Although she traveled through time and space and returned to the feudal era, deep down she still believed in equality for all people in later generations. She did not think that Qing Ning was her subordinate and had to obey her for the rest of her life.
Especially in Xianyun County, Qingning was injured to protect Sibao. Although she was grateful to Qingning for saving Sibao, if Qingning had not followed her, she would never have been injured and almost died.
So she thought that if Qing Ning didn't want to live a bloody life with her, she could leave and find the meaning of her own life.
Although she has always wanted to find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, where she could live a retirement life picking chrysanthemums under the eastern fence and leisurely enjoying the view of the southern mountains.
But she knew that from the day she and Xie Ruiyuan had an affair, her dream was doomed to be difficult to achieve.
Especially after the birth of Dabao, Nibao, Sanbao and Sibao, her future life became closely tied to Xie Ruiyuan.
Because she knew too well that she could not give up the quadruplets, and she did not want the four babies to grow up in a single-parent family.
She wanted to give her four babies the best, a loving family atmosphere, and a father and mother who loved them.
Xie Ruiyuan's identity is so special that even if Xie Ruiyuan does not compete for that position, there will be people who will not let him go and will find ways to get rid of Xie Ruiyuan.
How could this be possible? Xie Ruiyuan was the man she loved and the father of her child. She would never allow anyone to touch Xie Ruiyuan, not even a finger.
But if she wants to do these things, she must have power and influence. She must give herself more bargaining chips, so that Xie Ruiyuan can sit in that position in this seemingly smokeless but bloody struggle, so that the four babies will not suffer in the future.
Li Mengyue was a little worried about wanting to return to Prince An's Mansion to recognize her mother. She didn't know how her mother was doing, whether her memory had recovered, whether she had adapted to Prince An's Mansion, and whether anyone was bullying her.
Tuanzi knew all about Li Mengyue's thoughts.
[Host, you have changed, you have really changed. ]
【Oh, what have I changed? 】
[Host, you used to be reckless and ruthless, with no idea of what family affection was. You only knew how to complete missions. When you completed missions, you were either killing people or on your way to killing people. It was such a boring life.]
"You said it was in the past. People change. Isn't it okay for me to be like this now?"
"Of course, I like the warmth you show, host. Your face has a variety of expressions, and you are no longer cold and distant."
Li Mengyue knew what Tuanzi meant, and she also knew that after coming to the Great Zhou, she had changed a lot in both her character and other aspects.
Not only did she not feel disgusted by these changes, but she was actually happy about them.
She also hopes that she can become a flesh-and-blood person, rather than a humanoid machine that only knows how to follow orders and kill people.
Sometimes, when it was late at night and she couldn't sleep, she would be glad that Tuanzi had forcibly bound her to Da Zhou and brought her to live a full life under another identity.
As for the task of collecting gratitude points that she had to do, she did not have any aversion to it. Instead, she would think about how to save as many people as possible and make more poor people feel grateful.
Every time she saved someone and let them see the hope of life, her mood would become cheerful and bright, and she would no longer be immersed in endless depression. These were brought to her by Tuanzi.
It can be said that if there were no Tuanzi, she would definitely no longer exist in this world.
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