"Master, you drove her away, right?" Ji Shiyan asked him with red eyes.
Qin Yunzhou knew that he couldn't explain it clearly, and what he meant was that Li Yiruo should leave on her own initiative.
"Oh, child, you two are not a match..."
Ji Shiyan suddenly became excited. "Whether we are compatible or not is our business. Why are you interfering with me? I like her, so she is worthy of me. I don't need to rely on dual cultivation to improve myself. I only want her!"
Qin Yunzhou was angry. Boys are extroverts, boys are extroverts. Look at him. He doesn't even have a wife yet, but he's already going crazy with his master. He snorted coldly, "Humph, I mean you're not worthy of her, but you think it's a beautiful thing."
…Ji Shiyan was speechless for a moment, “Master, what does this… mean?”
But he soon stopped worrying about it. He was anxious and knelt on the ground, begging, "Master, if I'm not worthy of her, I will try my best to be worthy of her. Please, can you help me find where she is first?"
Qin Yunzhou shook his head after hearing this and said, "If we are really destined to meet, we will definitely meet again. The right person will always be waiting for you in the future." He comforted his disciple, but Ji Shiyan never bought into his empty words.
"Fate is nothing but an excuse for the incompetent! Master, you taught me since I was a child that I should hold my own destiny in my own hands! I should know my destiny but not believe in it!"
Seeing that this stubborn donkey started to act stubbornly again, Li Yiru finally left. Qin Yunzhou didn't want to persuade her anymore and disappeared instantly.
Master couldn't be relied upon anymore. Ji Shiyan quickly wiped away the tears in her eyes. Was it really just for the sword technique that she never liked him?!
No, he wouldn't give up, he wanted to get to the bottom of it! She had clearly begun to care about him, happy to see him, sad when he left, unhappy when he got hurt, even if those little emotional fluctuations were pitifully small, they still made him feel happy and hopeful.
She had promised him in person that she would not leave, twice! Had she been lying to him?
Ji Shiyan struggled to stand up from his kneeling body, shook twice, and leaned against the lacquered pillar.
If he wanted to find her, where would she go? Wuji Palace, Yijian Sect, or would she find another place to hide? No matter where she went, she would definitely go to the Sun, Moon and Star Secret Realm on the fifth day of the fifth lunar month.
Ji Shiyan let out a long breath. Even if his master refused to tell him, he had to find out the reason and try to hit her with one blow so that she would stop escaping.
He couldn't really lock her up, otherwise she would keep running away from him. Li Yirou was patient, forbearing and smart, so she would just hide deeper and deeper until he could no longer find her.
There must be something he overlooked. Thinking back to the time after she met the master, she showed unprecedented strong emotions for the first time. Why?
But the master refused to say, and he suddenly thought of Senior Brother Yun.
Yun Xiao had just finished replying to the jade slip when Ji Shiyan appeared outside his courtyard almost instantly. "Brother, what exactly happened that day?"
Seeing Ji Shiyan's expression full of pain, Yunxiao sighed. He didn't expect that Li Yirou would leave so easily without knowing what she said to Elder Qin.
"I don't know either. I wanted to call you over, but Elder Qin said he only wanted to talk to her for a quarter of an hour at most. I called you over on time." Yunxiao recalled but found nothing. He really couldn't help him.
When Ji Shiyan heard this, his shoulders seemed to collapse a little, as if they were about to break.
"She is indeed unusual. I originally thought she didn't care about you, as she showed no expression when you were injured. I didn't expect her to be like this. When she met your master, she didn't react to such a strong pressure."
When Ji Shiyan heard this, he suddenly smiled, as if he saw her look at that time. It's not that she is not afraid, but she has learned to hide and disguise, because there has never been anyone by her side to protect her.
"Hey, that day I actually wanted to tell her that you care about her a lot and ask her to care about you a little more. I also said that there are only a few people you care about, but in the end she just asked about your time in Wuji Palace."
Yes, Wuji Palace, she used to be there too.
Ji Shiyan couldn't help but wonder, "Did she know? What did she say?"
Yunxiao looked up and said as he recalled, "I don't think she said anything... At that time, I told her that you only had two friends, me and someone from Wuji Palace. She asked me about Wuji Palace? I said yes, and then she told her about the time when you secretly became an outer disciple when you were a child."
"Then she said, 'I see.' I then told her how much she cared about her brother and how much she truly loved him. But she didn't seem to want to hear it anymore and only replied, 'Sorry, Uncle Master, I want to go back and find him.'"
"She seemed very anxious at the time and started running, but then your master appeared..."
Ji Shiyan frowned. What did she mean by that? Could it be that she knew Fang Ye? Could they really be a Taoist couple?
Yunxiao saw Ji Shiyan sitting there in silence, not saying a word, and not listening to anything he said. So he also fell silent, and then saw Ji Shiyan suddenly get crazy and get up and leave.
He called out twice from behind, but the boy didn't even turn around. Never mind, it was his first love after all, and he was probably feeling down.
They were similar in many ways! Ji Shiyan's heart was beating violently, with the same rare emotions and the same love for breaking through formations with one sword.
If we consider the two of them as one, many things can be explained.
Since he was able to disguise himself and enter Wuji Palace, it is entirely possible that Li Yiru also has a face-changing mask.
But if she was Fang Ye, why would she use Li Yitian to come to Qiandao Sword Sect instead of coming to him directly?
If that was the case, it was because she had remembered a hint she had heard during a casual chat, saying that the Qiandao Sword Sect had the Tai Chi Sword Technique, so she left the Wuji Palace and went to Qingyun City.
And what was the reason that she was unable to receive his message after leaving the secret realm, for example, did she lose the communication jade slip?
On the day Fang Ye was on duty, she took off her mask out of boredom and happened to meet him, but they missed each other.
Ji Shiyan looked at the blood Ganoderma lucidum and spiritual ginseng in the spirit-sealing box with an indescribable expression.
The more he felt the truth coming to him, the more painful it became for him. Thinking of him leaving her alone again, even his breathing seemed to be tainted with pain.
If, if he had asked a question in the Goddess Temple at that time, perhaps she would not have needed to use the Explosive Spirit Gu. He could help her with whatever she wanted to do.
Because he saw her avoiding eyes at that time, and because he felt disappointed that he couldn't find Fang Ye, he just burned a stick of incense and left.
The memories in the secret realm resurfaced again and again, and the person carrying him changed from Fang Ye, who seemed tall at that time, to Li Yiru.
She supported his life with her frail shoulders, and it wasn't just one or two days, but countless days and nights. She gritted her teeth and persisted, and never gave up no matter how difficult it was.
But even though she knew it was him, why did she still make up her mind to leave immediately?
He only blamed himself. He felt something was wrong when he came back from the secret realm, but he was easily coaxed into submission by her with a glass of wine.
At this moment, he was sitting alone in the yard where he once sat side by side with her. He felt that this familiar yard was filled with unprecedented silence.
What is she doing at this moment?
He suppressed the sadness in his heart. Fortunately, she would definitely go to the Sun, Moon and Star Secret Realm on the fifth day of May, and he should be able to find her then.
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