Is the stepfather a bad person? Anyway, he did it without any psychological barriers.
Xiaozhi's mother had no idea about this. She still thought that her husband was a competent father as he appeared to be.
At first, Xiaozhi was still young and didn’t understand what this meant. He just felt very painful.
When he grew up a little, he was about to enter puberty and learned a lot about sex from various media.
Then he knew that this was not normal.
It's not like he hasn't thought about bringing this up with his mother.
But every time I just started, I couldn't say it anymore when I saw my mother's expression of happiness and sweetness as she was immersed in this marriage.
What should he say? Should he destroy his mother's hard-earned "happiness" with his own hands and make her suffer?
Besides, would she really believe it?
If Xiaozhi wasn't so delicate and understanding, he would have been much better off.
But he is.
Xiaozhi's not-so-old age, her unusually delicate mind, and her mother's new husband together created her tragic fate.
By the time Xiaozhi was fifteen years old, he had been suffering for six years.
Perhaps it was God's mercy that Xiaozhi's mother died unexpectedly that year.
Perhaps because she had suffered enough, Xiaozhi did not feel too sad about her mother's death.
Instead, he felt a kind of indescribable relief - he could finally move his hands and feet without any scruples.
The fire of revenge erupted in his heart again. That fire may have been burning for thousands of days and nights.
He devised a careful plan which took him a lot of time and effort.
But who knew that fate was beyond our control and Xiaozhi's plan completely failed.
My stepfather just died like that.
He got it right.
Xiaozhi was unwilling, angry, and hateful. She couldn't sleep day or night. In just half a month, she became so thin that she looked like a monster. Her eyes were so bright between the protruding facial bones that it was scary.
From then on, he felt extremely disgusted and hated his male biological identity.
By chance, Xiaozhi learned that she could change her physiological characteristics by injecting certain hormones.
Without much hesitation, he decided to fight.
Even transgender people and those with gender identity disorder would think twice before making this decision, but Xiaozhi was absolutely resolute.
It may be because he was too young when the injections were taken, and he was born with a somewhat androgynous look. In short, with the superficial makeup and clothing, Xiaozhi looks no different from a real woman.
Later on, Xiaozhi took advantage of her beauty and sweet talk to vent her hatred on the substitute. There was no way back for her and she went down a dark path.
"I..." The painful memories drained all of Xiaozhi's strength. She spoke intermittently, then leaned back on the sofa, panting, without saying another word.
An Meng was also silent, not knowing what to say. Any words seemed so pale and powerless at this moment.
During the brief silence, there was another knock on the door, accompanied by a cry: "We are the police, everyone inside please stop all actions, we are..."
Xiaozhi struggled to catch her breath and glared at An Meng: "Did you call the police?"
An Meng shook her head and quickly exchanged a glance with Xie Yun, who had a confused and doubtful look in his eyes.
Who called the police?
Xiaozhi sneered. She didn't seem to believe An Meng's denial, but she wasn't too disappointed or shocked either.
Perhaps from the moment she let these two people into the house, she never thought that she would have a good ending.
Perhaps subconsciously, she was tired - she didn't want to kill anymore, nor did she want to escape anymore.
During the long period of hatred and escape, killing has become a habit. Perhaps today, it is time to end this inertia.
Xiaozhi raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face, and suddenly smiled at An Meng amid the deafening knocks on the door.
That smile was extremely pure, neither like the twisted and happy smile she wore when killing people, nor like her usual smile full of sarcasm.
It was just a simple smile - the original smile used by people to express goodwill.
Xiaozhi's voice was a little hoarse: "Anyway, thank you."
Xiaozhi didn't say why she was thanking him, but An Meng understood and nodded with a hint of sadness, with a trace of emotion in her eyes.
If Xiaozhi had someone by his side back then, would the situation have become so bad?
【Even... just a tiny bit of listening? 】
Xiaozhi stood up with her hands on the sofa and walked towards the door without much hesitation.
This secret that she had kept in her heart for many years and could not tell anyone was finally revealed to the world for the first time today.
There is no one to talk to, no one to complain to, no one to sympathize with, there has always been no one.
So be it. Xiaozhi stared at the last door panel in front of her with a distracted look. Her nose felt hot and sore, and tears rolled down her eyes again.
I have committed so many sins and my hands are stained with so much blood. Let it all end completely.
The door opened and the police swarmed in. Xiaozhi lowered her head and surrendered.
Xiaozhi was quickly taken downstairs and put into a police car.
Wang Guodong was lucky to be alive, as he was carried out of the bathroom trembling.
Although he was not seriously injured, he was very frightened and was sent directly to the hospital.
Because it was the crime scene, An Meng and Xie Yun were confirmed to be unrelated persons and were directly cleared out of the scene by the police.
The two stood outside the cordon in a daze, looking at each other in bewilderment.
"Um," Xie Yunxian came back to his senses and reminded, "Shouldn't we call Aunt Qian and the others?"
"Oh," An Meng sniffed, "I'll call now."
[Damn it, I completely forgot about this! ]
Seeing her eyes slightly red, Xie Yun sighed silently and stopped her, "Let me do it."
An Meng didn't fight with him for it. She was indeed feeling a little uncomfortable now.
Although she had already known about Xiaozhi's affairs in the melon-eating system, it was particularly shocking when she heard it from the person involved in person.
But there is no medicine for regret in the world, and there is no chance to turn back once the tragedy has happened.
It was an exceptionally restless night. While An Meng and Xie Yun were reminiscing about the past in Xiaozhi's apartment, Zhao You was racking her brains to find out her husband's secret.
Zhao You knew that Qian Feng would run to the study almost every night, holding his personal notebook and reading it for a long time.
At the beginning, Zhao You didn't understand the situation and accidentally disturbed her husband several times, which would always result in him scolding her angrily.
Later, Zhao You gradually got used to it and never disturbed him during that time period again.
It’s more of a numbness than a habit.
It has to be said that in some ways, Zhao You and her mother-in-law Qian Xiu Ya are very similar.
And today... Zhao You slowly inhaled a breath of cool air and exhaled slowly. She decided not to be numb anymore.
What does Qian Feng watch every night?
What did An Meng mean by that?
Does she...really want to choose to give birth to the unborn child in this kind of marriage?
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