77. Love me
"Your Majesty...I carved a jade hairpin for you, it should complement you."
She spoke softly and gently, with a cruel smile.
Xuanyuan Ying was trembling all over, with a confused and fearful expression, and his lips were trembling.
"Jinniang...what are you talking about?"
“I, I’m not…”
Yun Zhihe’s mother... Yun Qianli?
He reached out and grabbed Yun Zhihe's hand, and hurriedly explained, "Jinniang, it's not... I didn't..."
Indeed, Yun Zhihe and Yun Qianli look extremely similar.
Although she was concerned about the country and the people, and was a member of the Imperial Protection Party, supporting the late emperor and resisting the invasion of the Xuanyuan clan, she did not criticize him for being a man and holding power like other radical ministers. She only wrote a letter to implore the late emperor, who was gradually declining, to actively participate in politics and propose good policies.
He took a second look at this man because of his outstanding talent and extraordinary reputation.
...but there has never been much intersection.
"Lord Yun and I have never..." His lips turned pale, "Don't misunderstand... I didn't treat you as a substitute."
"...Why do you think so?"
Yun Zhihe was stunned for a moment, then pursed her lips. "The woman in the portrait, and..." She lowered her eyes for a moment, "Your Majesty was drunk at the time, in my arms, shouting over and over again—"
"--moon."
"He wept again, hugging the portrait, without once looking at me."
Her fingertips trembled slightly.
"My mother, her name is Yue."
She looked up at Xuanyuan Ying, "...Your Majesty, you treat me as the moon, but are you happy with my mother?"
Xuanyuan Ying suddenly hugged Yun Zhihe, covering the back of her head with his long and broad hands, growling with his teeth exposed.
"no!"
The tight hug in an instant strangled Yun Zhihe's breath.
His voice has always been cold and a little arrogant, gentle and with a casual arrogance.
Now it sounded like panic and fear, almost hoarse.
"I have never had any connection with Lord Yun. The portrait is for you, the moon is for you..." He lowered his eyes, and his voice was suddenly choked with soft sobs.
"How could you... not understand my feelings?"
Tail tone trembled and cried.
Xuanyuan Ying spoke each word as if he was dissecting the most inexplicable, disgusting and nauseating emotion.
"I've always treated you...specially."
He held Yun Zhihe's cool and soft fingertips and closed his eyes.
He once taught Yun Zhihe how to paint. He sat behind the girl, holding her hand with his slender hand, and then took up the pen to trace along the force.
At that time, there was a cold fragrance at the tip of his nose. He didn't like the mist of burning incense, so the palace maids specially picked flowers to make incense. He remembered that day... it was the fragrance of lotus.
Xuanyuan Ying's chest was slightly pressed against her, and his scorching body temperature was transmitted through the luxurious clothes. It was probably at that time that he pursed his lips slightly, lowered his head, and looked at the top of her head. Her thick black hair flowed down and fell onto Yun Zhihe's face.
Pure white and inky black are intertwined, and the eyes are lowered in a trance.
...It made his heart tremble.
Then, his heart was moved.
Uncontrollable emotions filled the soft spot in his heart, telling him over and over again, "Happy."
Yun Zhihe paused and listened to his low and hoarse voice expressing his unspeakable thoughts.
Xuanyuan Ying lowered his eyes to look at her, his eyelashes trembling slightly.
“…Not a stand-in.”
"no……"
Sobbing softly.
Yun Zhihe reached out and gently touched his back, his fingertips stroking the protruding spine.
I don't know how he got so thin and fragile.
She reached out and gently pulled up the back of his collar, then raised her head and kissed him fiercely on the lips, their lips and teeth rubbing against each other, kissing him fiercely as he looked at her in shock and redness.
“Hmm…!”
Xuanyuan Ying was kissed by her. Yun Zhihe, who always kissed quietly, seemed to have become a different person. His crazy invasion was accompanied by an uncontrollable venting.
She held his lips and closed her eyes. Xuanyuan Ying whimpered softly and controlled his breathing. A muffled groan came from his throat, but he obediently let her kiss him.
Then there is a trace of blood on the tip of the tongue.
Xuanyuan Ying's eyes widened.
After waiting for a long time, Yun Zhihe slowly released his lips.
Xuanyuan Ying's pale, thin lips were kissed and bitten until they turned red, shining with a moist red glow and mottled with slight bloodstains.
“Haaa…haaa…huh…”
He was panting, his eyes were red and trembling from the kiss, with a thin mist.
"Jin..."
Yun Zhihe's eyes were red, and his breathing became rapid. "Me too."
Her voice was hoarse. It was rare for Madam Xiaoyun to lose her composure like this.
"Me too……"
She rushed over, hugged Xuanyuan Ying's waist, and buried her head in his shoulder.
"I am also... happy."
This time it was her turn to choke up.
He forced himself to not care about the "stand-in", endured the dull pain in his chest, and played the role of lover well.
How can I not care?
Xuanyuan Ying was stunned, seeming a little bit unbelievable.
His Jinniang likes him, and she also has feelings for him...?
He pursed his lips, but then lowered his head and raised his lips.
Between the lips and teeth, there is affection that has not yet been swallowed.
Eunuch Li originally went to bring some nourishing medicine for His Majesty to recuperate, after all, he had not yet fully recovered from the typhoid fever. As soon as he arrived at the imperial study, he saw the second prince squatting at the door of the hall and peeking inside.
Eunuch Li narrowed his eyes and looked at the Second Prince without a smile.
"Greetings to His Royal Highness the Second Prince."
Qin Zhi was startled, his shoulders shook, and he turned his head to look at him. He glanced at him, didn't like him very much, but responded and asked him to stand up.
Eunuch Li paused and spoke, "Your Highness, a gentleman with proper manners would not squat on the ground. As a prince, representing the face of the royal family, Your Highness would better be cautious."
Qin Zhi was stunned.
He glared at Eunuch Li, but then swallowed his breath and hummed softly.
He had learned etiquette very well, but Yun Zhihe was slow to come out, so he squatted down out of boredom, losing his dignity.
Considering that he was the eldest eunuch by the emperor's side, he had to get married with the emperor's permission. Otherwise, with the second prince's temper that had never been restrained, he would have whipped him directly.
The way she endured humiliation and learned to restrain herself made Eunuch Li look at her with a higher regard.
But he also knew that the Second Prince was here to ambush Yun Zhihe, so he chuckled and said, "I wonder what the Second Prince wants to do, but do you want to inform His Majesty?"
Qin Zhi paused, "...No need."
He was originally waiting for Yun Zhihe, so there was no need to alarm Xuanyuan Ying.
In fact, he was not very happy about Xuanyuan Ying.
Qin Zhi's eyes dimmed, he pursed his lips and said nothing.
Eunuch Li knew that he was not going to leave, so he made up his mind and said directly, "Your Highness, Madam Yun has been very busy these days, you can't wait any longer."
Qin Zhi stopped abruptly, and the tips of his ears turned red.
"I……"
.His thoughts were revealed at once, and his joy was almost revealed by name.
Qin Zhi raised his eyes and glared at Eunuch Li, but his eyes were wet. He pursed his lips and asked, "When will she come out?"
"This prince has been practicing male virtues for a long time, and the eunuch in charge also praised me for my good work. When will your father consider..."
Qin Zhi's voice was hoarse for a moment.
"When will you consider the marriage between this prince and Madam Yun..."
Eunuch Li didn't expect that his words urging him to leave would be understood as a mockery by the Second Prince. His expression was a little stiff, but he still spoke.
"This... I don't know either. It depends on Madam Yun's feelings."
"She...she..." Qin Zhi paused, his voice lowered and almost inaudible, "She's just a piece of wood..."
Eunuch Li had no choice but to smile, but he felt uncomfortable in his heart.
He walked in and knocked gently on the door. As soon as he stopped, he heard a hurried and crisp sound. After a long time, a man's low and magnetic voice of "Come in" was heard, which made Eunuch Li stiffen.
...But did it disturb their good time?
He opened the door and looked up quietly, and saw Madam Yun standing beside His Majesty, with her head slightly lowered. Her usually fair face was flushed and her eyes were dodging.
And His Majesty, although he was sitting upright, his clothes were disheveled, his face was flushed, his eyes were misty, he was breathing softly, and on his neck... there were... red marks?
Eunuch Li suddenly lowered his head.
He hurriedly pleaded guilty, "Your Majesty..."
Xuanyuan Ying paused and said, "It's okay, just put down the medicine and leave."
Eunuch Li handed over the medicine, closed the door and left in a hurry, and glanced strangely at the Second Prince who was still squatting there.
I can only sigh at the foolishness and idiocy of the infatuated person.
The second prince thought that Eunuch Li was going to find fault with him again, so he quickly stood up and looked at him warily.
The atmosphere in the house still retained a charming atmosphere.
Yun Zhihe gently brought a spoonful of medicine to his lips. His lips were red and swollen from the kiss, and his voice was hoarse. The man who could almost be a father murmured softly, but then raised his eyes and said something.
"……bitter."
A rare charm.
But before this, no matter how bitter the medicine was, he would swallow it without saying a word.
Yun Zhihe lowered her eyes, her heart trembling at his shout, but she still coaxed him, "...Be good."
It was strange that he was coaxed by the young girl in such a way that his heart felt numb and he just swallowed the medicine obediently.
Maybe it was because my heart was too strange that I didn’t feel any pain.
She leaned forward slightly, tilted her head and kissed him on the lips.
...Count how many times they kissed today?
Endless affection turns into endless love, longing only for the joy of contact.
This is what lovers look like.
Lovers are about possession, not restraint. Only then did Xuanyuan Ying realize what it felt like to be truly loved.
Like a dream.
He rested his head on Yun Zhihe's legs, closed his eyes, and reached out to touch her cheek, stroking it with his fingertips, his voice low and hoarse.
“…I’ve never been like this before.”
"I am the eldest son in the family, and my mother has always been strict with me."
Xuanyuan Ying paused.
"She doesn't like me. She dislikes me because I'm a man."
Xuanyuan Ying opened his eyes and looked at Yun Zhihe, smiling at her.
"Father...is the son of a wealthy family. He is restrained and polite, and he always obeys orders. He taught me to observe male virtues and serve my wife well."
"But I've always wondered, why am I not a woman...why can't I be high and mighty?"
"Then... in order to gain a higher position, she impregnated me and sent me to the bed of that... old woman, the late emperor."
Xuanyuan Ying sneered and covered his face.
"My father died of illness. The late emperor hated the Xuanyuan family. My mother asked me why the throne could not be occupied by Xuanyuan Sui."
"I feel like... I've never been loved."
Xuanyuan Ying paused and said no more words.
Yun Zhihe touched his fingers, lowered her head, and gently touched his forehead with the corner of her lips.
"...and I love you."
She looked at him with a stubborn look.
"And I love you."
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