Chapter 186 Memories 2
The wedding five years ago, three days before.
Xiao Chengan's face turned pale as he drove away from the villa.
Dark clouds are moving.
The raindrops fell one by one.
Liu Mian sat down in front of the villa gate, letting the rain soak her whole body.
The rain is getting heavier.
She burst into tears, and it was hard to tell whether the water on her face was rain or tears.
The rain above her head suddenly disappeared, and a pair of black high-end leather shoes appeared in front of her. Liu Mian looked up and saw that there were tears or raindrops hanging on her eyelashes.
She was in a terrible state, struggling to get up from the ground, but she was a little powerless.
The person who came wanted to reach out to help her, but she pushed him away.
Liu Mian climbed up, her body shaky, her expression miserable, her eyes filled with hatred. She waved her hand and knocked the umbrella out of the man's hand, anger filling her chest, "Did you do this? Xiao Heng!"
The umbrella was knocked over to the ground, rolled twice, and the handle faced downwards. In an instant, a little rain gathered inside the umbrella.
Xiao Heng was instantly drenched by the heavy rain, his hair dripping with water. His expression remained unchanged as he spoke solemnly, full of concern, "Mianmian, don't get wet in the rain. You're not in good health to begin with."
After saying that, the man silently picked up the umbrella on the ground and held it over Liu Mian's head, with most of his body exposed.
Liu Mian knocked over the umbrella again, "Did you do this? Answer me!?"
Xiao Heng had sent a message to himself before, [Mianmian, I will give you what you want.]
Liu Mian didn't think too much about it, thinking that he had figured it out and was no longer obsessed with her. She could never give him what he wanted.
She gave her whole heart to someone she shouldn't have given it to, and it was no longer possible for her to respond to him.
Xiao Heng was the man she had been betrothed to since childhood, and they had known each other since childhood.
But Liu Mian has always been afraid of him. She feels that Xiao Heng is too cold and difficult to approach.
She has been tortured by illness since childhood, and what she wants is the sun, the warm sunshine.
She couldn't control her heart and was attracted to the sunny boy.
His every frown and smile were like warm sunlight shining in her heart.
Her heart was completely broken and she fell into hell and struggled.
But she knew clearly that the two of them would never be together.
"Yes." Xiao Heng admitted calmly.
Liu Mian raised her hand and slapped the man hard. The man did not dodge and looked at her with deep eyes.
The final slap never came.
Liu Mian's hands trembled and she smiled sadly.
Who could she blame him? That was exactly what she wanted.
But it is also something she can never have in her life.
It was her own fault.
She had some false thoughts.
She was the one who was coveting her best friend's boyfriend in a dirty way.
Liu Mian squatted down, covered her face and cried bitterly, every cry was filled with endless pain and struggle.
Self-blame, regret, pain, and a hint of joy.
Liu Mian was in endless pain because of her despicable emotions, and guilt continued to torment her.
She got her sun, but lost him forever.
What should she do?
"Why is this happening? It shouldn't be like this..." Liu Mian kept crying, "I'm sorry, Nian Nian... I'm sorry..."
Xiao Heng squatted down and took the person into his arms, his eyes full of heartache, "Mianmian, this is not your fault, you don't need to blame yourself."
All the sins are borne by him!
As long as she could live well, he would be willing to go to hell.
Liu Mian was emotionally agitated, struggling, and patting the man's chest, "Why did you do this!? Why?... It's all your fault, you ruined everything!..."
It ruined Nian Nian, ruined him, and ruined me!
She just wanted to stay by his side quietly in the last days and watch him and Nian Nian live happily together.
Xiao Cheng'an, he should be happy.
He was her eternal light.
Now, she no longer has the qualifications to stay with him.
Not only did she lose him, she also lost her best friend.
Nian Nian, I'm sorry...
"Xiao Heng, I hate you..." I hate myself even more.
Liu Mian fainted in the man's arms, her face pale and her brows furrowed.
Her world was filled with silence.
Xiao Heng touched her face distressedly, "Mianmian, don't be sad, I will give you everything you want, live well, live on."
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Four years ago.
When Xiao Heng received the news and rushed to the hospital, it was already too late.
Liu Mian was lying on the hospital bed, dying, with medical equipment holding her last breath.
Her face was extremely pale, like a delicate paper doll.
There was no trace of life.
Covered in blood.
Without hesitation, she cut her own jugular artery.
He was determined to die.
No matter how advanced the medical conditions are, they cannot save a person who is determined to die.
Xiao Heng stood at the door of the emergency room, his feet felt like they were being held down by a huge mountain, unable to take a step.
The chill rose from every part of my body.
He was cold all over, especially his heart.
Too cold to move.
His breathing was stagnant, his face was full of pain, and he looked at the girl on the bed in disbelief, the person he regarded as a treasure.
Xiao Heng's voice was so low that it was inaudible, "Mianmian..."
He walked closer and sat on the bed with a numb expression. He took her cold hand and stroked her bloodless cheek. "Mianmian, wake up. Don't scare me, okay? As long as you wake up, I'll give you whatever you want, okay?"
Unfortunately, the girl on the hospital bed would never wake up again.
She will sleep forever.
He would lose her forever.
"No!" Xiao Heng suddenly stood up, his eyes bloodshot, his expression ferocious and painful as he pounded the wall with his hands, "Damn it! Ah! It shouldn't be like this!"
Mianmian should live happily ever after with the man she loves and her children!
His cotton!
The walls were covered in blood, flowing down the white walls. The contrast between red and white was both frightening and terrifying.
Xiao Heng's hands were covered in blood, but he didn't feel any pain.
Because my heart hurts more.
The doctor walked in and said, "Mr. Xiao, I'm sorry."
Xiao Heng grabbed the doctor in a white coat, his eyes full of murderous intent, "Save her!"
The doctor shook his head solemnly, his eyes full of sympathy, "I'm sorry, Mr. Xiao, we tried our best."
Xiao Heng's eyes were empty as he slumped to the ground, as if he had lost all his vitality in an instant. "Mianmian..."
Liu Mian passed away. According to her will, she successfully donated her organs and saved Xiao Chengan.
On the hospital rooftop.
Xiao Heng squatted in the corner numbly as if he had lost his soul, with a tear falling from the corner of his eye.
His eyes were filled with sorrow.
He opened Liu Mian's suicide note.
Xiao Heng, by the time you read this letter, I may already be gone. Please don't be sad for me. Let me go happily, okay? This is my own choice. Don't blame anyone. This is my fate, isn't it? Death, for me, may be a relief. Could you please help me take good care of him and the child? Thank you for your efforts to keep me alive. Xiao Heng, I don't hate you. Forget me and live well.
The man closed his eyes in despair.
Don't you hate me? ...
Then who should he hate? ...
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