Chapter 50 Nian Nian, you don’t love him!
Along the way, Ji Feizhi was in a good mood because she called him boyfriend.
When he arrived at the coffee shop, he watched Yu Nian walk in and his expression returned to his usual indifference.
He leaned his tall body against the car, lit a cigarette, and the smoke rings he exhaled seemed very heavy.
He murmured softly, "Nian Nian..."
Inside the cafe.
Xiao Cheng'an had been waiting in the private room for a long time. When he saw Yu Nian come in, he looked at her with burning eyes, "Niannian."
He pulled out the chair opposite for her, and Yu Nian thanked him.
The two sat opposite each other, and neither of them spoke for a while.
Facing Xiao Cheng'an's burning gaze, Yu Nian felt complicated.
She looked at the man in front of her seriously. She had only seen him briefly before and hadn't looked at him properly.
I felt a little sad for a moment. I hadn't seen you for four years. "You've lost weight."
"You too." Xiao Cheng'an said in a deep voice.
"Nian Nian, when I woke up in the hospital four years ago and couldn't find you, do you know how desperate I was?"
Yu Nian felt a pain in his heart, clenched his fists under the table, turned his head away, and did not dare to look at him.
Four years ago, after making sure he was out of danger, she deserted the army.
The pain was too much for her to bear, and she admitted that she was a coward.
"I'm sorry..." This belated apology came four years late.
Yu Nian's eyes were moist.
"Niannian, look at me." Xiao Cheng'an's voice was filled with sorrow. "I've been looking for you for four years. Whenever I have time, I go abroad, but I can't find you..."
Yu Nian turned to look at him. The pain and sadness in his eyes were so obvious that she didn't dare to look directly at him. "Don't say anymore. I..."
Yu Nian hardened his heart, swallowed the tears in his eyes, and looked straight at him, "Brother Cheng'an, forget me, everything is gone, it's impossible for us to be together again, you should understand."
"No, I don't understand!" Xiao Cheng'an was very emotional. "Niannian, I only know that I can't live without you!"
He raised his hand, crossed the table, and gently stroked her face.
Just when he was about to touch her, Yu Nian turned his head away.
The hands are empty and the heart is empty too.
His hands trembled and dropped.
"I already have a boyfriend, forget me." It's good for you, me, and everyone.
"How could I possibly forget..." Xiao Cheng'an choked up, "Nian Nian, Nian Nian..."
Yu Nian's heart ached. The person she least wanted to hurt in this world was him.
This man was once her whole world.
Yu Nian was not very smart when she was a child, but in order to keep up with her brother Cheng'an, she worked hard to teach herself the fourth-grade curriculum. She even cried while studying, but the final result was good. She skipped to the fifth grade and was in the same class with her beloved brother Cheng'an.
The two have been inseparable since childhood, and her smile is mostly because of him.
She had also happily thought that she could live like this for the rest of her life.
But I never thought what would happen later.
Everything was so unexpected.
She emphasized again, "Brother Cheng'an, I already have a boyfriend."
"Ji Feizhi?" Xiao Cheng'an asked, and then couldn't help but say, "Niannian, Ji Feizhi is not a good person, and he is not suitable for you."
"Whether it's suitable or not, only I know." Yu Nian said lightly.
Xiao Chengan was silent.
After a long pause, he spoke, "Niannian, is this fair to me? Why can Ji Feizhi do it, but I can't? You know, I only have Liu Mian, just that one time, and that wasn't my intention, you know. My body and soul are loyal to you, Niannian."
"Ji Feizhi is the CEO of a group. I don't believe he has never had a woman. No one knows how many women he has had. Nian Nian, is this fair? Why can he do this, but I can't..."
Yu Nian was shocked by his remarks and felt very complicated.
She really had never thought about this question.
She has always been bothered by that accident and still cannot accept it.
Xiao Cheng'an is innocent and he is also a victim. At the beginning, she had some resentment towards him in her heart, but in the end it turned into unspeakable emotions.
In that accident, everyone was a victim, there were no winners.
Yu Nian was a little confused for a moment.
Xiao Cheng'an spoke again, firmly concluding, "Niannian, you don't love him, right?"
Yu Nian panicked and avoided his gaze, her heart in turmoil. Was it because he didn't love her...
Because I love you too much, I care.
Because you don’t love me, you don’t mind?
She doesn't love Ji Feizhi.
But she likes him, right?
"No, it's not like that. These are two different things. You and I, and he and I are different." Yu Nian was also a little confused.
"Niannian, you still love me, right?" Xiao Cheng'an's eyes showed obvious expectation.
Expecting a positive answer.
"We can't go back, we really can't go back. You are no longer my brother Cheng'an. You are still...Little Strawberry's father." Yu Nian burst into tears and bit his lip.
Xiao Cheng'an's eyes were dark. He paused, grabbed Yu Nian's hand, and said excitedly: "Niannian, don't leave me! If you mind Strawberry, I can make sure you never see her. Believe me, Nian Nian..."
Yu Nian shook his head desperately, "That's not fair to Little Strawberry either."
She stood up, shook off his hand, and said firmly: "Let's not meet again in the future."
After saying that, he left.
Xiao Chengan stood up, grabbed Yu Nian's wrist, pulled her back, his eyes bloodshot, "Niannian, don't go..."
Yu Nian cried, "......"
She raised her hand, tremblingly touching his chest, then looked up at him with tears in her eyes, "I can't go back. ...Here, Mianmian is..."
Xiao Cheng'an was struck by lightning and let go of her hand dejectedly.
Cotton......
He forced himself to be ruthless, "Niannian, it's not your fault, it's no one's fault, Mianmian... sooner or later..."
Yu Nian interrupted him, "How can you say such a thing? This is not you..."
In her mind, Brother Cheng'an is bright and gentle as the wind.
"Even if she only has one day to live, she must not die because of me, because of you..."
Yu Nian shook off his hand resolutely.
Turned around and left without any regrets or looking back.
Xiao Cheng'an slumped down in the chair beside him, his eyes empty and unfocused.
He regretted what he had just said.
What are you talking about...
Yu Nian's back disappeared in the corridor.
Xiao Cheng'an could no longer hold back his tears.
Can't go back? Really can't go back...
But, what should he do with his heart? His heart is dead...
Think, think, think, think...
He called her name over and over in his heart, every word was filled with tears.
Nian Nian, don't go, don't leave me...
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