Chapter 198: Retreating to Advance, She Plans for the Future
On the dining table.
Ji Feizhi looked at her worriedly, "Did I hurt you?"
"No." Yu Nian blushed slightly, paused, looked at him, and said seriously: "Ji Feizhi, I can't get pregnant now."
It’s not that I don’t want to, it’s that I can’t.
She was afraid that Xiao Heng would do something even crazier.
After a brief silence.
She heard his almost inaudible sigh, "Okay."
Yu Nian felt sad.
Concentrate on eating breakfast.
A depressing atmosphere spread between the two of them. Yu Nian had no appetite and took a few quick bites before returning to the bedroom.
She didn't know how to explain it to him.
Two hours later, Sun's mother, who had been taking care of her three meals a day, brought her the medicine she wanted.
Yu Nian stood up and went over to him, taking the cup of water and the medicine.
Mother Sun turned around and then looked back hesitantly, her face full of concern, "Madam, this medicine is not good for your health."
Yu Nian glanced at the medicine in his hand and nodded, "I know."
Now is not a good time.
She had no choice.
Mother Sun sighed helplessly and left.
Yu Nian stared at the bedroom door in a daze for a moment.
The bedroom was not locked again, so did this give her enough freedom?
But her heart was still heavy.
Yu Nian walked to the small table, put down the water cup, frowned and took out the medicine, his heart tightened as he looked at the small white pill.
Thinking of something, she no longer hesitated and swallowed the pills.
He held the pill in his mouth but was reluctant to swallow it.
Bitterness spread in the mouth.
Very bitter.
But not as painful as my heart.
Yu Nian picked up the water cup, brought it to his mouth, but pursed his lips tightly and tears flowed down.
The tablet was half melted and the bitter taste was getting stronger.
She rushed into the bathroom and spit the medicine in her mouth into the toilet.
She still can't do it.
Anyway, let's leave it to fate.
Yu Nian rinsed his mouth to wash away the bitterness and residual medicine in his mouth.
At noon, Sun's mother knocked on the door and said respectfully, "Madam, lunch is ready. Would you like to have it in your room or downstairs?"
Of course Yu Nian wanted to go out now that he didn't have to be locked in the bedroom.
And she wanted to see him.
I went downstairs, but was disappointed again.
Yu Nian sat at the dining table and looked up at the empty chair opposite him.
I feel lonely.
Yu Nian had no appetite and put down his chopsticks after taking a few bites.
She walked around outside the villa and saw bodyguards guarding the door. It seemed that her activities were confined to the villa.
Yu Nian sighed and returned to the bedroom, her heart was in turmoil.
She sat by the window in a daze all afternoon.
She no longer wanted to dwell on it or ask why things had come to this.
She just wants a future!
Didn't Xiao Heng just want to see him struggling in pain?!
No, she won’t!
It's clearly his fault!
Human nature is sometimes so selfish and self-interested. He clearly knows that he is wrong, but he refuses to admit it.
Yu Nian raised a sarcastic smile at the corner of his lips and whispered, "Xiao Heng, I will never let you get what you want!"
Now Xiao Heng has the documents that are enough to destroy Ji Feizhi, she can't ignore it.
Maybe if I tell Ji Feizhi about this, he can solve it.
But she didn't dare to gamble.
What if Xiao Heng is angered and both sides end up in a fight?
She didn't want him to get hurt.
Xiao Heng’s target has always been himself. Even if he can solve the current video issue, what about the next one?
What's next?
The root of the problem lies with Xiao Heng!
If Xiao Heng is not dealt with, she will bring endless trouble to Ji Feizhi.
She believed in him, and no matter how much trouble and suffering they faced, it would not wear away the feelings between them, but she could not bear to see him get hurt.
The experience on the cliff is still vivid in my mind.
She never wanted to face difficult decisions again, never wanted to see him get hurt again!
Leaving temporarily may be the best option.
For the first time, Yu Nian hated himself so much for not being strong enough. If he were strong enough, would he be able to deal with Xiao Heng and not be afraid of any threats from him! ?
Sometimes growth comes at a price.
There was a firmness in her eyes; she would never back down or compromise!
Ji Feizhi, wait for me!
Yu Nian went downstairs and asked, "Auntie Sun, where is Ji Feizhi?"
"The master is in the study." Sun's mother replied.
I don’t know what happened to the two of them. They were fine during breakfast, but after breakfast, the husband locked himself in the study and didn’t even have lunch.
Mother Sun sighed in her heart.
"Yeah." Yu Nian walked towards the study.
At the door of the study.
Yu Nian raised his hand to knock on the door and hesitated for a moment.
No response.
The door was ajar, and Yu Nian pushed it open directly.
As soon as he opened the door, he saw Ji Feizhi, wearing a wrinkled white shirt, sitting dejectedly on the rosewood desk with his back to him. He supported the table with one hand and held a burning cigarette in the other. He was looking out the window with a serious expression, and no one knew what he was thinking.
Noticing someone coming in, he frowned slightly and said coldly, "Get out."
Yu Nian's heart tightened, and he called out softly, "Ji Feizhi."
"Niannian?" Realizing it was her, the man's heart was confused for a moment, "Why is it you?"
He extinguished the cigarette in his hand, glanced at the smoke curling in the room, and frowned even more tightly.
He took a long step, opened all the windows in the room, and walked towards her, "Why are you here?"
He stood before her, looking visibly depressed and decadent.
Yu Nian's heart tightened. He glanced at him, then looked at the ashtray full of cigarette butts on the table.
There is heartache in his eyes.
Ji Feizhi doesn't have a smoking habit, and he hasn't smoked for a long time for her.
"You..." she started, but didn't know what to say at the moment.
Ji Feizhi reached out and held her wrist, leading her out of the study. "Let's talk outside. It smells like smoke in here."
Nian Nian has always hated the smell of cigarettes.
Yu Nian felt even more uncomfortable and let him lead her out the door.
Outside the study door.
"Is there something?" Ji Feizhi looked at her deeply.
Yu Nian was silent for a moment. She was thinking about how to start the conversation so that he would agree to let her leave.
Ji Feizhi is undoubtedly paranoid.
Yu Nian looked into his eyes and pleaded solemnly, "Ji Feizhi, can you give me some time?"
"How long?" he asked in a deep voice.
Yu Nian paused, pursed his lips and hesitated to say, "Five years."
"Five years later, if you still love me, I will definitely come back to you, okay?"
If she couldn't become stronger in five years and couldn't resolve the grudge between her and Xiao Heng, she would never let go of his hand even if they were destroyed together!
His eyes were filled with sorrow. "Why Nian Nian? Because of Xiao Cheng'an? Or, Xiao Heng?"
Nian Nian, are you trying to retreat in order to advance and trick me into letting you go?
But how can I do that?
Yu Nian just remained silent.
She couldn't explain it.
There was pain in his eyes. The moment he passed by her, he uttered a word that made him despair, "Okay."
Whatever she wanted, he gave her.
But, Nian Nian, please don’t lie to me, okay?
Come back to me in five years, okay?
He can't wait for another five years.
Will go crazy.
Yu Nian covered his lips, tears streaming down his face.
I whispered his name over and over in my heart.
Ji Feizhi, Ji Feizhi, Ji Feizhi...
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