Perhaps only when you truly like someone will you always feel uneasy, think that he is naive and easy to deceive, and can't help but worry about him.
But in fact, Ji Shiyan is very sensitive, can do everything well, and is very direct when facing emotions, unlike her who would hesitate. Only she thinks he is stupid.
"If you were not Li Yi, I might just plan to use you to improve my cultivation.
But at the time, I was afraid of exposing my secret, so I was trying to close my spiritual altar. If I couldn't, I would just leave." Li Yirou told him the truth, "You and Li Yi are two different people. If he liked me, I would choose him over you."
Her soft, soothing voice disappeared, replaced by a somewhat cold one. She didn't choose nice words just to please others, but confessed naturally, "I won't consider or believe anyone else. I said, I only want you."
After she finished speaking, she was suddenly stunned. She had thought so in her heart, but she seemed to have never taken the initiative to say to him "I only want him" or something like that. Why did she say it as a matter of course just now?
Did the transformation of his spirit remind her of her past reincarnations? Had she said something like this to someone before? Li Yirou couldn't bring herself to comfort him, but after thinking about it, she couldn't find any other feelings.
Only this sentence made her feel familiar.
Ji Shiyan was surprised. He had always thought that Li Yirou had some affection for him, even if it was just a little. But after she discovered that he was Li Yi, her feelings for him deepened.
She had never expected this to happen. In fact, she was secretly in love with Li Yi and cared about him even though he seemed ordinary at the time.
It turned out that no matter what qualifications or talents he had, she had never thought of accompanying and relying on him.
When I was young and full of energy, I just decided to go out and explore the world on my own. No wonder they say fate is predestined; my destiny was written long ago.
Ji Shiyan felt much more comforted and said in a muffled voice, "You never said you only wanted me." He didn't feel so bad anymore, but he still wanted to seek some of her pity.
At this time, Taxue suddenly came out and squeezed in between them. Ji Shiyan had to let go for fear of crushing the kitten.
"We also want to walk on the snow." She touched the furry little head. It probably wanted to join in too. Why did she say that she only wanted people and not cats?
Seeing this, Duobao hummed and squeaked in the space, "Da Rourou, don't you want me?"
The wind-winged eagle flapped its wings and said, "Alas, I'm the only one who's superfluous." Now that she could fly with a sword, she had no use for it at all. If the lord hadn't used it for fun, she would probably have abandoned it.
The Soul-Eating Thorn, who had been working hard, put down the spiritual plants and said, "I am more redundant than you!" She hardly paid attention to them now. Except for the spiritual ginseng and Ganoderma lucidum, she didn't care what it did to the others.
The owner is busy all day, so it's good to be busy. Anyway, as long as it has soil, it won't starve to death.
The red-lined python didn't quite understand, but it twisted its body and hissed, "Extraneous! Eat!"
Li Yiru's thoughts were completely interrupted. Would this cause a collective protest?
She concentrated her consciousness and repeatedly assured everyone that she would not abandon or give up on anyone, and only then did the space calm down.
"But Li Yi is not as good-looking as me, and he is not as good to you as I am. Will you really choose him?" He seemed unwilling and asked.
Li Yirou looked at him speechlessly, and finally smiled softly, "When you're crazy, you're even jealous of yourself?"
"I just like someone who is already a good person. You are Li Yishi, and you are willing to give to your friends. I can see that.
It's the same now. As long as the other person doesn't deliberately provoke you, you are very gentle. Love is fleeting. I think someone like you will not hurt me even if the feelings really fade or shift.
Why does something seem wrong? Initially, he was worried that Li Yiru no longer loved him, so how did he start discussing what would happen if he changed his mind?
There was a hint of joy and pampering in Ji Shiyan's smile, and the sad mood seemed to be easily resolved by her.
Li Yirou was about to say something else when she received a message from her senior brother via the jade slip, "I won't say anything nonsense. Don't be so foolish as to not dare to come back."
What does it matter if she said it? Although she was worried, her master couldn't take her life because of this.
But if she waits until she becomes stronger and has a deeper relationship with her master, she will feel more at ease.
Li Yirou replied, "Thank you, Senior Brother." Anyway, who she really was had no impact on them.
"Ayan, what about Thousand Demon Valley? Will we encounter high-level monsters on the outskirts?" She wanted to talk about something serious, but Ji Shiyan's eyes were gloomy. "Did he send you a message again?"
How come this person has X-ray vision?
"What? Besides being able to see through other people's emotions, you can also see their thoughts?" Li Yiru stepped back slightly, as if she was afraid of him.
"How do you know?" Ji Shiyan's heart skipped a beat, very surprised, as if he had not told her specifically.
It’s not that I’m afraid she’ll discover this secret, I just haven’t mentioned it.
"It's what I guessed, it turns out to be true? How did you see it, the color or the pattern?" Li Yirou asked curiously.
Ji Shiyan whispered back, "Color."
"You've always had a bit of uneasiness in your heart, but it's almost gone now." He couldn't hide the jealousy in his tone. "Every time Situ Chuan sees you, there's always a hint of joy in his gloom."
Li Yirou sighed, "Ayan, I feel happy too when I see Taxue Duobao and the others."
She smiled indifferently, "That's the most they feel towards me. Only you never use your spiritual sense to detect what I'm doing or what level I'm at. Regardless of my cultivation level and aptitude, you all respect me."
There are many things she dislikes, but when she is at the bottom, no one cares. However, she will not stop moving forward, and she does not want to be a foil forever. She wants to solve all the puzzles and breathe freely in the sunshine at the top.
"Yiro, my master often investigates me casually. And he even drove you away without telling me." In the mortal world, there are elders and juniors, while in the world of cultivation, there are cultivators of different levels of cultivation. It is impossible to be equal.
They are used to treating those in lower positions as possessions, expecting them to do everything according to their wishes, and wanting obedience and submission. The care is real, but the desire for control and obedience and domestication is also no less.
But among fellow disciples, it is rare to be so casual.
Li Yirou understood his comfort and hummed softly, "I don't blame Master either." Master treated her well, and she wanted to gain more recognition from him and help him. But it seemed that she only wanted Situ Chuan.
Talking about the Thousand Demon Valley, Ji Shiyan became serious, "You never know, you might really encounter a high-level spiritual beast. It was like that when we went to the Red Flame Secret Realm. It was very exciting." His tone was full of anticipation and excitement. Li Yiru felt more at ease when she saw that he did not resist.
The two discussed for a while before Li Yirou remembered to ask him, "Why did you come here suddenly? Have you dealt with the evil spirit?"
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