"You are going to country W to carry out a mission tomorrow, and I am going back to Snow Wolf. From now on, we will be separated from each other and I don't know when we will be reunited. So, I took a leave of absence to come back and make you a dinner. I hope you don't mind." Mu Qiao put down the things in his hands and pointed to the food that was still steaming on the table.
Qiao Lubai's eyes were filled with reluctance, and his gaze when he looked at Mu Qiao became particularly sad.
Mu Qiao's eyes were calm, but she was used to using calmness as a disguise to observe a person accurately. From Qiao Lubai's eyes, she saw reluctance and self-blame, and more guilt and sadness.
Qiao Lubai seemed reluctant to leave her.
But he had to leave her!
He is very conflicted!
Seeing him so conflicted, she felt an inappropriate sense of happiness in her heart. It was not gloating, but the feeling that he cared about her, a lot.
But at this moment, even if she was happy, she couldn't show it, because they would go their separate ways tomorrow.
When he thought that he might not come back, Mu Qiao's face darkened, but his tone was very calm, "These are all your favorite foods. I won't be by your side in the future. Remember to eat well. Don't be hungry all the time. It's not good for your health."
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Qiao Lu looked sad, lowered his eyes and said nothing.
"Come and sit down to eat, or it will get cold if you don't eat now." Mu Qiao walked to the dining table first and sat down, waving at Qiao Lubai.
Qiao Lubai couldn't eat this meal at all, because he knew that as long as he ate it, it would mean that his relationship with Mu Qiao was truly over.
"I'm not hungry. Do you have any wine?" Qiao Lubai walked over and sat across from the table. His voice was a little hoarse. "How about we get drunk tonight?"
"Okay." Mu Qiao was very happy and brought out the boiled red wine.
Qiao Lubai took the wine and poured it for both of them.
"Come, have a drink." Mu Qiao raised his glass and clinked it with Qiao Lubai, "I wish you a successful start and come back alive."
"Thank you." Qiao Lubai thanked softly, frowning with a complicated expression on his handsome face.
They each took a sip of wine. Mu Qiao picked up the chopsticks and picked up a piece of beef for Qiao Lubai. "I heard from others that you must eat meat when drinking, so you won't get drunk."
Qiao Lubai nodded indifferently and looked at her without moving his chopsticks.
Mu Qiao felt very uncomfortable, but he looked very relaxed.
She swirled the wine in the glass and smiled bitterly in her heart.
"Mu Qiao, go ahead and scold me. If you don't want to speak, then just beat me up. I promise not to fight back." Qiao Lubai suddenly spoke, looking at Mu Qiao with red eyes.
"Are you stupid? Are you looking for trouble if I scold you and beat you?" Mu Qiao deliberately twisted his words. She didn't want to make the topic so serious.
"I know you are very angry and upset. This is all caused by me. I am willing to take responsibility for everything. Please don't get upset with yourself. It's not worth it."
Qiao Lubai's words completely tore off Mu Qiao's difficult disguise. She tried so hard to cover it up, but was still seen through by Qiao Lubai.
She suddenly felt a little ridiculous. She put down the chopsticks in her hand and looked at him with a complicated and sad expression.
Suddenly, she reached out and touched his handsome face. "Yes, I want to slap you in the face, because you want to divorce me under the banner of being good to me, and make me a person who can only share wealth but not adversity. And this kind of person is what I, Mu Qiao, despise the most. Do you know?"
Qiao Lubai held her hand, put it to his mouth and kissed it, his eyes reddened, "I know I was wrong, but I would rather be wrong than let you suffer like my mother, alone and helpless."
How could he bear to let go of someone he wanted to hold in his hands and pamper? But he had to let go. He couldn't selfishly delay Mu Qiao's life.
Mu Qiao frowned and reached out to touch his lips. "I understand you, and I don't want to blame you, but I just feel sad."
Qiao Lubai nodded and buried his head in her palm, "I'm sad too."
Mu Qiao felt wet liquid flowing in his palm, and he cried!
Men don't shed tears easily, but they can be seen when they are sad.
Mu Qiao suddenly felt his nose sore and tears welled up in his eyes.
They were reluctant to leave each other, but had to go apart.
There is a saying that people live not just to live, there are many things to do, especially soldiers, they cannot abandon their country because of love.
Mu Qiao and Qiao Lubai were both well aware of their identities. They did not dwell on sadness for too long, but quickly released those unnecessary emotions.
The two of them raised their glasses and drank several glasses of wine in succession, and the negative energy instantly dissipated.
Mu Qiao felt a little dizzy, but she restrained herself and didn't let herself fall asleep.
She held the wine glass in her hand and shook it gently, her beautiful eyes slightly drunk, and the whole person looked indescribably charming, "I actually want to have a baby for you."
This is what she really thinks.
Qiao Lubai narrowed his eyes and looked at her charming and graceful figure, his deep eyes a little blurry.
"I know you don't agree, so I gave up." Mu Qiao's hand softened slightly, and the wine glass fell on the table, spilling wine all over the table.
Qiao Lubai hurriedly stood up and went over to support her, "Don't drink anymore, I'll take you to rest."
His masculine and magnetic voice was particularly sexy and pleasant, which made the drunk Mu Qiao's ears red and his heart blossom with joy.
She suddenly turned around and faced him, looking up at his handsome face, and murmured, "Can you sleep with me tonight?"
If it was before, Qiao Lubai would have agreed without hesitation, but tomorrow he would...
Mu Qiao slowly withdrew his gaze, his eyes dimmed, "I knew you wouldn't agree."
"I..." Qiao Lubai really wanted to agree, but he swallowed the words back when they came to his lips.
"Forget it, I'd better drink." Mu Qiao pried his hands apart, sat down and continued drinking.
"Let me pour you a glass of wine." Mu Qiao poured him another glass of wine.
Qiao Lubai didn't refuse.
"Mu Qiao, I..." He hesitated to speak.
"You what?" Mu Qiao asked.
Qiao Lubai shook his head, "Nothing."
After saying this, he picked up the glass and drank it all.
"How generous." Mu Qiao poured him another glass.
Qiao Lubai looked at her silently and sighed silently in his heart.
"Eat some food, don't just drink." Mu Qiao picked up a lot of food for Qiao Lubai.
He remained silent, and Mu Qiao didn't know what to say to him. In order to avoid a dull moment, she kept trying to hold on.
"You should eat more too." Qiao Lubai seemed to be worried that the conversation would become awkward, so he picked up the chopsticks and picked up some food for Mu Qiao.
“Okay.” Mu Qiao picked up the chopsticks and took a few bites, but he choked. “It’s so spicy, cough cough cough…”
Qiao Lubai quickly poured him some boiled water, took a tissue, wiped the corners of her mouth lovingly, and patted her back with gentle and considerate movements.
With his help, Mu Qiao finally calmed down. Looking at the man so close, Mu Qiao suddenly leaned over and kissed him on the cheek without warning...
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