Chapter 88 Confession?
"Are you Jiang Shen?"
Ren Xuxing asked in a flat voice without any ups and downs.
Jiang Shen and Ren Fenghe were both stunned.
Jiang Shen subconsciously put his hand over the edge of the mask to make sure he was disguised.
Ren Fenghe looked at Ren Xuxing, then at Jiang Shen.
Xu Xing is also a fan... ? Ren Fenghe was extremely confused.
She had never heard of it.
But it's normal that she hasn't heard of it. She and Xu Xing didn't have much contact before the accident. After the operation, Xu Xing visited her a few times, but he never showed up again after she drove him away with harsh words. She had no intention of caring about other things, let alone understanding what Xu Xing liked.
Jiang Shen and Ren Fenghe thought differently. He could tell from her expression that she was not a fan, but it was a bit magical that a non-fan could recognize him even though he was dressed so warmly.
He glanced at Ren Fenghe beside him, wondering whether to admit it. He was also worried that admitting it would bring trouble to Zhang Jingchun who was seeing the doctor.
"I won't tell anyone." As if sensing his concerns, Ren Xuxing said again.
Her brows slightly frowned, like ripples on a calm lake. She didn't wait for Jiang Shen to admit it before continuing.
"My sister is a fan of yours. She is sick and is now in a vegetative state."
"We have confirmed her condition through brain waves. Since she fainted, her brain wave monitoring data has been relatively stable. An hour ago, her brain waves suddenly became very active and lasted for a long time."
"Her brain is active. I think if you say a few words to her, it might help her wake up."
"Whether you agree or refuse, I will keep it confidential and will not let what happened today get out."
"But please."
Ren Xuxing said a lot in one breath, which stunned Ren Fenghe.
In her impression, Ren Xuxing was not talkative and would only talk endlessly when talking about areas of interest. However, at such times, he would mostly talk with her mentors and fellow students.
Does she know that she likes Amanecer and Jiang Shen?
Ren Fenghe's mood became complicated again. She fell in love with Amanecer after she drove Ren Xuxing away with harsh words.
So, has Xu Xing been secretly paying attention to her situation all along?
Jiang Shen listened to her carefully. Hearing her words, he said without hesitation: "Okay."
He asked Ren Fenghe, "Yuanyuan, can you accompany me back to the hospital?"
She thought there was no hope of seeing her own body, but she didn't expect that after going around in circles, she would actually go to the 15th floor in this way.
Ren Fenghe nodded and said, "Okay."
So, Jiang Shen and Ren Fenghe, who had just walked out of the inpatient building, turned around and walked back.
"Can I ask your names?" Jiang Shen said while walking on the road.
Ren Xuxing told Jiang Shen her and Ren Fenghe's names.
Jiang Shen repeated, "Ren Xuxing, Ren Fenghe, your names are not very common."
Hearing his name being read out by Jiang Shen, Ren Fenghe inexplicably felt a sense of weirdness. He wanted to respond, but he couldn't.
I feel itchy, but I hold it in.
Once she agreed, the two people next to her would look at her in surprise.
"My name is not very common, but there are many people who have the same name as me. It comes from 'Why not chant and whistle while walking slowly?'" Ren Xuxing explained.
"Jiu Leaky Fish" Jiang Shen smiled dryly, embarrassed to say that he didn't know the poem.
But even if you don't know, you can still feel the artistic conception inside.
He said: "Good poem, good poem, are the words 'Feng He' also from poetry?"
Ren Fenghe thought dejectedly, no, her name has nothing to do with poetry. If I have to explain it, it would be the seedlings in the wind.
When she was a child, she asked her parents, and her mother said that when she was pregnant with her, she went to an agricultural base and saw the wind blowing through the rice seedlings. She had an idea and decided to give her this name.
"It comes from an idiom, 'The wind blows and the crops all rise.'" Ren Xuxing said.
Ren Fenghe raised his eyes and looked at Ren Xuxing who was speaking.
The younger sister was flattering her elder sister, but unfortunately, she had never heard of this word.
Jiang Shen asked humbly, "What does this idiom mean?"
"Follow the will of Heaven and get Heaven's help." Ren Xuxing said fluently.
The three of them took the elevator to the 15th floor.
While sitting in the elevator, Jiang Shen took out his cell phone and seemed to be searching for something. When the elevator reached the 15th floor, he put the phone away.
Based on Ren Fenghe's understanding of Jiang Shen, in this situation, Jiang Shen should not look at his phone unless there is something important.
But it is not appropriate to ask Jiang Shen what he is looking at now.
Ren Fenghe swallowed his doubts.
The 15th floor is quieter than the other floors. Looking around, the only people walking around are nurses and a very small number of relatives visiting the patients.
Let Xuxing lead the way and walk forward to the innermost part of the floor.
After walking over, she knocked on the door.
The door of the ward opened, and a figure that Ren Fenghe was very familiar with appeared. It was Aunt Wang.
Ren Fenghe looked carefully and found that in just a few months, Aunt Wang's hair had turned a lot whiter, and worry covered her face like a lingering fog.
Aunt Wang saw Jiang Shen and Ren Fenghe, looked at Ren Xuxing in confusion, and asked: "What is this——"
Ren Xuxing said: "The boy band member my sister likes."
Upon hearing this, Aunt Wang looked at Jiang Shen carefully.
Seeing this, Jiang Shen took off his mask.
Aunt Wang suddenly became excited and hurriedly made room for Feng He. She said, "It's you. Feng He likes you very much. I, I'll make room for you. Can you go in and talk to Feng He for a few more words? Feng He will definitely be very happy if he knows."
Jiang Shen took Ren Fenghe inside. After they took a few steps inside, Jiang Shen found that Ren Xuxing did not follow them.
He asked doubtfully, "Aren't you coming in?"
Ren Fenghe also looked at Ren Xuxing in confusion.
Ren Xuxing shook his head and said, "My sister doesn't like me very much."
In just seven words, it was impossible to tell from her expression or voice whether she was sad or upset.
Ren Xuxing stood outside the door. A thin door frame was like a chasm, separating her from Ren Fenghe who had already entered the room.
Ren Fenghe pursed his lips.
She also thought Xu Xing didn't like her.
Aunt Wang next to Ren Xuxing licked her lips and said earnestly: "Feng He doesn't dislike you. When you were a child, and when she was a child, she would take you with her wherever she went. She loves being with you the most."
Ren Xuxing had her own judgment. She only emphasized, "When I was a child."
Aunt Wang looked at Jiang Shen, thought about it and decided not to say more, after all, there were outsiders present.
So, she sighed and followed the two of them inside without closing the door.
The special care ward is of course a single room with a large space. Unlike the snow-white wards below the 15th floor, the special care ward is decorated to a certain extent and is quite warm overall.
Ren Fenghe walked forward while constantly looking back. If he walked a little further in, Ren Xuxing's figure would completely disappear.
Before Ren Xuxing's figure was completely swallowed up by the wall at the corner, Ren Fenghe saw that she was always looking inside.
It was as if she could see Ren Fenghe lying on the hospital bed through the blocking wall.
Suddenly, Jiang Shen turned around and said to Ren Fenghe, who was walking slowly, "Yuanyuan, why don't you wait for me outside with your sister?"
Ren Fenghe should have hesitated, she wanted to hear what Jiang Shen wanted to say to her, and she also wanted to see herself on the hospital bed, but at this moment she did not hesitate. Perhaps it was Ren Xuxing's eyes that kept pushing her, pushing her to Ren Xuxing's side.
Ren Fenghe said: "Okay."
After saying that, she turned and walked out.
Before walking completely outside, Jiang Shen said to Aunt Wang, "She is young, so as not to scare her."
Aunt Wang said, "Yes, yes, it's not good for children to come to the hospital too often."
Ren Fenghe walked to Ren Xuxing, without saying a word, and looked up at her.
Ren Xuxing noticed that her gaze was always on him, and finally he withdrew his eyes from the ward and lowered his eyes to look at the little girl beside him.
She doesn't like to waste her energy on irrelevant things, which is why she is quiet.
To her, the little girl was the one who had nothing to do with everything.
But she knew that she had asked for help and couldn't leave the little girl alone.
Looking at the little girl, she didn't know what she was thinking. After a while, she asked, "How old are you?"
Ren Fenghe replied: "Four years old."
Ren Xuxing said, "Oh," and said, "Four years old is the age to grow up."
This sentence sounds extremely strange. Who would say that a child grows up at the age of four?
But Ren Xuxing was taken to the hospital for examination when he was three years old. He was found to have an IQ higher than average and was taken away by his parents a few days later.
During those days, it happened to be Ren Xuxing’s fourth birthday.
She took Ren Fenghe and sat down on the chair outside.
Ren Xuxing couldn't think of anything to say, so the small space of this row of benches became extremely quiet, so quiet that it was a little awkward.
It is also possible that this embarrassment is a psychological effect of Ren Fenghe.
Ren Fenghe pursed his lips and suddenly said, "Is that your sister in there?"
Ren Xuxing responded: "Yeah."
Ren Fenghe said: "Doesn't she like you?"
Although it was true, bringing it up on your own initiative and letting others bring it up were two different feelings. Ren Xuxing silently turned his head to look at her, and when he saw that childish face, he turned his head back and responded, "Yeah."
Ren Fenghe lowered her head, her hands on both sides of the chair, her legs swaying from time to time, her mouth opening and closing, closing and opening again. If she raised her head, her awkward expression could be clearly seen.
After moving her mouth several times, Ren Fenghe finally spoke. She said, "Do you like her?"
Ren Xuxing said "hmm" again, like a robot with only the "hmm" sound set.
Ren Fenghe didn't know if she was just trying to fool the child, but she decided to take it as a serious answer.
So, she turned around, faced Ren Xuxing, and said seriously: "If she doesn't like you, why do you like her?"
"She must like you. You like her because you feel she likes you."
Ren Xuxing's eyes were still like the abyss. It is said that the eyes are the windows to the soul, but Ren Fenghe could not judge anything from her eyes.
Fortunately, Ren Xuxing spoke very frankly and did not hide anything. She said: "When I was a child, my sister liked me. She liked me when I was a child. I remember that, so I like my sister."
She said so many words in one breath that Ren Fenghe felt as if thunder was exploding in his ears.
She always thought that she was the only one who remembered the memories between her and Ren Xuxing. After all, Ren Xuxing was such a young child at that time, but it turned out that she remembered them all.
Yes, she knew she was a genius, but why didn't she think that since she was a genius, she might have never forgotten their intimate time.
Her inferiority complex made her retreat, and her retreat also made the other party, who was not good at taking the initiative, take a step back as well.
Then, an accident caused her, who had lost a leg, to step back step by step, and she created a solid, thorny wall between the two of them.
Now, she found that after the other person who took a step back noticed that she was constantly moving backwards, she took slow but firm steps forward, grabbed the thorny wall, and used the thorns as a fulcrum to climb up.
Ren Fenghe suppressed his emotions and said firmly, "There is a misunderstanding between you two, but you will definitely make up."
Ren Xuxing remained calm and just turned his head to look at the door.
Ren Fenghe naturally noticed her action.
She knew that she would go back eventually, but the other party didn't know. For Ren Fenghe, she didn't know when reconciliation and resolving misunderstandings would ever be achieved.
Ren Fenghe pursed her lips, not knowing whether she should tell the other party about her situation.
"I, actually I..."
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