Chapter 207 Memory
In the bedroom of Weiyang Palace, the morning light filtered through the carved window lattices, casting tiny shadows, but it could not dispel the gloom in Shen Yuling's heart.
She leaned against the head of the bed, her eyes were obscure and difficult to read, and she exuded a heartbreaking loneliness.
At this time, Xitong came in with the pregnancy-preserving medicine carefully prepared by Doctor Hu.
Her expression was complicated, as if hiding many unspeakable emotions.
After hesitating for a moment, he sat down beside the bed and said, "My Lady, would you like to drink this pregnancy-preserving medicine?"
Xitong certainly knew that this child was not what Shen Yuling wanted at all, and she was very worried about her emotions.
Shen Yuling subconsciously clenched her fists and stared at the bowl of steaming pregnancy-preserving medicine.
After a long while, she slowly said, "If I return to modern times, what will happen to this body?"
Xitong was slightly stunned, her eyes dodged for a moment, and then she whispered: "If you return to modern times, this body will die in a natural way, but..."
Her eyes slowly fell on Shen Yuling's slightly bulging belly. "You are pregnant now, and it is the child of the son of luck in this world. I can't take you back directly, unless... you abort the child."
Seeing Shen Yuling's confused expression, Xitong paused and added cautiously: "Or you can give birth to this child and then I will send you back."
Shen Yuling did not respond immediately, but fell into deep thought, weighing the pros and cons in her mind.
At first, she tried her best to avoid pregnancy, partly because she didn't want to leave any inseparable ties in this strange world.
On the other hand, she didn't dare to trust Quan Minghe, fearing that he would vent his anger on the child after she left.
Shen Yuling likes children.
Because in modern times, when the Shen family had not yet gone bankrupt, she was also a princess held in the palm of her parents' hands and enjoyed the utmost pampering.
If she gave birth to this child, she would be the only one who would love her child unreservedly.
Even the child's father, Kwon Myung-hyuk, is not worthy of her trust at all.
Shen Yuling subconsciously touched her belly and whispered softly: "You shouldn't have come out of my belly."
Xitong frowned slightly and whispered, "If your child is born, whether it is a boy or a girl, he or she can at least inherit half of Quan Minghe's luck and live a happy life."
Shen Yuling's eyes suddenly turned cold, and she stared straight at Xitong: "You want me to give birth to the baby?"
Xitong waved her hands quickly and explained: "I will not interfere with the host's choice. You still have two wishes now, and I will try my best to satisfy you."
Shen Yuling slowly lowered her eyes, pondered for a moment and said, "Before making these two wishes, I have one more request, that I return my lost memories to me."
Because she guessed that since she had already completed a mission, if that mission was successful, she should have fulfilled a certain wish.
Therefore, before making a new wish, she must figure out what useful information she had obtained before.
Xitong's expression changed slightly, and she asked hesitantly, "Do you really want to know? It was you who didn't want this memory in the first place."
Shen Yuling frowned.
What kind of memory is it that made me choose to seal it up?
Her voice was slightly hoarse, with a bit of determination and desire to explore: "Give me the memory."
As soon as the words fell, in an instant, it was as if countless lights and shadows exploded in my mind, and surging memories poured in like a tide.
Shen Yuling's face instantly turned extremely ugly. She supported her head weakly with her hands, trying to relieve the severe pain caused by the impact of memory.
My earliest memory is the eight years I spent with Kwon Myung-hyuk.
The one accompanying Quan Minghe at that time was her original appearance.
She still remembered that the system at that time was 001, and her mission was to become Quan Minghe's white moonlight and the driving force behind his unification of the world.
Later, she successfully completed the task and got the answer she had been looking for.
In modern times, Ye Chen's two families are good friends. She and Ye Lanze have known each other since childhood and are childhood sweethearts.
Shen Yuling has always regarded Ye Lan Ze as her brother, but she didn't know that this friendship had already quietly changed in Ye Lan Ze's heart.
When Shen Yuling was eighteen years old, the gears of fate suddenly turned.
The Shen family went bankrupt overnight. Her parents were overwhelmed and jumped off a tall building. All the debts fell on her shoulders like a mountain.
Just when she was isolated and desperate, Ye Lanze appeared. He took her to his private estate and paid off all the debts of the Shen family for her.
It was then that Shen Yuling realized that Ye Lan Ze's feelings for her had long surpassed those of a brother and sister.
After Ye Lan Ze had resolved everything, he plucked up the courage to confess to her. Shen Yuling felt grateful and confused.
Finally agreed.
The two became boyfriend and girlfriend and spent a sweet year together.
However, a year later, Ye Lanze went abroad on a business trip and disappeared without a trace, and there has been no news of him since then.
Shen Yuling was confused and worried. She had a childhood sweetheart relationship with Ye Lan Ze and was grateful for his help when she was most helpless. She really couldn't believe that Ye Lan Ze, who loved her so deeply, would leave her without any warning.
After spending a month in decadence and pain, 001 found her.
Then everything happened after she traveled through time.
Only after completing the mission did she learn the whole truth.
It turned out that before the Shen family went bankrupt, the Ye family had coveted the Shen family's wealth and power, and wanted to facilitate her marriage with Ye Lanze.
However, her parents believed in letting her freely choose love and marriage and did not agree to the Ye family's proposal.
The Ye family is ambitious, and Shen family's only daughter, Shen Yuling, becomes the key to their annexation of the Shen family.
The bankruptcy of the Shen family was a conspiracy carefully planned by the Ye family, but Ye Lanze was kept in the dark.
He truly liked Shen Yuling, and after learning what her parents had done, he quietly brought her out of trouble and gave her shelter.
But how could Ye Lan Ze's parents let Shen Yuling go so easily?
In an accident deliberately created by Ye's parents, Ye Lanze gave his life to protect her.
Shen Yuling, who returned from the Qian Dynasty, felt like a lonely boat lost in the vast fog, confused and in pain.
The love, hatred and grudges of the past are entangled in my heart like a tangled thread, which cannot be cut off or sorted out.
In order to protect her, Ye Lanze broke up with his parents.
In order to allow Shen Yuling to have the ability to protect herself, Ye Lanze even threatened to disclose the evidence of his parents' crimes just to keep her safe.
This deep affection was too heavy for her to bear.
But his parents made her hate him!
During the Qianchao period, she finally realized that her feelings for Ye Lanze were not love, because her heart was filled with Quan Minghe.
Only then did she truly understand what love was.
They were childhood sweethearts, and she witnessed him grow from a young boy to an emperor who ruled the world.
At that time, Kwon Myung-hyuk's love for her was passionate and pure.
Not only did he teach her political strategies in the court, he also let her stay by his side whenever he handled state affairs and was completely open with her.
He even promised to be with her for the rest of her life, made her empress, granted her real power, and let her share the world with him.
At that time, Quan Minghe had the arrogance of an emperor, but he was extremely gentle in front of her. Shen Yuling couldn't help but be moved by him.
Ye Lan Ze was also very nice to her, but Shen Yuling knew that she liked Quan Minghe.
But what if I like it?
She will leave eventually.
So when she left, she asked Kwon Myung-hyuk to forget about her.
The two of them would never meet again.
There was no need for him to dwell in misery.
Her feelings towards Ye Lan Ze are as complicated as intertwined silk threads.
They had a childhood sweetheart friendship, and in her darkest time, it was Ye Lanze who reached out to her and gave her shelter.
She will always remember this kindness.
Even if she didn't love him, she knew she had to find him.
What's more, 001 would not allow her to stay in the Qian Dynasty. It seemed that fate had already arranged her trajectory.
After learning about the evil deeds of the Ye family, Shen Yuling, with the help of 001, launched revenge on the Ye family.
She planned carefully and took every step cautiously, and finally succeeded in avenging her parents.
But after that, the sweet memories of the Gan Dynasty, Ye Lan Ze's kindness to her, and the heinous crimes committed by Ye Lan Ze's parents, all came like a surging tide, hitting her heart wave after wave.
Those emotions made her exhausted, and pain and entanglement followed her like a shadow.
So in the end she chose to let 001 seal his memory.
She wanted to break free from all constraints and start over.
Shen Yuling sneered.
Because she sealed her memory, 001 plotted against her and made her come into this world again.
But the current Quan Minghe is not the only young emperor promised to her before.
The current Shen Yuling is no longer the former Shen Yangxi.
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