Chapter 109 You are good at everything
"I think so too." A male voice sounded nearby, "Mr. John's works before marriage always revealed a sense of loneliness. After marriage, especially when he was with Mrs. John, I could feel his emotions more directly. Even the lonely mountains had a sense of drifting and wandering, like a cloud crane flying in all directions."
Xu Chunian looked in the direction of the voice. The other person had long hair and an artistic aura. "Yes, that's what I mean."
The man raised his eyebrows slightly, seeming a little surprised, "We have met before, it seems you don't remember me."
Xu Chunian was stunned for a moment, "Sorry, I..."
The man raised his hand, "It's okay, if there is a chance we should meet again.
Anyone who can come to this exhibition must be no ordinary person. Xu Chunian now only has memories before the age of 18 and can't remember anything else.
Before they could talk any more, a lady came up to the man and said something.
"See you later, Miss Xu."
"See you later."
Xu Chunian watched him leave, then looked up at Jiang Huaixu, "Do you know him?"
Jiang Huaixu pursed his lips, "You really don't remember?"
Xu Chunian has been off the Internet for six years. She doesn’t know much about many of the people who became famous during that time and she shook her head in confusion.
"Guyou."
Xu Chunian's eyes suddenly widened. She followed a blogger on Weibo named Gu You, whose homepage had many excellent photographic works. She looked it up out of curiosity and found out that he had won awards and was very famous in the photography circle, but there were no photos of him on the Internet.
"Maybe...it's been too long and I don't remember?" She laughed dryly.
Jiang Huaixu was silent for a moment, pursing his lips, "Before Zhuzhu was born, you went to the exhibition with him, and we had some unpleasant experiences."
Before Zhuzhu was born, that was when she was in college, Xu Chunian's lips stagnated, and she raised her head to look at him, "Is it because I have no boundaries?"
"No." Jiang Huaixu lowered his eyes to hide his emotions, "You are good, everything about you is good, it's me who is too narrow-minded, always, always wanting you to only see me."
He pursed his lips bitterly and said, "You have obviously forgotten about this matter, but I still can't help but feel upset."
In the past, he was awkward like a voyeur, spying on her standing in the sun. When she confessed to him at the age of 19, he was so excited that he couldn't sleep, but he had to look calm and clumsy, learning how to send breakfast and gifts like others. In the early days of his business, he was so busy that he didn't even have time to eat, and his mind was full of her every frown and smile.
Looking at her smiling at other men, he thought darkly, it would be better if she only looked at him. He was a little afraid that she would be disgusted, so he kept throwing himself into work, and was so busy that he slept in the company. She said, I'll come to find you.
So that day, the most important thing was what to wear before meeting her.
She was free, but became pregnant with Zhuzhu at the age of 20. He didn't want her to take on the responsibility of a mother so early, but Xu Chunian wanted to stay. How should he describe his feelings that day?
Perhaps only Xu Chunian, who felt his tears, knew.
Obviously, she is a good person, she has her limits and boundaries, but he is the only one who is conflicted. He wants to give her a wilderness where she can run and fly, but he hopes that he will be the only one in this wilderness.
In the end, she fell in love with someone else. This might be what he thought on the day they were together, but when it happened, he felt more pain than he had imagined. That lively heart was torn away from him. He wanted to lock her up, and the dark and selfish thoughts intensified. He began to escape, and only by being endlessly busy could he numb himself for a short period of time.
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