Chapter 179 It’s Okay Even If You Don’t Like Me
In the master bedroom, the quilt covers were changed to green, and their wedding photos were hung on the wall behind the bed again. Xu Chunian hesitated for a long time and finally decided to change it once a month.
There was nothing on the bed except two pillows. There were still various dolls on the bedside, several rows of them from Pop Mart, each one was different. On the side where he slept there was a handmade photo frame, and the photo inside was of her and Zhuzhu, taken at the place where he got married last time.
Xu Chunian thought it was ugly and didn't let him put it up, so he put it up secretly.
She liked to sleep with her doll in her arms, but he was narrow-minded and put all the dolls in the bedroom where he used to sleep, so she had to sleep with him in her arms at night.
He couldn't even name the bottles and jars on the dressing table. On the chaise longue by the window, Xu Chunian held him down and did his skin care. If he wasn't obedient, she would kiss him.
There were two cabinets under the dressing table, which contained many of her cameras. Jiang Huaixu sat on the floor and looked through them one by one. Almost all of her cameras were filled with photos of him.
There is also a video, which should have been taken accidentally. Jiang Huaixu and Zhuzhu are sitting in a hanging basket in the orchard. Zhuzhu is lying on Jiang Huaixu's legs looking at her.
Xu Chunian's voice could be heard in the background, "Oh my, how did you record the video? So handsome, Jiang Huaixu looks so handsome from this angle, don't move, I'll take a picture."
He remembered that day, Xu Chunian took several photos of him but was not satisfied with any of them, so the video that was accidentally clicked was left behind.
Most of the photos in these cameras are of him or Zhuzhu.
There was also a very small notebook in the cabinet. Jiang Huaixu took it, put the camera back, and opened the notebook.
She said, if you were 24-year-old Xu Chunian, I don’t know what you are doing, but you can’t do anything too extreme to Ah Li again, otherwise you will regret it…
Jiang Huaixu chuckled, threatening people was so intimidating.
Then it's about Zhuzhu and Xu's father and mother. She told them to love her well. She said that Ali, Zhuzhu and her father and mother are the most important people in her life.
Jiang Huaixu twitched his lips, his Adam's apple rolled as if something was blocking it, and he clenched his hands tightly to suppress the bitterness in his heart.
She wrote a lot, with an indescribably playful tone, and she would threaten her in her diary, threatening the 24-year-old herself.
On the next page, she said, I love Jiang Huaixu, I love him very much now, if you don’t like him don’t hurt him, your life is a wilderness, you can stagnate because of anything, but I don’t want to stagnate because of a man.
Also, it is worth praising that orchard. You are not bad at all. Please think carefully about every step you take. There is no conflict between pursuing others and maintaining kindness.
I don’t know how you feel about Jiang Huaixu now, but at this moment, I can’t live without him.
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The door of the ward blocked out the voice of the nurse outside, and the room fell into silence.
Jiang Huaixu seemed to have lost all his strength. He squatted in front of the bed without any image, and her hand was in his large palm.
He pulled the fair hand to his lips and rubbed it.
A man's lonely voice was heard in the room, and if you listened carefully you could hear sobs.
"Don't sleep, Nian Nian."
"Wake up, please."
“I really…”
"I really can't hold on any longer."
"Xu Chunian..."
"If it's the 24-year-old Xu Chunian, you should wake up too, okay? Even if you don't like me, it doesn't matter. Even if you don't want me..."
He choked up a little when he said this, "Don't leave me, Xu Chunian, please."
"Wake up, please."
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