Che naturally saw the tenderness in her eyes and couldn't help but smile happily. He touched her face lovingly again and continued, "Girl, no one can predict the future. All we have to do is take it one step at a time and solve problems as they arise. As long as we are together and face them hand in hand, I believe we will not be defeated.
You know, this time I originally wanted to test your relationship with Gao Chengze, to see if you would run away and turn to Gao Chengze's arms because you couldn't face such a life. But then I thought, why should I do such a test? Why should I push you to another man? You are my wife, we should advance and retreat together and support each other. So I resolutely canceled this decision and returned to you as soon as possible. Su Xiao, in this life, I will never let you go. I want you to stay with me until the end of my life! "
He was asking for her life, but he was also promising her a life.
Su Xiao's eyes turned red and tears rushed out.
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